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[10:18:35] Frogorg hi

[10:18:51] Frogorg ComputerTech ~

[11:00:57] Frogorg god I hate my job

[11:02:54] Frogorg apparently while I was absent there was a huge argument there

[11:03:25] Frogorg a hero of my colleague has said what I wanted to say for a long time

[11:05:45] Frogorg Mikoolo: I'm dead serious now

[11:06:06] Frogorg my doctor, having heard of the situation at work, offered me the longest sick leave she can legally prescribe, saying "fuck them"

[11:06:12] Frogorg I refused

[11:07:40] Frogorg Mikoolo: if I weren't a contractor, she could have prescribed 3 months, then it falls over to ZUS and they can extend it

[11:08:07] Frogorg but I would have refused even if I wasn't a contractor

[11:08:11] Frogorg hi deadly

[11:08:40] Frogorg I'm glad you don't have lasting neurological damage

[11:09:37] Frogorg I'm aware but that hopefully won't happen

[11:10:17] Frogorg oh fun fact

[11:10:38] Frogorg she can prescribe for 3 months, but she can then extend by 3 more months, unless I'm pregnant or having tuberculosis

[11:10:52] Frogorg I know

[11:11:06] Frogorg I just didn't know that and I knew you wouldn't care but I wanted to share anyway

[11:11:55] Frogorg yeah I know, with that face...

[11:13:07] Frogorg I'm happy with spotify

[11:13:58] Frogorg I have both

[11:14:11] Frogorg but I mainly use spotify for music as it scrobbles to last.fm

[11:14:23] Frogorg Herr h4

[11:14:41] Frogorg congrats on the run, now get to work

[11:14:45] Frogorg pankakes: I do

[11:14:57] Frogorg h4: are you on sick leave again?

[11:15:12] Frogorg deadly: with fish I hope?

[11:16:07] Frogorg dude get to work!

[11:17:45] Frogorg h4: let me tell you a story. when we were in our company HQ, there was this blackboard with "You are awesome" written in various language. Unbeknownst to everyone, unknown perpetrator has written in Polish "DUDE GET TO WORK" and everyone thought it's Polish for "You are awesome", until we've told them

[11:17:53] Frogorg the morale of the story is, DUDE GET TO WORK

[11:18:19] Frogorg h4: how come?

[11:18:30] Frogorg pankakes: they look really good

[11:18:40] Frogorg hospital?

[11:18:46] Frogorg oh!

[11:18:49] Frogorg Congratulations!

[11:19:48] Frogorg there's nothing worth celebrating more than a healthy baby, as one Seagrams' advertisement put it

[11:21:23] Frogorg there's also one more thing worth celebrating

[11:21:30] Frogorg my apartment will be fully furnished on March 7th!

[11:40:41] Frogorg what do you mean a laptop

[11:40:44] Frogorg he's got a tablet

[11:40:52] Frogorg ComputerTech: good

[11:41:06] Frogorg just kidding

[11:41:14] Frogorg also you didn't lose it

[11:41:23] Frogorg you got it stolen while you were drunk

[11:42:52] Frogorg \o/

[11:42:54] Frogorg it's confirmed

[11:43:03] Frogorg all furniture for my appartment shall come by March 7th

[11:44:34] Frogorg what if there's an earthquake and the server won't be stable?

[11:45:00] Frogorg ComputerTech: then what if someone trips over and makes the server unstable?

[11:45:19] Frogorg good night wez

[11:45:23] Frogorg wait

[11:45:28] Frogorg ComputerTech: aren't you using Docker or something?

[11:45:38] Frogorg huh

[11:46:09] Frogorg i see

[11:46:49] Frogorg at work sometimes, yes

[11:46:56] Frogorg for home project, I don't, because they don't exist

[11:48:52] Frogorg who wants to come for a housewarming party?

[11:50:36] Frogorg your code should handle wobbly connections

[11:50:51] Frogorg I see

[11:51:39] Frogorg the problem usually is between chair and keyboard

[11:51:54] Frogorg lol

[11:52:16] Frogorg and soon, in my case, there will be a problem between a prohibitvely expensive office chair and a mechanical keyboard!

[11:52:44] Frogorg that was quick

[11:53:11] Frogorg so I guess nobody wants to come to my housewarming party, that's ok

[11:53:27] Frogorg Mikoolo: not with that attitude

[11:53:40] Frogorg ComputerTech: yes

[11:54:05] Frogorg ???

