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[03:29:56] Syndus Anyone alive?

[03:30:47] Syndus Don't hide around me

[03:30:58] Syndus Making sure you guys are cool

[03:31:07] Syndus What up

[03:33:59] Syndus No I'm just really glad with my life at the moment and I feel like I owe it to you guys to let you know how I'm doing

[03:34:08] Syndus I'm getting married

[03:34:14] Syndus I have a house now

[03:34:21] Syndus And a woman that loves me and so does her kid

[03:34:39] Syndus I know right

[03:34:54] Syndus I'm always going to be the rock

[03:35:00] Syndus No matter what

[03:35:14] Syndus Y'all don't know me well enough to get a portion of what I'm capable of

[03:35:56] Syndus So hear it now

[03:36:22] Syndus I'm in love I have a home and I'm happy

[03:36:32] Syndus Can you feel where I'm coming from

[03:37:10] Syndus ?

[03:37:38] Syndus foxy: you up?

[03:37:49] Syndus I'm sorry for flirting with you so much girl

[03:37:59] Syndus I was just trying to get my head straight

[03:38:48] Syndus Always man

[03:39:15] Syndus I have a lot of love to give and I want to share it with the world

[03:39:30] Syndus If anyone fucks with my happiness oh my god

[03:39:44] Syndus Yeah but I can You're talking to a kid that used to spend time in padded walls

[03:39:52] Syndus I know what I'm about man

[03:40:03] Syndus Don't contrive it

[03:40:27] Syndus I've been on the server for 16 years because I've been lonely and I'm not anymore

[03:40:33] Syndus Do you feel that

[03:41:34] Syndus I can breathe the huge sigh of relief because I know I fought for this

[03:41:52] Syndus Sushi I'm talking to you

[03:42:11] Syndus At least acknowledge me dude

[03:42:33] Syndus Yeah I do

[03:42:44] Syndus You got a reason for me not to

[03:42:47] Syndus ?

[03:43:01] Syndus Enough said

[03:43:29] Syndus It's not like I just broadcast my thoughts as they come man

[03:43:37] Syndus I want to make sure someone is listening

[03:43:55] Syndus I'm a bit intense

[03:44:12] Syndus And I want to make sure I feel everything now

[03:44:23] Syndus So you get to be the lucky one

[03:44:32] Syndus Lol

[03:48:53] Syndus My love is like a drug

[03:48:59] Syndus I'm getting used to it

[03:49:30] Syndus Yes but I want to bring them with me kinky and screaming

[03:49:40] Syndus I know what I'm capable of now

[03:50:29] Syndus Give me one reason why I shouldn't

[03:50:54] Syndus Once I want something there's no stomping me

[03:51:31] Syndus If you're going for a stoic approach to what I'm feeling? You're dead wrong

[03:51:51] Syndus No sir

[03:52:16] Syndus Love makes me powerful man

[03:52:39] Syndus It's not going away anytime soon

[03:53:37] Syndus Don't pretend to know me man

[03:54:10] Syndus I'll beat your ass if you pretend to care for me and you don't deliver

[03:55:03] Syndus Let that be a message to all of you

[03:55:19] Syndus https://media.tenor.com/_PJF3L_n7xQAAAAM/message-notification.gif

[03:56:41] Syndus Give me a reason not to

[03:57:27] Syndus See y'all are under the impression that I'm a bitch

[03:58:07] Syndus Do you want to taste the blood in my mouth

[03:58:28] Syndus ?

[03:58:52] Syndus Kinda

[03:59:16] Syndus Yeah yeah I feel you

[03:59:38] Syndus Just know what I'm about

[03:59:44] Syndus And I'll stop being so threatening

[03:59:54] Syndus No not an emotional one

[04:00:04] Syndus But I do enjoy the flicks because it remind me of my own humanity

[04:00:32] Syndus I'm not here to suck the love out of the room man I'm here to bring it back

[04:01:37] Syndus I do appreciate you listening to me man we never talked

[04:02:50] Syndus I'm kind of learning what it means to be human at the moment and I'm not ashamed of my choices for once

