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[06:30:18] + sushi-chan cactus soup

[06:31:50] + sushi-chan oh nice

[06:31:53] + sushi-chan without the spikes ofc

[06:31:54] + sushi-chan :p

[06:32:09] + sushi-chan cactus juice

[06:32:17] + sushi-chan cactus ice cream

[06:32:19] + sushi-chan cactus cake

[06:32:21] + sushi-chan cactus pie

[06:32:24] + sushi-chan cactus pudding

[06:32:27] + sushi-chan cactus cocktail

[06:32:37] + sushi-chan cactus chewing gum

[06:32:44] + sushi-chan cactus sweet/candy

[06:32:50] + sushi-chan lol

[06:32:51] + sushi-chan what ?

[06:32:52] + sushi-chan haha

[06:33:02] + sushi-chan but thats not food

[06:33:03] + sushi-chan xD

[06:33:31] + sushi-chan true

[06:33:41] + sushi-chan why do i bother sitting on my chair right now?

[06:33:43] + sushi-chan let me eat it

[06:33:44] + sushi-chan instead

[06:33:46] + sushi-chan xD

[06:34:09] + sushi-chan edible house

[06:34:53] + sushi-chan the tax controll arrives: you have to pay taxes for your house

[06:34:55] + sushi-chan but mr

[06:34:58] + sushi-chan I ate my house

[06:35:01] + sushi-chan lol

[06:35:22] + sushi-chan would be a nice scene for a comedy movie

[06:35:23] + sushi-chan lol

[06:36:02] + sushi-chan yeah ski i also heard bout a woman eating her hair... when the ppl asked her why she did that she said becuz it tastes like caviar

[06:36:03] + sushi-chan wtf lol

[06:36:29] + sushi-chan hair doesnt taste like caviar ffs

[06:36:32] + sushi-chan it tastes disgusting

[06:36:33] + sushi-chan lol

[06:37:23] + sushi-chan ew

[06:37:47] + sushi-chan what so tasty about those stuffs ew

[06:38:38] + sushi-chan I eat spiderwebs and dusts. thats why my appartment is always so clean

[06:38:39] + sushi-chan jk

[06:39:01] + sushi-chan ew lol

[06:40:12] + sushi-chan cellar spiders arent social afak

[06:40:23] + sushi-chan here in my apparrment theres only cellar ones

[06:40:26] + sushi-chan appartment*

[06:41:25] + sushi-chan i meant

[06:41:44] + sushi-chan cellar spiders arent social as in they dont form colonies with other spiders

[06:41:46] + sushi-chan but

[06:41:48] + sushi-chan they arent aggressive

[06:41:49] + sushi-chan either

[06:41:56] + sushi-chan theyre friendly with humans

[06:42:00] + sushi-chan cellar spiders never bite us

[06:43:36] + sushi-chan i love cellar ones

[06:43:39] + sushi-chan theyre not only harmless

[06:43:42] + sushi-chan but also look super cute

[06:44:58] + sushi-chan Im not talking bout daddy long legs

[06:45:01] + sushi-chan but cellar spiders

[06:45:05] + sushi-chan I know thye r different

[06:46:30] + sushi-chan i love it when they crawl or run their little long legs move fast, it looks so adorable to me

[06:47:40] + sushi-chan I must be the only person who thinks spiders r adorable-looking lol

[06:49:46] + sushi-chan I sense that ski is writting a looong novel text right now

[06:49:47] + sushi-chan xD

[06:52:11] + sushi-chan lol

[06:55:18] + sushi-chan spider cactus

[06:55:20] + sushi-chan with spikes

[06:55:24] + sushi-chan spider hedgehog

[06:55:25] + sushi-chan lol

[06:56:04] + sushi-chan xD

[06:56:25] + sushi-chan what is a spider going down with its web

[06:56:30] + sushi-chan a spider attempting to bungee jump

[06:56:32] + sushi-chan lol

[06:56:33] + sushi-chan lame

[06:56:36] + sushi-chan XD

[06:56:48] + sushi-chan its web thread*

[06:57:15] + sushi-chan xD

[06:57:29] + sushi-chan maybe the spider can jump in each thread

[06:57:32] + sushi-chan like tarzan

[06:57:33] + sushi-chan lol

[06:59:26] + sushi-chan can we knit clothes, bags, anythin with spider silk/ spiderweb or our clothes r made of different type of silk ?