[11:54:10] Frogorg ofc it's a town

[11:54:54] Frogorg Mikoolo: oh you have Fast Train (sort of) between Warsaw and Krakow

[11:55:08] Frogorg it's not high speed rail, but it's a higher speed rail

[11:55:23] Frogorg it goes vroom vroom at 220 km/h

[11:55:53] Frogorg I'd take a train, but if you want to take a motorcycle, I think S7 is nearly done

[11:58:25] Frogorg be careful with the wiggles, you'll make the server unstable

[11:59:05] Frogorg that reminds me of https://i.imgur.com/6NRAemQ.png

[12:10:11] Frogorg I'm still tired

[12:10:23] Frogorg Ahsoka: banana

[12:12:07] Frogorg ok 3 more hours of Cities Skylines 2 then I'll get around to changing my e-mail and doing groceries

[12:12:28] Frogorg I'm so happy I'm done with the furniture

[12:12:30] Frogorg well almost

[12:12:50] Frogorg waiting on the ash wood desktop

[12:13:03] Frogorg but that should be earlier than the office chair

[12:16:08] Frogorg meh, I have to rebuild my favourite junction

[12:16:23] Frogorg hold on

[12:16:40] Frogorg https://i.imgur.com/OrPPxA8.png

[12:16:47] Frogorg see the overpass above the trumpets?

[12:16:54] Frogorg it sadly needs to be included in the junction

[13:10:24] Frogorg I am still tired

[13:10:29] Frogorg what do I do not to be tired

[13:10:44] Frogorg Mikoolo: no

[13:10:49] Frogorg wildting2: that's a good idea

[13:11:23] Frogorg Mikoolo: I'm below FDA recommended limit

[13:12:33] Frogorg Mikoolo: my doctor highly recommends against me doing amphetamines

[13:12:56] Frogorg Mikoolo: I'm already sleeping an awful lot

[13:13:31] Frogorg 10

[13:13:33] Frogorg lol

[13:13:46] Frogorg Mikoolo: not an option

[13:13:55] Frogorg wildting2: I'm on sick leave right now so I get 10

[13:14:29] Frogorg thanks doctor Mikoolo I'm cured

[13:14:35] Frogorg Ahsoka: as in ill

[13:15:18] Frogorg I guess if I asked Mikoolo if he's taking everything literally he'd respond with "no, that's what thieves do"

[13:22:58] Frogorg my doctor told me not to take any stimulants other than caffeine

[13:23:03] Frogorg which is uh... bothersome

[13:23:15] Frogorg because we suspect ADHD and even if I have it, there's not much we can do

[13:23:23] Frogorg I for sure ain't getting Ritalin

[13:23:43] Frogorg I don't have a drug abuse history

[13:23:52] Frogorg pankakes: unfortunately weed isn't an option either

[13:24:44] Frogorg Mikoolo: it's not a matter of quality of health service, I'm getting the best care I could

[13:24:57] Frogorg I even have my doctor's phone, "if shit hits the fan, call anytime"

[13:26:12] Frogorg it's quite obvious why I'm tired, just because I didn't tell that in the channel doesn't mean I don't know

[13:26:37] Frogorg I'm exhausted and frustrated because of work to the point my doctor offered 3 months of sick leave

[13:27:01] Frogorg I'm having big problems sustaining attention span, which prevents me from learning to ace the job interviews

[13:27:29] Frogorg that also complicates resting, because it's hard to rest if you're pacing between books, Internet, video, games and spending a total of 10 minutes on each over 4 housr

[13:27:43] Frogorg this, in turn, makes things worse and makes my mood trash

[13:27:51] Frogorg foxy: I tried. It wasn't good enough

[13:29:43] Frogorg so the doctor's plan is: get back to therapy, resolve conflict with your therapist like an adult. Take a week off all intellectual abilities, get rest, if you're gonna spend this time masturbating 24/7 that's fine. Neuropsychological exam to rule out my disease fucking me over, medication side effects, and ADHD. Anxiolytics to relieve some of the stress, take as needed. Call the

[13:29:45] Frogorg doctor if things get worse, or if neuroexam yields something

[13:30:48] Frogorg I'm also spending this time rehydrating myself, going back to gym, and cleaning up

[13:32:53] Frogorg the good news is, my doctor and my friend doctor did some research

[13:33:42] Frogorg five options are on the table: chronic burnout, not recovering from psychotic episode fully, ADHD, medications side effects, anxiety and all associated psychological reasons

