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[00:00:03] mrinfinity 10000000000% this thread

[00:00:13] mrinfinity "People are encouraged to reach out and ask for help when they are struggling with mental health - but still stigmatised if they have mental illness."

[00:00:59] mrinfinity its sickening. the way I was looked at/treated caused me to go even more bonkers

[00:01:43] mrinfinity yeah, most men. i stopped going because it seemed like I had all the answers within already (we all do) and they'd agree that I had a good head on my shoulders. nothing to battle the 'how can i get out of bed today'

[00:02:19] mrinfinity but I've met REALLY mentally ill people, i dont know how they manage i really dont

[00:02:47] mrinfinity yeah but you went and it really helped you

[00:04:08] mrinfinity so you would sayyyy

[00:04:11] mrinfinity you went to anger management

[00:04:23] mrinfinity all there is, is medicine and therapy anyways

[00:05:15] mrinfinity take 28 grams of mushrooms and go through ego death, cry through your problems to face them and then land in your eternal abyss of suffering as an enlightened, renewed spirit

[00:05:24] mrinfinity I don't hope you have a good time, I hope you have a bad one

[00:05:32] mrinfinity mmm i love me some ego death

[00:06:33] mrinfinity yeah thats part of ego death, the best part is knowing there's more to this reality and we 'attract certain realities' somehow... magically

[00:07:05] mrinfinity the horrible realization that you are but a miniscule blip, but a consciousness behind the avatar is scary shit

[00:07:20] mrinfinity I know we really, really do

[00:07:46] mrinfinity I've been in the reality where its been miracle after miracle after miracle after miracle of no way that happened no way this is happening for like a week straight

[00:07:52] mrinfinity im trying to bounce out of this one and get back there

[00:07:59] mrinfinity it was amaaaaazing

[00:08:23] mrinfinity thats because you have a nature of fixing people

[00:08:32] mrinfinity you little empaths have a little magnetism to you

[00:08:59] mrinfinity i learned to use my power to bait people in to believing in themselves

[00:09:09] mrinfinity I'm damn good at it

[00:10:34] mrinfinity that's because you have a healer spirit but have a hard time loving yourself

[00:10:52] mrinfinity aphilophrenia - luciferous legolepsy, the feeling of being unloved unwanted, not good enough

[00:10:55] mrinfinity 'Imposter Syndrome'

[00:11:02] mrinfinity embedded in everybody, causes a self loathing

[00:11:14] mrinfinity heal that, radiate, blOOooOOoOM~

[00:11:36] mrinfinity speaking of which bbiab meditating, ski can offer some words of wisdom, too

[00:36:52] mrinfinity sigh

[00:45:31] mrinfinity its irc, keep things fun and moddest

[00:45:36] mrinfinity or else there will be bad news

[00:46:02] mrinfinity fun moddest, growth

[00:46:08] mrinfinity policy, fingerpointing, notgrowth

[00:46:30] mrinfinity hi wez! <3

[00:46:59] mrinfinity i just close my irc client when there's bullshit

[00:50:29] mrinfinity irc not hard. director -> operations -> regular staff -> community leaders as staff -> uphold policy and individual community values -> don't piss off operations staff, operations get final say

[00:50:31] mrinfinity ezpz

[00:50:34] mrinfinity bbl

[00:50:49] mrinfinity time to cook the dinner

[00:52:04] mrinfinity some kind of soup haven't decided yet

[00:52:15] mrinfinity maybe just fried sammiches, too lethargic for anything else

[01:13:06] mrinfinity turkey salami cheddar

[01:13:12] mrinfinity lettuce

[01:13:13] mrinfinity mayo

[01:13:48] mrinfinity no butter when frying, mayo on outside to toast bread

[01:13:56] mrinfinity fat ppl style

[01:16:17] mrinfinity that would be wise

[01:21:58] mrinfinity !bang

[01:21:59] mrinfinity !bang

[01:22:03] mrinfinity ...