[06:59:42] + sushi-chan wait what ?

[07:00:22] + sushi-chan spider cant do web underwater, when web and water enter in contact together, the web disappear

[07:00:28] + sushi-chan i know I once dropped water a spiderweb

[07:00:31] + sushi-chan it dissolved

[07:00:53] + sushi-chan oh

[07:01:42] + sushi-chan well becuz

[07:01:47] + sushi-chan spider web thread is dusty?

[07:01:48] + sushi-chan xD

[07:01:58] + sushi-chan and sticky

[07:02:03] + sushi-chan u'd have dusty and sticky clothes

[07:02:04] + sushi-chan lol

[07:02:09] + sushi-chan not gonna wear that

[07:02:34] + sushi-chan o_O

[07:03:41] + sushi-chan dont say to someone with a spider phobia that their clothes r made of spiderweb, they'll faint lol

[07:03:42] + sushi-chan xD

[07:06:30] + sushi-chan i see

[07:06:40] + sushi-chan i do not mind anymore tho

[07:06:45] + sushi-chan im cured

[07:06:48] + sushi-chan from spider phobia

[07:07:00] + sushi-chan so my clothes being made of spider thread? no big deal

[07:07:01] + sushi-chan :P

[07:07:44] + sushi-chan oh

[07:07:52] + sushi-chan I wasnt afraid of spiders when I was a lil child

[07:07:55] + sushi-chan it came later

[07:08:01] + sushi-chan at around 13-13-14

[07:08:03] + sushi-chan oops

[07:08:06] + sushi-chan 12-13-14

[07:08:08] + sushi-chan lol

[07:08:17] + sushi-chan at this age i started bein afraid of spiders

[07:08:20] + sushi-chan then

[07:08:31] + sushi-chan when I turned 28

[07:08:33] + sushi-chan few months ago

[07:08:40] + sushi-chan I got cured

[07:08:44] + sushi-chan of spiderphobia

[07:08:47] + sushi-chan no more phobia

[07:08:51] + sushi-chan now i luv them

[07:08:54] + sushi-chan spiders

[07:08:55] + sushi-chan so cute

[07:08:58] + sushi-chan hey firewire

[07:09:01] + sushi-chan hugsss

[07:09:21] + sushi-chan actually i didnt even went to see a therapist or phobia doctor lol

[07:09:25] + sushi-chan I cured my phobia by myself

[07:09:33] + sushi-chan becuz

[07:09:41] + sushi-chan i did lil by lil

[07:09:43] + sushi-chan like

[07:09:50] + sushi-chan at first I tried to grab smaller spiders

[07:09:52] + sushi-chan and using gloves

[07:10:01] + sushi-chan lil by lil i got used to hav them crawl on my hand,

[07:10:02] + sushi-chan and then

[07:10:06] + sushi-chan I could remove the gloves

[07:10:09] + sushi-chan and now

[07:10:13] + sushi-chan I can grab them

[07:10:15] + sushi-chan without gloves

[07:10:21] + sushi-chan and even bigger spiders

[07:10:24] + sushi-chan hehe

[07:10:26] + sushi-chan totally cured

[07:10:39] + sushi-chan phobias aren't incurable

[07:11:02] + sushi-chan ski: when I poke them they spin around as defense

[07:11:34] + sushi-chan when I grab them I always grab the leg becuz if I grab the body im afraid to squeeze it too hard and that it dies. It can lose a leg if I grab by leg but better losing one leg than dying from body crushing

[07:12:23] + sushi-chan well

[07:12:25] + sushi-chan not true

[07:12:27] + sushi-chan for me

[07:12:31] + sushi-chan I cured my spider phobia

[07:12:34] + sushi-chan but not the other phobias

[07:12:35] + sushi-chan lol

[07:13:13] + sushi-chan what happened ?!

[07:13:40] + sushi-chan "nR removes invite exempt on Peorth" and other nicknames

[07:13:43] + sushi-chan I got this

[07:13:44] + sushi-chan wtf

[07:13:47] + sushi-chan ah

[07:13:51] + sushi-chan i thought it was my fault

[07:13:55] + sushi-chan that I did a typo

[07:14:01] + sushi-chan and that it caused me to

[07:14:06] + sushi-chan write a command

[07:14:11] + sushi-chan not by purpose

[07:14:12] + sushi-chan by mistake

[07:14:21] + sushi-chan ok

[07:14:33] + sushi-chan Anyways so I was saying..