[13:33:54] Frogorg all of these options are fully curable/manageable, so that's good news

[13:34:00] Frogorg the bad news is: it'll take time

[13:36:26] Frogorg >have homemade software written in various languages

[13:36:34] Frogorg that's what I'm struggling with, my dude

[13:36:55] Frogorg pankakes: yeah I've determined that even if I've got ADHD it's not the end of the world

[13:37:04] Frogorg pankakes: oh I was telling the "dude" part to Mikoolo

[13:37:49] Frogorg ADHD + schizophrenia would explain pretty much my entire life, and could be a life changer as for how to handle it further

[13:38:07] Frogorg login: yep, had an MRI and CT two years ago, clear

[13:38:33] Frogorg CT in ER settings, but nothing major, MRI was done on the request of my psychiatrist and neurologist, clear too

[13:38:43] Frogorg three doctors have checked it out

[13:39:04] Frogorg foxy: yeah I was undiagnosed for like 8 years, getting on Vraylar was a lifechanging experience

[13:39:33] Frogorg Mikoolo: yeah, we're suspecting meds too, but risk of psychosis, even if slim in my case, is too large to do that without a confirmation of cognitive impairment

[13:40:08] Frogorg login: pretty much, I've been weird even as a kid, but I've been struggling with mental illness for like 10 years at this point

[13:40:31] Frogorg Ahsoka: neither

[13:41:27] Frogorg login: attention span issues were present throughout these 10 years, but we've had bigger problems on the table, such as me having delusions or being really down

[13:42:03] Frogorg login: yes, exactly

[13:42:13] Frogorg I'm not on depot because I'm medications compliant

[13:42:24] Frogorg Vraylar is long-acting anyway

[13:43:45] Frogorg yeah well the doctors have said that I'm very low risk now, I'm proud to be in full remission (which is apparently rare), and that we'll consider withdrawing meds after 5 years unless something major pops up

[13:44:06] Frogorg but if I have a psychotic episode now, I'll pretty much at the very least have my life ruined for the next year

[13:44:18] Frogorg there are research proving that psychosis causes brain damage

[13:44:43] Frogorg also if I had another one, recovery would be difficult

[13:45:42] Frogorg let me put it this way: the last time I had an episode I spent 6 weeks in a closed ward and 3 months in recovery daytime unit

[13:46:02] Frogorg I wanted to discharge myself after 3 weeks and return to work, doctor said "the hell you are"

[13:47:07] Frogorg so you mean that my dreams about teeth falling out aren't caused by masturbation?

[13:47:32] Frogorg Freud must have been lying

[13:47:54] Frogorg login: nah, it took 6 weeks for me to recover, I don't even remember what state I was in

[13:48:05] Frogorg I have very vague memories from the entire thing

[13:48:20] Frogorg I've had 2

[13:48:25] Frogorg so we don't want to risk 3rd

[13:49:23] Frogorg yeah thanks for that, I'd rather not spend another 3 months shitting bricks that everyone around me wants to kill me

[13:49:40] Frogorg I agree, that's why we're doing studies on what happened and what caused that

[13:49:48] Frogorg and the diagnostics is treated as urgent

[13:51:01] Frogorg you're aware that when I go bananas I won't be able to realize until it's too late?

[13:51:12] Frogorg the last time everyone knew something's off, I didn't

[13:51:41] Frogorg nope

[13:52:28] Frogorg it's not even about me, this has a huge impact on people around me

[13:53:01] Frogorg login: nah

[13:53:09] Frogorg Mikoolo: I was thinking about support groups

[13:53:15] Frogorg but there's not many of them

[13:53:56] Frogorg one outpatient clinic have proposed us a support group, but most of the patients with my diagnosis refused because y'know, people with it aren't really too social

[13:54:06] Frogorg login: it could be, it could be not

[13:54:14] Frogorg the risk is too big to tinker with these blindly

[13:54:30] Frogorg and these 2 months could render me dead

[13:54:34] Frogorg the risk is too high

[13:55:17] Frogorg Mikoolo: I'm on a subreddit for schizophrenia

[13:55:33] Frogorg login: I live alone and by the time people realize "Frogorg is acting off lately", it'll be too late

[13:56:23] Frogorg phonekait: congratulations!