[04:03:02] Syndus So if any of you want to judge me for it I'll be at the door

[04:04:11] Syndus That's the most real thing I've said to you people

[04:04:21] Syndus Respect it or die

[04:25:58] Syndus I can

[04:26:04] Syndus I can challenge it

[04:26:14] Syndus It's what I've been doing

[04:26:32] Syndus Why the frowny-face

[04:26:53] Syndus Like what do you have to be sad about

[04:27:01] Syndus If your fiance is laying next to you that's all you need

[04:27:16] Syndus Quit doubting yourself man

[04:27:35] Syndus I bet you're a hell of a lot stronger than you actually know

[04:27:40] Syndus And I'm biting my lip saying that and smiling

[04:29:14] Syndus I'm actively seeking out unhappy people on the server to remind them that life isn't as hard as they think

[04:29:24] Syndus It's stupid easy

[04:31:07] Syndus Yeah I do

[04:31:16] Syndus Do you do you

[04:31:52] Syndus Do you think can weigh me down with your doubt

[04:32:06] Syndus Yeah but I'm not one of them

[04:32:21] Syndus I've actually got my shit figured out

[04:32:40] Syndus It's kind of why I keep coming back here to remind people

[04:33:01] Syndus I'm sexy and I know it

[04:33:16] Syndus I have a big heart

[04:33:32] Syndus Oh you want to challenge me

[04:33:49] Syndus You're already dead inside Don't make me bring you to life

[04:34:31] Syndus Chicken shit

[04:35:26] Syndus You're funny

[04:35:34] Syndus I'm smiling at it

[04:35:40] Syndus Take care of yourself okay

[04:36:42] Syndus Quit being such a depressed bitch you know what I'm about now

[04:36:59] Syndus I do not give a fuck if that makes you angry

[04:38:02] Syndus Why would I beat you up man

[04:38:12] Syndus The fuck

[04:38:58] Syndus Yeah kind of

[04:39:16] Syndus What is jirre?

[04:39:37] Syndus I didn't mean to shit on you guys with it

[04:39:44] Syndus I just think I'm better than I used to be

[04:40:00] Syndus No it's not doubt

[04:40:09] Syndus It's a definite definitive feeling

[04:40:30] Syndus Oh you hate people don't you

[04:40:45] Syndus Then quit hitting me man

[04:41:03] Syndus Challenge accepted

[04:41:39] Syndus We shouldn't be made to feel like shit just because we can

[04:41:59] Syndus I don't enjoy putting other people down and I'm sorry if I did

[04:42:19] Syndus Well God damn it

[04:42:34] Syndus Yeah I feel that

[04:43:17] Syndus Are you going to be okay

[04:43:50] Syndus Don't fuck with me

[04:44:00] Syndus I'm dangerous

[04:44:14] Syndus I take emotions and work them into pain for people that give it to me

[04:44:26] Syndus I could give a fuck less where you come from

[04:44:34] Syndus It's called being human honey

[04:44:56] Syndus My respect isn't given it's earned

[04:45:18] Syndus If you've got a better idea let me know

[04:46:08] Syndus Bye

[04:46:36] Syndus It's raining like a bastard here right now

[04:47:02] Syndus Oh shit hail

[04:47:11] Syndus Fuck fuck

[04:48:45] Syndus She was right though I haven't putting people down because I feel better about myself

[04:48:58] Syndus I don't want to shit on people

[04:49:06] Syndus I hope you understand where I'm coming from

[04:49:42] Syndus It's a pride thing

[04:49:47] Syndus It's an emotion I'm unfamiliar with

[04:49:54] Syndus And I get defensive because I want to protect the people I care about

[04:50:10] Syndus It bleeds through in my reality sometimes

[04:50:15] Syndus My wife and kid

[04:50:31] Syndus Everyone I talk to every waking moment man

[04:50:41] Syndus If you don't know what it feels like

[04:50:54] Syndus No but I'm no stranger to transference

[04:51:02] Syndus Meaning when I'm in love I'm going to tell you guys that and give it to you