[07:15:24] + sushi-chan death is my biggest phobia: it's harder to cure than other phobias becuz death is not avoidable. We'll all die oneday, and thats scary. At least cellar spiders arent dangerous for you, death is dangerous for your life and safety (ofc llol)

[07:15:37] + sushi-chan I dont think i can ever cure my phobia of death

[07:15:43] + sushi-chan actually no one can

[07:15:49] + sushi-chan Try to point a gun at someone

[07:15:52] + sushi-chan they'll be scared

[07:15:57] + sushi-chan not like oh im not afraid

[07:15:59] + sushi-chan shoot me

[07:16:00] + sushi-chan lol

[07:17:17] + sushi-chan if I point a gun at someone and they tell theyre not scared, i dont believe them

[07:17:17] + sushi-chan like

[07:17:22] + sushi-chan they dont have survival instinct?

[07:18:01] + sushi-chan fear of dying is caused by survival instinct

[07:18:41] + sushi-chan survival instinct

[07:18:43] + sushi-chan eveyrone has it

[07:18:47] + sushi-chan religious or not

[07:19:03] + sushi-chan but

[07:19:09] + sushi-chan theres somethin very weird in humans

[07:19:23] + sushi-chan sometimes survival instinct is overran by suicidal depression

[07:19:25] + sushi-chan I mean

[07:19:35] + sushi-chan u usually cannot kill urself becuz of survival instinct

[07:19:40] + sushi-chan but when ure severely depressed

[07:19:43] + sushi-chan and think of suicide

[07:19:47] + sushi-chan its like your survival instinct

[07:19:49] + sushi-chan doesnt work

[07:19:50] + sushi-chan anymore

[07:19:51] + sushi-chan o_O

[07:19:59] + sushi-chan it doesnt happen with animals

[07:20:01] + sushi-chan only humans

[07:20:03] + sushi-chan i think?

[07:20:07] + sushi-chan why

[07:20:50] + sushi-chan oh

[07:22:06] + sushi-chan in my case, my phobia of death is way stronger and more intense than my depression. That is why I never attempted suicide.

[07:22:12] + sushi-chan oh I had depression , yes

[07:22:15] + sushi-chan but not that severe

[07:22:23] + sushi-chan not to the extent of wanting to kill myself

[07:22:26] + sushi-chan was a mild depression

[07:23:46] + sushi-chan I could never attempt suicide. Just having the thouhgt/ imagining myself dead is making me start having a panic attack

[07:23:51] + sushi-chan am really scared of death

[07:24:00] + sushi-chan like more scared of that than of depression

[07:24:09] + sushi-chan at least depression can be cured

[07:24:14] + sushi-chan but death can't

[07:24:15] + sushi-chan once u die

[07:24:16] + sushi-chan u die

[07:24:19] + sushi-chan cant go back

[07:27:59] + sushi-chan suicidal people don't realize that depression can be cured while death cannot. If they choose death as option/solution, they can't go back and can't change their mind, once they died.

[07:28:04] + sushi-chan thats why death is stupid option

[07:28:09] + sushi-chan just let ur depression get cured

[07:28:12] + sushi-chan everythin will be fine

[07:29:52] + sushi-chan ya true. But i think suicidal people so r depressed they think they're a burden to everyone else and tht if they die their family members, friends etc would get "rid" of him/her