[13:56:33] Frogorg Mikoolo: oh I can't be trusted with these, I forget to water my plants

[13:56:56] Frogorg phonekait: I was considering it, but nah

[13:58:13] Frogorg login: to conclude - my doctor has said we will risk changing medications/dose tapering if the results come back suggesting that it needs to be done

[13:58:33] Frogorg oh cats are awesome

[14:07:05] Frogorg Mikoolo: you don't have Magners?

[14:07:37] Frogorg ok time to see if I have anything nice to eat in the fridge

[14:12:21] Frogorg hmm

[14:12:25] Frogorg speaking of beer

[14:12:27] Frogorg maybe I should have some

[14:13:03] Frogorg I can't have cannabis

[14:13:42] Frogorg irish666: rarely and in very moderate amounts, but yes

[14:13:59] Frogorg yeah I've seen this sign on a wall "Smoking marijuana leads to fridge"

[14:14:42] Frogorg aw, I'm sure wine misses you too

[14:15:23] Frogorg geze: since I already went all out 15 minutes ago - I have schizophrenia, smoking weed would worsen my prognosis

[14:16:04] Frogorg that is something I'm not going to find out

[14:16:37] Frogorg I'm already a tool lol

[14:17:34] Frogorg Ahsoka: maybe they get it but they don't express it

[14:18:04] Frogorg I've got this thing where people look at me and say "you look miserable" and I'm like "oh no I'm actually having an awesome time here, thanks for inviting me over"

[14:18:30] Frogorg and I'm serious, it's called I think blunt affectivity

[14:18:39] Frogorg though it got much better with Vraylar, I even laugh sometimes

[14:18:48] Frogorg zof: lol thanks

[14:18:59] Frogorg Ahsoka: sort of

[14:19:04] Frogorg irish666: look up hypnagogic hallucinations

[14:19:09] Frogorg they might be normal

[14:19:48] Frogorg that sucks

[14:20:02] Frogorg I've luckily never had benzos addiction, which is a miracle

[14:20:15] Frogorg had mild withdrawal once, but that was very mild and I was just cranky for a few days

[14:21:32] Frogorg unfortunately we're not avoiding benzos for now, I'm having a pretty stressful life and until I learn how to manage it through therapy, I get benzos for these situations

[14:22:04] Frogorg Fensta: oh I have that sometimes but I like repetitive music, my most played artist is The Field

[14:22:17] Frogorg https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YVNqWZPqxDE

[14:23:13] Frogorg that fucking sucks

[14:23:17] Frogorg I can't imagine this

[14:23:23] Frogorg Ahsoka: are you in a hospital?

[14:23:43] Frogorg oh dear, what happened?

[14:24:06] Frogorg Fensta: no wonder, it's got programmers inside

[14:25:01] Frogorg it's surprising how IT attracts people with mental health problems

[14:25:18] Frogorg though usually not as severe as mine

[14:25:41] Frogorg meosimulator: about mental health, or about people with mental health?

[14:25:49] Frogorg oh

[14:25:51] Frogorg well

[14:26:01] Frogorg just someone not being too social doesn't mean they have mental health problems

[14:27:23] Frogorg Ahsoka: oh dear, I'm so sorry to hear this, are you doing better now?

[14:29:35] Frogorg kinky

[14:30:01] Frogorg Ahsoka: get well soon

[16:36:00] Frogorg whew

[16:36:04] Frogorg cable management partially done

[16:52:35] Frogorg jesus now I'm exhausted after putting my cables together

[16:52:37] Frogorg they look better

[16:52:41] Frogorg they don't look good though

[16:52:50] Frogorg but at least there's a visible improvement

[16:57:31] Frogorg <3

[17:05:30] Frogorg zof: oh I'll give you a call, I'm shit at cable management

[17:06:51] Frogorg though it looks now okay-ish, the floor is a mess but at least I no longer have 10 hanging wires

[17:07:05] Frogorg this should get a bit better when I get display mounts

[17:07:12] Frogorg but that needs to wait for the desktop

[18:43:25] Frogorg well that was a good phone conversation

[18:46:17] Frogorg AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[18:46:26] Frogorg thanks it helped

[18:52:36] Frogorg yay my friend was kind to tell me I'm fucked

[18:52:52] Frogorg h4: no he's right

[18:53:11] Frogorg he absolutely is

[18:53:45] Frogorg h4: he was kind to try and find a solution out of this and tell me I'm not fucked

