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Monday, December 16, 2024

[03:04:02] fifel esjay: Wow. That’s somewhat better than what I’m doing. My score for this year is being yelled at by a 35 year old who wanted to play identity games (“I don’t know what my identity is, I want to project onto you”), having a 50 year old use me as a cut-out in a political manoeuvre, and have a 35 year old shocked when I told her I realised that she wanted to be treated as an object by a man who knew she was a subject: she then wen

[03:04:03] fifel t home with her exboyfriend

[03:04:30] fifel esjay: I don’t even get used!

[03:05:06] fifel I mean, what do you do, fist her and tickle her arsehole while demanding she sing all the verses of Solidarity forever?

[03:06:20] fifel People use my social appearance as a stand in for an image of “The Name of the Father” to act upon them. “I don’t need you to be a person, just fist me or cuddle me “Daddy.””

[03:07:24] fifel esjay: It is a massive risk to be seen, or be willing to see, the other for who they are.

[03:08:23] fifel The only one I feel disappointed about is that the 50 year old is really hard to read because she’s terribly earnest.

[03:08:39] fifel I don’t think she’s a dyke, I think she’s married to the movement, and I could handle being the piece on the side.

[03:10:53] fifel I mean you are still adorable, but you are always a person.

[03:11:30] fifel Urgh.

[03:12:04] fifel “fifel, [it has been 2.5 years since I ghosted you, it has been 3.5 years since I started treating you awfully] live well, I hope one day we can be friends.”

[03:12:25] fifel I guess when you realise that The Father doesn’t exist, and there’s just a man, why do you need the man?

[03:13:47] fifel It is like with my penis. Nobody has ever really deal with my body, they’ve dealt with the Phallus represented by My Cock. And the kinds of sex they demand …they do not involve me as someone who can experience pleasure. Ejaculation is sufficient evidence that I liked what happened and feel good.

[03:14:39] fifel esjay: Which is why when the 35 year old who wanted to be an object finally (after 90 minutes) left any space for me to say anything, she copped direct perversity that said who I was, and that I knew who she was.

[03:15:09] fifel I can’t be bothered being “gentle” with people who want to play identity games, given I really need (the appearance or illusion of) intimacy

[03:15:19] fifel I am tired, and broken, and sad.

[03:15:54] fifel esjay: A recipient accidentally touched my hand at work, I freaked out inside myself, it was the first time someone had touched me in months. It was very uncomfortable.

[03:18:04] fifel Eh, men are meant to live in a world without bodies, we don’t have to deal with their bodies as desirous objects that can be touched, we can just command them to force us to be fucked: we never have to deal with the man at all, just command the cock and the father to rape us.

[03:18:24] fifel What’s the men’s version of spinster? Spinner.

[03:18:29] fifel Then let me weave.

[03:20:43] fifel esjay: I don’t like that women are treating you as a toy.

[03:21:33] fifel If it helps you reflect on things that were done at another time.

[03:24:27] fifel Hooray! I hope her adoration grows deeper and broader, and then starts pulsing.

[03:25:16] fifel It is a good sign—as long as you’re not sensing a “Thankfuck, this time she picked a decent woman.”

[03:26:39] fifel We already knew esjay is currently a good woman though…. But my ex didn’t get into trouble about being with me because of that. She ended up in trouble because I was genuinely good, and she couldn’t reconcile that with the belief she murdered her father, and that I was standing as a good man in the place of the father but was unkillable.

[03:26:52] fifel Which is *very straight* so not going to happen for youse.

[03:31:50] fifel Yeah. They’re human relationships and weird in specifically sapphic ways.

[03:32:11] fifel Just remember that you can’t fix her and it isn’t your job to put up with abuse.

[03:33:07] fifel Because “finally a good one,” means she picks and tolerates bad ones. So she might try to abuse you into being a bad one, or worse, you could be “the one good one” and 3.5 years after her abuse becomes extreme she’ll text you a 18 months after ghosting you wanting to be your friend and saying nothing more

[03:33:38] fifel elcasey: Crack open a pot of Russian fucken caravan mate, its a tea party

[03:37:12] fifel elcasey: Russian Caravan is a type of tea. It is the “stout” of the world of tea: cheap, black, dark, strong

[03:46:10] fifel esjay: You eat the twinkie of course?

[03:48:05] fifel elcasey: In the UK Tea either came by sea the long way, or across the siberian asian land caravan route via Russia. Russian Caravan tea had to be compacted, compressed, and so suffered from flavour jpegging. People eventually liked the flavour jpegging. Also I will handcuff you to a bomb and give you a hacksaw. Except I’ve handcuffed your priceless prince albert piercing to the bomb. You can cut through your cockring in 30 seconds, o

[03:48:05] fifel r your penis in 5 minutes. The bomb will explode in 3 minutes.

[03:48:48] fifel esjay: I get disappointed when the woman I’m with won’t even listen to my desire to eat her out after sex, or while she’s menstruating, or after sex while she’s menstruating.

[03:49:35] fifel I’m okay with my lover being *weird* about it. I’m not okay with me not being able to express my honest desire to be with her.

[03:49:52] fifel because I’m told to shut up about things I’d like.

[03:50:39] fifel elcasey: Lord Humungus > Mad Max 1

[03:51:21] fifel (Tina Turner in WH40K sex wear ~= Lord Humungus ) > Mad Max I

[03:51:32] fifel esjay: If you’re getting rooted, pop in often enough to say you’re rooting good

[03:59:51] fifel In Australia nobody wins on the battlefield. The Australians have “fun,” the Japanese get to have “more fun” with an SMLE bayonette.

[04:00:37] fifel Only Canadians have a worse reputation in the commonwealth for War “enthusiasms”. Australians are basically 20 year sentence war “enthusiasts.”

[04:01:11] fifel Gurkhas do it, but they don’t “enjoy it.”

[04:01:33] fifel LORD HUMUNGUS: IN FAVOUR OF PEACEFUL RESOLUTIONS, TRANSPOSITIVE, FOR A POST-CARBON ECONOMY

[04:02:33] fifel If a Gurkha has a choice between getting it done, and doing it creatively, the Gurkha would get it done. The Canadian and Australian would play two up about who could WP grenade them while raping them with knives.

[04:02:58] fifel What’s the difference between Canadians and Australians? The Canadians have dug up the school yards.

[04:04:42] fifel Newcastle and Winnipeg had a competition about which was the worst shithole. Winnipeg entered. Newcastle didn’t even bother to try because it knew it would lose.

[04:06:39] fifel elcasey: And South Yemen is still a society

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