[07:30:00] + sushi-chan ya they often think that

[07:30:05] + sushi-chan depression can really twist ur brain

[07:30:08] + sushi-chan and the way u think

[07:30:15] + sushi-chan only negative thoughts

[07:30:20] + sushi-chan depression is hell

[07:30:24] + sushi-chan im glad I cured from this

[07:31:07] + sushi-chan oh

[07:31:13] + sushi-chan when I said get rid of them

[07:31:15] + sushi-chan I mean

[07:31:18] + sushi-chan they would be in peace

[07:31:21] + sushi-chan after he/she die

[07:31:24] + sushi-chan cuz

[07:31:31] + sushi-chan suicidal ppl feel like theyre a burden to loved ones

[07:31:39] + sushi-chan so they think that their death might cause others peace

[07:31:43] + sushi-chan idk how to explain

[07:31:52] + sushi-chan suicidal ppl have their brain twisted by depression

[07:31:56] + sushi-chan they cant even thinks traight

[07:31:58] + sushi-chan straight*

[07:32:03] + sushi-chan lack of serotonin

[07:32:08] + sushi-chan mess with ur brain

[07:32:13] + sushi-chan depression has lack of serotonin

[07:32:15] + sushi-chan like

[07:32:19] + sushi-chan very low serotonin

[07:32:52] + sushi-chan depressed brain can't think with positive vibes.. the lack of serotonin and dopamine destroy your brain

[07:32:56] + sushi-chan thats why

[07:33:00] + sushi-chan suciidal ppl think theyre a burden

[07:33:13] + sushi-chan but once they get cured from their depression, they start to realize life is beautiful

[07:33:31] + sushi-chan but when ppl r depressed they cant realize that yet

[07:33:36] + sushi-chan as said it twists your brain

[07:33:41] + sushi-chan depression is hell

[07:33:44] + sushi-chan not a choice

[07:33:49] + sushi-chan but damaging for ur brain

[07:33:51] + sushi-chan and mental health

[07:34:26] + sushi-chan Dr.Sushi-chan lol

[07:34:32] + sushi-chan i should become a psychiatrist

[07:34:33] + sushi-chan lo

[07:34:35] + sushi-chan lol*

[07:36:33] + sushi-chan thats why when people say suicide should be a choice like euthanasia etc.. But its not a choice actually. Your brain is ill when u suicide, depression is there and tricks ur brain into thinking ur worthless etc, its the main symptoms. thats why u can't choose to die, if u want to die it means depression is there and should be cured instead of tryin to die

[07:36:37] + sushi-chan depression is never a choice

[07:36:39] + sushi-chan suicide either

[07:36:43] + sushi-chan since most suicide r caused by

[07:36:45] + sushi-chan depression

[07:36:46] + sushi-chan itself

[07:37:20] + sushi-chan lack of serotnin

[07:37:21] + sushi-chan isnt a choice

[07:37:26] + sushi-chan suicide cnt be a choice

[07:37:27] + sushi-chan cant*

[07:37:37] + sushi-chan youre brainwashed by depression symptoms

[07:37:42] + sushi-chan idk how to explain

[07:37:52] + sushi-chan u got me, i guess

[07:38:50] + sushi-chan it's hard to explain medical/science stuffs in foreign language lol

[07:38:55] + sushi-chan english is not my native tongue

[07:39:55] + sushi-chan this is one of the first time I engage into real serious debate conversation instead of making jokes around and being silly lol

[07:40:47] + sushi-chan true, ski

[07:41:36] + sushi-chan :3

[07:41:48] + sushi-chan i hope u arent bored out by our serious convo

[07:41:49] + sushi-chan xD

[07:42:28] + sushi-chan shaming someone is rude

[07:42:37] + sushi-chan especially for somethin they didnt choose or have no control over

[07:42:42] + sushi-chan u cant choose being depessed

[07:42:47] + sushi-chan or mental disorder

[07:42:51] + sushi-chan or having mental disorder*

[07:42:58] + sushi-chan cant contorl that

[07:42:59] + sushi-chan control*

[07:43:02] + sushi-chan gosh my typos

[07:43:37] + sushi-chan ya but

[07:43:46] + sushi-chan if you shame someone based on somethin they didnt choose

[07:43:49] + sushi-chan like their looks

[07:43:51] + sushi-chan it's rude

[07:44:45] + sushi-chan ok need to go now have breakfast, shower and get ready for the day

[07:44:49] + sushi-chan have fun everyone

[07:44:53] + sushi-chan and thnx for the interesting convo :D

[07:44:58] + sushi-chan i enijoyed it

[07:44:59] + sushi-chan enjoyed*

[07:45:01] + sushi-chan hugsssss

[07:45:04] + sushi-chan o/

[07:45:09] + sushi-chan thanks

[07:45:21] + sushi-chan :3

[07:45:27] + sushi-chan take care

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