[18:53:47] Frogorg I am

[18:53:49] Frogorg big time

[18:56:23] Frogorg zof: situation at work is pretty bad and things aren't bound to change, and meanwhile I'm sick and getting healthy will take at least two months, which I don't have

[18:57:13] Frogorg zof: I can pull it through, but I won't be able to learn and prepare for job interviews, apparently at this point I can do my work while braindead

[18:57:20] Frogorg GypsyBarbie: would be unpaid

[18:58:03] Frogorg zof: IT

[18:58:20] Frogorg EU, but I'm a contractor so I don't have paid sick leave

[18:58:54] Frogorg my doctor has already proposed me 3 months of paid sick leave

[18:59:08] Frogorg (which I would have if I weren't a contractor)

[18:59:34] Frogorg nah I gotta find a way

[18:59:38] Frogorg I always do

[18:59:53] Frogorg <3

[19:00:02] Frogorg first obstacle is: I can't have the tests in 3 weeks

[19:00:08] Frogorg I need them done ASAP

[19:00:58] Frogorg zof: neuropsychiatric exam to rule out uh, a lot of causes that might cause my inability to focus on tasks and learn

[19:01:10] Frogorg I've already had all other tests done, so that's the last question

[19:01:57] Frogorg zof: cloudy mind for a long time, and yes I take meds for schizophrenia, which might be the cause but the doctor won't risk tinkering with them without tests done

[19:02:21] Frogorg I've been like this for some time now, but I need to change jobs and I had proof that what I know now is not enough, and that I'm not able to learn

[19:02:35] Frogorg yeah hopefully but this will take time

[19:03:07] Frogorg at least the test administerer has said she was told by my doctor to treat this urgently and she is, so she might call to reschedule it sooner

[19:04:23] Frogorg they do, but it doesn't pay shit

[19:04:35] Frogorg I would be better off being at work 3 days a month than going on disability

[19:05:09] Frogorg yeah, they're supportive and waiting for the development

[19:05:27] Frogorg GypsyBarbie: I could reduce my work time overall, but it won't help the situation

[20:30:17] Frogorg yoooo it's your favorite crying bitch

[20:30:28] Frogorg Herr h4

[20:30:32] Frogorg hi pankakes

[20:30:38] Frogorg Fensta: good luck

[20:30:49] Frogorg pankakes: no thanks

[20:31:34] Frogorg h4: be polite

[20:31:49] Frogorg and?

[20:32:12] Frogorg if he wants to lose weight that's almost always a good choice and should be respected because it's a hard decision to make

[20:39:03] Frogorg h4: I skipped the gym today

[20:39:35] Frogorg good night h4

[20:39:53] Frogorg Mikoolo: not yet

[20:40:12] Frogorg Fensta: yeah true every cancer patient has slept at least once

[20:40:32] Frogorg <I was supposed to make a joke about sleeping with someone's mom but I don't want to>

[20:42:22] Frogorg huh

[20:42:47] Frogorg yournameherererererererererererererererere

[20:44:19] Frogorg I've seen h4's ID

[20:44:25] Frogorg it says "h4 Müller"

[20:44:37] Frogorg born: 9/11/1984

[20:44:45] Frogorg sex: sometimes

[20:46:02] Frogorg I bet yournamehere's ID says "sex: always"

[20:46:49] Frogorg good night h4

[20:49:11] Frogorg h4: don't you want to increase vitality and attractiveness of the bedroom space?

[20:50:15] Frogorg good for you

[20:50:54] Frogorg I might fall asleep any time now

[20:51:01] Frogorg somewhere between 5 minutes and 7 hours

[20:51:07] Frogorg but I won't know

[22:04:25] Frogorg what the fuck is going on here

[22:04:55] Frogorg >as usual

[22:05:07] Frogorg Kirra_Qween: why

[22:05:21] Frogorg makes perfect sense

[22:07:15] Frogorg irish666: leave, lol

[22:07:50] Frogorg des oofs

[22:08:09] Frogorg you need a small pan

[22:08:29] Frogorg try these: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R35BG02CG2A

[22:09:10] Frogorg Fensta: in many languages it is gendered

[22:09:56] Frogorg even funnier, Polish distinguishes animate and inanimate objects and "a corpse" is animate

[22:10:17] Frogorg Fensta: neither does 12 tenses in English but you don't see me complaining

[22:10:37] Frogorg so is mine

[22:11:07] Frogorg found an answer on your omlette question

[22:11:09] Frogorg https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1t-HKitR24