[01:22:04] mrinfinity !bang

[01:22:22] mrinfinity we'll see about that

[01:39:22] mrinfinity mrinfinity

[01:39:45] mrinfinity sorry, had to say my own nickname because when I talk to foxy the lady ignores me

[01:40:31] mrinfinity it's almost as if i can hear foxy now... so distant..... so challenging

[01:49:00] mrinfinity dont use google, use duckduckgo

[01:49:03] mrinfinity !bang

[01:49:05] mrinfinity !bang

[01:49:09] mrinfinity ??????

[01:49:44] mrinfinity why cant we befriend the ducks

[01:49:47] mrinfinity !topducks

[01:49:50] mrinfinity !duckstats

[01:50:04] mrinfinity how do i check whos in the lead

[01:50:08] mrinfinity !topduck

[01:50:21] mrinfinity when can i befriend the ducks ComputerTech

[01:50:26] mrinfinity also where's our $150 prize money

[01:50:30] mrinfinity hmmmmmmm?

[01:50:46] mrinfinity hmmmmmmmmmmmm?

[01:51:27] mrinfinity when does a season start

[01:52:14] mrinfinity thats like 6 months away

[01:52:17] mrinfinity so prize should be

[01:52:23] mrinfinity wahts 150 times 6

[01:52:36] mrinfinity //say $calc(150 * 6)

[01:52:37] mrinfinity 900

[01:52:40] mrinfinity should be $900

[01:52:41] mrinfinity pay up

[01:52:43] mrinfinity see you in spring

[01:54:45] mrinfinity no hes there

[01:54:51] mrinfinity he has a sound prompt for it

[01:55:01] mrinfinity and a dedicated external hotkey on a custom board

[01:55:20] mrinfinity he lounges out in his reclyner and when theres a duck he presses his key

[01:55:27] mrinfinity we seen this on video chat

[01:56:07] mrinfinity how many ducks you have phonekait?

[01:56:19] mrinfinity do you even play phonekait

[01:56:38] mrinfinity damn

[01:56:42] mrinfinity why you gotta take it there

[01:56:53] mrinfinity im gonna need you to take that one back

[01:57:57] mrinfinity im going to ebd

[01:57:59] mrinfinity bed

[01:58:28] mrinfinity 7:58

[01:58:28] mrinfinity .w

[01:59:47] mrinfinity wheres you?

[02:00:17] mrinfinity aloha

[02:00:27] mrinfinity did hawaii ever recover from those fires?

[02:01:34] mrinfinity i know, i heard about rich people liking it because now they can buy up all the property for really cheap

[02:02:17] mrinfinity anything fun?

[02:02:19] mrinfinity can I be in on it

[02:02:22] mrinfinity anything funsies

[02:02:57] mrinfinity she called me fat last time i was on video

[02:03:19] mrinfinity yes

[02:03:25] mrinfinity ngl my beard did make my cheeks look chubbo

[02:04:14] mrinfinity https://discord.gg/7P7VCKNb

[02:04:27] mrinfinity whack this dick

[02:05:10] mrinfinity theyre prob on the other discord

[02:05:14] mrinfinity i see foxy and End3r on

[02:05:19] mrinfinity means theyre up to shit

[02:05:41] mrinfinity oh

[02:05:43] mrinfinity HI FOXY

[02:05:47] mrinfinity NICE TO SPEAK TO YOU TODAY

[02:05:51] mrinfinity I HOPE TODAY WAS PLEASANT FOR YOU

[02:06:05] mrinfinity .yt voices in my head

[02:06:24] mrinfinity im on discord will be there for a few mins

[02:10:32] mrinfinity close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by... there is no time to waste

[02:10:35] mrinfinity asking whyyyyyy

[02:11:35] mrinfinity hmm

[02:14:17] mrinfinity mmm tastes like mtn dew and fruit loops

[02:16:29] mrinfinity GrungeBarbie is snooping on our discord selfies

[03:29:22] mrinfinity i was going to switch to js

[03:29:27] mrinfinity but ...meh, i mean i still could

[03:29:36] mrinfinity but front end dev.. sigh

[04:05:37] mrinfinity less QQ more pewpew

[04:06:08] mrinfinity the computer that i have for gaming was destroyed when i shipped my things from cali to oklahoma