[04:51:08] Syndus Now do you feel me man

[04:51:53] Syndus Are you Australian

[04:52:00] Syndus Lol

[04:52:30] Syndus I could care less it's kind of a turn on actually

[04:52:41] Syndus I've been with a couple Australian chicks holy shit

[04:52:57] Syndus Makes no difference to me dude

[04:53:09] Syndus I'm bi

[04:53:52] Syndus Don't let it scare you

[04:54:05] Syndus I'm giving my love to everyone for a reason

[04:54:29] Syndus I'm not a slut damn it

[04:54:57] Syndus Yes but she knows what it took me to get me here

[04:55:01] Syndus She's okay with it

[04:55:20] Syndus I have gained perspective on both sexes for a reason

[04:55:35] Syndus I'm no full and I'm even less to suffer them

[04:55:40] Syndus Fool*

[04:56:45] Syndus 10:56 PM <caplink> do you share? ;) no

[04:56:52] Syndus I'm monogamous

[04:57:05] Syndus I give everything I have to one person

[04:57:13] Syndus And I can't fuck anything I'm not emotionally attached with

[04:57:58] Syndus I could give a fuck less if you have a pussy or a butthole I'm fucking them both

[04:58:09] Syndus Sorry if that's too intense

[04:58:39] Syndus What are you guys talking about

[04:58:50] Syndus Oh shit

[04:58:56] Syndus No wonder you're mean to me you just got done with a breakup

[04:59:38] Syndus Did you get spoiled too much?

[04:59:58] Syndus Life is hard Don't lie to me

[05:00:36] Syndus I did but I'm tackling out the way I know how

[05:00:53] Syndus If you have anything about my personal life that got figured out to fill me in on let me know

[05:04:09] Syndus I'm angry with you guys

[05:04:19] Syndus I'm frustrated about not being known

[05:04:30] Syndus And I need people to understand where I'm coming from otherwise I'll go insane

[05:04:55] Syndus It's not a pretension it's just familiarity

[05:05:17] Syndus Every ounce of my being wants me to tell you guys to go fuck yourself but I'm not about that anymore

[05:05:48] Syndus I've got nothing but love to get man

[05:06:16] Syndus Just don't hate me for it

[05:06:23] Syndus That's all I ask

[05:07:00] Syndus I think I'm hard on you guys because I've been on the server for a long time

[05:07:24] Syndus I'm just as much a part of rizon as the rest of you

[05:08:00] Syndus Just know that all the shit that I've said and all the crazy I brought comes from a good place

[05:08:13] Syndus I don't want to be misunderstood

[05:09:48] Syndus I want people to fear what I've become

[05:09:56] Syndus That's a deep motherfucking fact of life man

[05:10:08] Syndus But I don't want you guys to fear me or feel threatened by me

[05:10:38] Syndus I'm trying to be nice but I get caught up in my own stuff so hard that it's a bit confusing sometimes

[05:11:09] Syndus Do you want to die

[05:11:21] Syndus You've been saying some hard hurtful shit

[05:11:33] Syndus I will end you for insulting them

[05:11:47] Syndus There's nothing stopping me

[05:12:00] Syndus I'm trying to but you're being difficult

[05:12:06] Syndus Lol

[05:12:20] Syndus I'm laughing at this

[05:12:27] Syndus I haven't been threatened in a long time

[05:12:38] Syndus I'm laughing with you

[05:12:59] Syndus You and everyone else

[05:13:16] Syndus I kid because I can

[05:13:22] Syndus Because shit hurts

[05:14:16] Syndus I've got nothing to prove anymore and I know where I stand in life

[05:15:00] Syndus I'm absolutely fucking insane by the way

[05:15:19] Syndus You can take that like I do

[05:18:02] Syndus If anyone else wants to challenge my mentality I welcome it

[05:19:16] Syndus One of you silly bitches probably has something on me that I'm not going to forget

[05:22:27] Syndus Hey reboot

[05:24:16] Syndus Mega_Byte: I wish I had cartoon Network when I was a kid because I didn't check that shit until I was 14

[05:24:47] Syndus I heard the remaking it

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