[22:11:38] Frogorg Fensta: spoiler: it's not quail eggs

[22:13:15] Frogorg Fensta: :( sorry about that

[22:14:46] Frogorg HelderHeid: not sure, my teacher said that it is because it's a human

[22:20:33] Frogorg GypsyBarbie: that reminds me of Milwaukee protocol

[22:20:55] Frogorg there is one well-documented case of not dying from rabies

[22:21:08] Frogorg after the symptoms have started

[22:21:30] Frogorg that's called Milwaukee protocol and it hasn't been successfully reproduced unfortunately

[22:21:45] Frogorg that's what I'm saying

[22:22:13] Frogorg that's what my code says when I struggle with another "unhandled exception"

[22:22:22] Frogorg sushi-chan: afaik no, she made a full recovery

[22:23:28] Frogorg Kirra_Qween: more less, there was more to a coctail such as ketamine or antivirals

[22:24:13] Frogorg no that wasn't the point, there was induced hypothermia but it wasn't to kill the virus

[22:24:21] Frogorg it was to give the immune system time to react

[22:24:38] Frogorg because humans can develop antibodies against rabies, except by the time it happens you're already dead

[22:25:11] Frogorg have a good one wof

[22:25:27] Frogorg sushi-chan: yeah rabies sucks

[22:25:56] Frogorg that reminds me of a conversation with a friend's friend who was bitten by a wild monkey in Thailand

[22:26:13] Frogorg "Dude but you got post-exposure vaccine against rabies?" "No, why would I?"

[22:26:26] Frogorg sushi-chan: oh there are more that suck a lot, for example Huntington's disease

[22:27:44] Frogorg the biggest part why I put it on the list is that by the time you develop symptoms you've probably got kids already, and it's autosomal dominant

[22:27:55] Frogorg sushi-chan: it causes basically a form of encephalitis

[22:28:19] Frogorg nope

[22:29:37] Frogorg yeah there are some peculiarities such as hydrophobia, but I'm not a doctor

[22:31:44] Frogorg as far for top 10 causes of disability and death goes, there are some surprises there

[22:32:44] Frogorg HelderHeid: checking but it's hard because I'm uh...

[22:32:46] Frogorg incapacitated

[22:33:23] Frogorg top 10 causes of death - top 3 are not a surprise, heart attack, stroke, COPD

[22:33:30] Frogorg Alzheimers is 7th

[22:33:43] Frogorg surprisingly, diarrhoeal diseases are 8th with a big decline

[22:33:54] Frogorg makes sense since we're improving sanitation

[22:35:29] Frogorg sushi-chan: key areas of the brain shut down

[22:35:44] Frogorg also, aspiration pneumonia most frequently

[22:36:15] Frogorg sometimes malnutrition, dehydration due to problems with swallowing

[22:36:17] Frogorg I wouldn't know

[22:36:49] Frogorg dunno

[22:37:31] Frogorg as for DALY, the interesting ones are road injury (6th), back pain (11th) and depressive disorders (12th)

[22:37:39] Frogorg well definitely taking good care of yourself would help

[22:38:01] Frogorg those are DALYs

[22:38:10] Frogorg disability adjusted life years

[22:38:37] Frogorg which is an indicator that combines years of life lost (premature death) and years of life with disability

[22:40:00] Frogorg you've got a lifetime to prevent this

[22:40:25] Frogorg still probably at laest 50 years to go

[22:40:47] Frogorg interestingly, drug use disorders are 9th on the list in the region of Americas

[22:41:00] Frogorg and interpersonal violence is 3rd

[22:41:23] Frogorg sushi-chan: wouldn't your illness have to do with that?

[22:43:50] Frogorg congratulations!

[22:44:19] Frogorg sushi-chan: those are manageable, usually with therapy and/or medications

[22:44:57] Frogorg well, have you discussed this with your doctor?

[22:44:59] Frogorg gn Mikoolo

[22:45:42] Frogorg that might be the case depending on what you're on, these things usually take time

[22:46:46] Frogorg well luckily we have fuckloads of antidepressants, antipsychotics, mood stabilizers, we also have stuff such as cognitive behavioral therapy

[22:47:11] Frogorg so maybe you'll find a way to manage your illness

[22:47:49] Frogorg sushi-chan: it sort of was in my case

[22:49:03] Frogorg sushi-chan: it took some time, but my doctor had a bright thought and decided to do an experiment, it was super effective

[22:49:06] Frogorg Kirra_Qween: yeah this

[22:49:27] Frogorg you don't need organic food

[22:49:56] Frogorg I'm not sure I should go to sleep tonight

[22:50:39] Frogorg sushi-chan: everything, but mainly at this point I'm going to oversleep for an appointment at 11 am

[22:50:57] Frogorg sushi-chan: vegetables are your friend

[22:51:26] Frogorg ComputerTech: do you count in all the Magners?