[04:06:22] mrinfinity so, no games but if I did, any first person shooter

[04:06:33] mrinfinity or DotA2 there's a mod called "Epic Boss Fight" I enjoyed

[04:06:40] mrinfinity or Counter-Strike

[04:07:00] mrinfinity yes, it was cs:go last I played

[04:07:17] mrinfinity i dont have a computer that can play games at the moment

[04:07:43] mrinfinity I have an apple m1, but never cared enough to reset the lost pass on it; it won't let me format it without the pass

[04:07:48] mrinfinity so I have to find some ghetto hack trickery.

[04:08:23] mrinfinity the shitty computer im using now is some windows10 HP computer given to me, though I should be putting bsd or linux on my laptop for dev stuff

[04:08:34] mrinfinity probably, but if I did I used a random not-me name

[04:08:37] mrinfinity and dont remember what it is

[04:14:05] mrinfinity duth thith guy have a lithp

[05:50:51] mrinfinity my mind turns everything in to something it connects with, seeing how everything is connected in fine detail, and it's pretty extreme

[16:31:38] mrinfinity have a good weekend, all

[16:32:01] mrinfinity crazy ass neighbor leaving negative reviews, put up 8 giant bright lights on his house to blind the entire neighborhood, looks like a baseball field

[16:32:17] mrinfinity i thought i was coocoo for cocoa puffs, turns out, there's crazier.

[16:59:26] mrinfinity 10:57a ~foxy my nose is stopped up

[16:59:29] mrinfinity you need a rotorooter

[17:34:40] mrinfinity hai

[17:34:46] mrinfinity https://old.reddit.com/r/Futurology/comments/19bcyql/the_aigenerated_garbage_apocalypse_may_be/

[17:35:01] mrinfinity nice irish666 ;) keep up the good work. healthy!

[17:35:17] mrinfinity 50% of web content is already AI generated

[17:35:29] mrinfinity inauthentic world where the authentic side has the bad outweighing the good

[17:36:23] mrinfinity yup, dead internet theory: it's all bots and garbage to persuade readers and push, not even a narrative, but random agendas

[17:37:00] mrinfinity heard and seen 'boost hackers' that would use bots to spread things for companies to get recognition/upvotes etc

[17:37:13] mrinfinity people with a web of twitter bots that would retweet everything

[17:37:22] mrinfinity it's all fake

[17:42:49] mrinfinity 11:40a @pankakes Think of me eating your mums ass

[17:42:54] mrinfinity why would a midget eat his moms ass

[17:43:11] mrinfinity whatever fun size

[17:43:32] mrinfinity do you have the little stumpy legs, tiny body big head?

[17:43:48] mrinfinity folllllow the yellow brick road

[17:43:50] mrinfinity folllllow the yellow brick roaddddddd

[17:44:02] mrinfinity lollipop, lollipop

[17:44:23] mrinfinity 11:43a @pankakes other than my ass

[17:44:29] mrinfinity white girl with a blackgirl booty?

[17:45:21] mrinfinity $tell h4 she thiqqer than a snicker

[17:45:35] mrinfinity thicker than a boat of oatmeal

[17:45:55] mrinfinity anyways, glad we had that conversation

[17:45:58] mrinfinity ComputerTech, hows you?

[17:50:12] mrinfinity bitch got me in trouble

[17:50:24] mrinfinity heard of it

[17:50:29] mrinfinity https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dead_Internet_theory

[17:50:46] mrinfinity pankakebot

[17:52:03] mrinfinity i crouch down to go stealth, to get past the guards. my knees crack. im instantly killed

[18:27:44] mrinfinity overruled by team halfoperator chairman (me) - harass all you want, ComputerTech

[18:28:32] mrinfinity good, you don't want to

[18:28:40] mrinfinity it's like a bar table, but on irc

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