[22:51:47] Frogorg irish666: you're like reverse Sam Sulek

[22:52:00] Frogorg ComputerTech: one bottle of beer has like 250 kcal

[22:52:24] Frogorg ComputerTech: lol

[22:52:33] Frogorg I'm not judging, I'm intoxicated myself

[22:52:37] Frogorg I don't know how I'm coherent

[22:53:09] Frogorg sushi-chan: I was told sometimes I should be a doctor

[22:53:12] Frogorg irish666: ^5

[22:53:19] Frogorg greet the walrus from me can you?

[22:53:34] Frogorg irish666: I miss the walrus

[22:54:14] Frogorg should I go to the doctor and say "can you prescribe me the smallest box of Ambien so I can just say hi to the walrus?"

[22:54:36] Frogorg Ambien and twitter

[22:54:38] Frogorg that goes well

[22:55:33] Frogorg irish666: just go to sleep

[22:55:54] Frogorg ok

[22:56:13] Frogorg not judging, I'm on benzodiazepines because of the shitty situation I'm in

[22:56:27] Frogorg my life sucks and I don't want to deal with this

[22:56:34] Frogorg at least now

[22:56:46] Frogorg ComputerTech: <3

[22:57:03] Frogorg irish

[22:57:33] Frogorg irish666: your pea?

[22:57:49] Frogorg oh

[22:57:54] Frogorg I'm dazed

[22:57:57] Frogorg no worries

[22:58:22] Frogorg btw did I mention?

[22:58:32] Frogorg house fully furnished on March 7th and I'm celebrating that!

[22:58:49] Frogorg HelderHeid: thanks

[22:58:57] Frogorg it wasn't much work honestly

[22:59:03] Frogorg but it was a lot of money

[22:59:37] Frogorg I'll have everything: posting station, crying corner, interrogation room

[22:59:56] Frogorg well everything causes death

[23:00:26] Frogorg Hell is full bitches

[23:00:38] Frogorg so remember the number for national suicide prevention hotline

[23:01:00] Frogorg good

[23:01:05] Frogorg please don't kill yourself

[23:01:40] Frogorg irish666: ah that's not a problem

[23:01:50] Frogorg sushi-chan: it usually doesn't work that way

[23:02:30] Frogorg CrystalMath: I'm happy

[23:02:39] Frogorg irish666: yeah I think I was the reason for that line

[23:03:24] Frogorg he would also tell me "Get professional help"

[23:03:37] Frogorg to which I would reply "I am and it's not working"

[23:04:02] Frogorg irish666: oh, so I'm not the reason for that

[23:04:04] Frogorg I'm relieved

[23:04:49] Frogorg irish666: it should also mention shoelaces, long cables, razors and stuff like that

[23:04:56] Frogorg don't ask how I know

[23:05:34] Frogorg HelderHeid: he had a farm I think

[23:05:54] Frogorg HelderHeid: oh they would allow McDonalds, at least where I stayed

[23:06:07] Frogorg the hospital even had this small restaurant where they would deliver to the patients

[23:06:41] Frogorg all the profit would go to charity that helps people with mental illnesses get back on their feet

[23:07:13] Frogorg sushi-chan: yeah that wouldn't be healthy

[23:07:27] Frogorg true

[23:08:04] Frogorg never been to America

[23:08:08] Frogorg so I won't tell

[23:08:27] Frogorg irish666: third world country amirite?

[23:08:40] Frogorg oh I don't watch movies

[23:09:07] Frogorg sushi-chan: oh you'd be surprised

[23:09:18] Frogorg irish666: oh no, what a nightmare

[23:09:36] Frogorg Kirra_Qween: and a botched version of pierogi with cheddar cheese

[23:09:42] Frogorg how can you put cheddar cheese in pierogi

[23:09:45] Frogorg that's an atrocity

[23:10:00] Frogorg irish666: sounds like a nightmare

[23:10:10] Frogorg Kirra_Qween: :(

[23:10:23] Frogorg irish666: I wish I could change carreer now

[23:10:49] Frogorg be careful of the trolley problem

[23:11:47] Frogorg trains are cool

[23:12:00] Frogorg I masturbate to the pictures of Centralna Magistrala Kolejowa

[23:12:27] Frogorg https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Grodzisk_Mazowiecki%E2%80%93Zawiercie_railway just look at that

[23:12:30] Frogorg it's beautiful

[23:13:12] Frogorg irish666: it goes vroom vroom at 220 km/h

[23:13:22] Frogorg cancelled?!

[23:13:24] Frogorg how come?

[23:14:15] Frogorg irish666: so no more nightmail crossing the border?

[23:14:47] Frogorg Kirra_Qween: well cheddar instead of twaróg sounds just wrong to me

[23:15:11] Frogorg irish666: you might like this one: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SWzqTQgNYyw

[23:15:54] Frogorg ok, IRC, I need to make a decision urgently

[23:16:14] Frogorg sleep now and risk missing an important appointment tomorrow or sleep after the appointment because I'm on sick leave anyway

[23:16:55] Frogorg Kirra_Qween: that might be the case

[23:17:10] Frogorg https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=afBKjqAkNSw me right now

[23:18:01] Frogorg still in the closet eh?

[23:18:27] Frogorg rip

[23:18:36] Frogorg that reminds me of that time when a tree fell on my teacher's car

[23:18:39] Frogorg she deserved it

[23:20:37] Frogorg good night HelderHeid

[23:20:55] Frogorg HelderHeid: yes, I will sleep through all the alarm

[23:25:44] Frogorg maybe if I pull The Screenshot Maneouvre I will wake up by 11 am tomorrow

[23:28:08] Frogorg we had that happen one time in our family

[23:28:22] Frogorg luckily there was a guy with spare keys that was driving from another town

[23:33:46] Frogorg kinky

[23:34:15] Frogorg found ComputerTech https://i.warosu.org/data/ck/img/0102/32/1520130145636.jpg

[23:35:12] Frogorg well stop having sexual congress with animals

[23:35:37] Frogorg :( stay with me

[23:35:41] Frogorg I don't want to be alone

[23:36:07] Frogorg I just told my friend I'm sexually harrassed by my boss at my workplace

[23:36:12] Frogorg I'm self employed though

[23:36:56] Frogorg irish666: take some more!

[23:37:25] Frogorg come with me on an adventure you'll never remember

[23:37:51] Frogorg fifel!

[23:39:23] Frogorg ok I've got 10 hours to waste

[23:39:25] Frogorg what should I do

[23:39:47] Frogorg ComputerTech: no

[23:39:54] Frogorg I don't want to have anything to do with programming

[23:40:00] Frogorg I shouldn't have anything to do with programming

[23:40:56] Frogorg I'm 30% fat and 100% sadness

[23:41:47] Frogorg didn't know ComputerTech is a twink

[23:41:49] Frogorg or ripped

[23:42:15] Frogorg not necessarily

[23:42:42] Frogorg the doctor said I'm morbidly a beast

[23:42:47] Frogorg or something like that

[23:44:19] Frogorg I wish I was ripped but that ain't gonna happen

[23:44:46] Frogorg ComputerTech: so says my PT

[23:44:54] Frogorg but I'm not feeling like it

[23:45:26] Frogorg irish666: that's just a 17 gym

[23:45:55] Frogorg I wish I wasn't as weak

[23:46:01] Frogorg and I'm working on it

[23:46:06] Frogorg but maybe someday

[23:46:23] Frogorg ComputerTech: I actually don't

[23:46:34] Frogorg ye

[23:46:49] Frogorg pushups are a shitty measure of strength

[23:47:07] Frogorg core?

[23:47:20] Frogorg I think more chest and tricep, if anything

[23:48:03] Frogorg irish666: get a spotter

[23:48:40] Frogorg oh

[23:48:42] Frogorg that sucks

[23:49:35] Frogorg I bet irish666 will outgrow me in my lifts pretty soon

[23:49:40] Frogorg and that will be a sad day for me

[23:50:32] Frogorg good!

[23:50:36] Frogorg try it

[23:50:48] Frogorg lol

[23:52:33] Frogorg yea, street workout parks

[23:52:51] Frogorg ok I'm gonna do it like this

[23:53:02] Frogorg I'll chug the monster, go to bed, watch some video, see where it takes me

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