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[00:00:07] Trivia Hint: kis***

[00:00:10] + kaitphone Kisses

[00:00:10] Trivia Winner: kaitphone; Answer: kisses; Time: 23.995s; Streak: 1; Points: 2; Total: 2641

[00:00:15] Trivia 96. What is the young of this animal called: Eagle?

[00:00:20] + kaitphone Eaglet

[00:00:20] Trivia Winner: kaitphone; Answer: eaglet; Time: 4.508s; Streak: 2; Points: 10; Total: 2651

[00:00:24] Trivia 97. The Portuguese capital, Lisbon, stands on which river?

[00:00:34] Trivia Hint: t****

[00:00:37] @ Boliver thames

[00:00:44] Trivia Hint: ta***

[00:00:49] @ Boliver no clue

[00:00:50] + kaitphone Tames

[00:01:04] Trivia Hint: ta**s

[00:01:09] + kaitphone Tatas

[00:01:13] @ Boliver tages

[00:01:17] @ Boliver tapes

[00:01:24] Trivia Time's up! The answer was: tagus

[00:01:29] Trivia 98. Science and Technology : British chemist who isolated and described several gases including oxygen and who is considered one of the founders of modern chemistry because of his contributions to experimentation?

[00:01:29] @ Boliver tagus of course

[00:01:40] Trivia Hint: jose** *********

[00:01:49] Trivia Hint: joseph p********

[00:02:09] Trivia Hint: joseph p*****ley

[00:02:17] @ Boliver Joseph Purseley

[00:02:29] Trivia Time's up! The answer was: joseph priestley

[00:02:34] Trivia 99. Candlestick maker?

[00:02:34] @ Boliver ok

[00:02:43] + kaitphone The butcher the baker

[00:02:44] Trivia Hint: butcher ***** *********** *****

[00:02:52] + kaitphone Butcher baker candlestick maker

[00:02:52] Trivia Winner: kaitphone; Answer: butcher baker candlestick maker; Time: 18.029s; Streak: 1; Points: 3; Total: 2654

[00:02:52] @ Boliver butcher baker candlestick maker

[00:02:57] Trivia 100. Sport and Leisure : In what year did Virginia Wade beat Chris Evert at Wimbledon?

[00:03:03] @ Boliver 1996

[00:03:05] @ Boliver 1994

[00:03:07] Trivia Hint: 1***

[00:03:07] @ Boliver 1995

[00:03:09] @ Boliver 1993

[00:03:14] @ Boliver 1991

[00:03:16] @ Boliver 1992

[00:03:17] Trivia Hint: 19**

[00:03:19] @ Boliver 1999

[00:03:21] + kaitphone 1970

[00:03:21] @ Boliver 1990

[00:03:24] @ Boliver 1980

[00:03:33] @ Boliver 1998

[00:03:35] @ Boliver 1999

[00:03:37] Trivia Hint: 19*7

[00:03:38] @ Boliver 1997

[00:03:40] @ Boliver 1987

[00:03:41] + kaitphone 1977

[00:03:41] Trivia Winner: kaitphone; Answer: 1977; Time: 44.303s; Streak: 2; Points: 2; Total: 2656

[00:03:46] Trivia Round of trivia complete. '.trivia [number]' to start playing again.

[00:03:46] & Milambar Total Questions: 100

[00:03:46] & Milambar kaitphone (33 - 156 points) boliver (18 - 99 points) cloudlan (10 - 68 points) peorth (6 - 28 points) number1stunna (5 - 14 points)

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[00:37:24] + DuckHunt ・゜゜・。。・゜゜\_O< QUACK!

[00:37:37] & ADMIRAL_HUBRIS !bang

[00:37:37] + DuckHunt ADMIRAL_HUBRIS > *BANG* You shot the duck! \_X< *KWAK* [+10 xp] [Total ducks: 110]

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[01:02:53] melzz hello

[01:03:02] & therock247uk hi

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[01:04:35] melzz bored

[01:04:48] melzz dont have the attention span to make anything rn

[01:04:57] melzz ebay is justm aking me depressed that i dont have money

[01:05:07] melzz so many floppydrives i could buy so little cash

[01:05:41] melzz i found one that would fit perfectly in my laptop and i dont evne have the $10 to buy it

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[01:08:24] + toni have u at least enough to eat and water melzz ?

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[01:10:04] melzz yeah i leach from my parents

[01:10:17] melzz i told them i'd give them the like $40 i owe them tomorrow though

[01:10:23] melzz i should be getting paid but key word should

[01:10:30] melzz it seems like its completely random when i get paid

[01:10:33] + socraticDev :))

[01:12:56] Rukia_Kuchiki Same with ComputerTech getting laid by sheep

[01:13:44] + kaitphone Penis

[01:13:49] Rukia_Kuchiki When he randomly finds them

[01:13:59] melzz he's getting WHAT

[01:14:00] Rukia_Kuchiki Sheep penis

[01:14:07] melzz oh is he like

[01:14:09] melzz welsh or something

[01:14:12] melzz are they the ones that fuck sheep?

[01:14:18] Rukia_Kuchiki Yes

[01:14:32] + kaitphone He's Irish but he's speshul

[01:14:56] melzz https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u009SsZJbFM

[01:14:56] + Internets :: YouTube 足元を駆け回る毛玉たち【ネザーランドドワーフ】 :: (04:12) :: Views 73,277 :: Rating [+] 2,729 likes [+] 2,729 likes ::

[01:15:02] Rukia_Kuchiki Blonde Irish are an off shoot of Welsh

[01:15:37] Rukia_Kuchiki I heard

[01:15:55] melzz i want to replace human social interaction with animals but it costs money that i don't have

[01:16:11] melzz as much as i love my cats they can be disinterested in me at times

[01:16:34] Rukia_Kuchiki Lol

[01:17:37] melzz i need to gnaw on something

[01:17:56] melzz im hungry i think

[01:21:10] @ Boliver I just ate a peanutbutter and honey sandwich made with honey that the italian honeybees I enslaved on my property made for me

[01:21:34] @ Boliver ~120,000 honeybees in 4 hives

[01:21:56] * Boliver cracks the whip and says "make my honey bishes"

[01:22:36] & Milambar make my mcbreakfast, cunt

[01:23:21] @ Boliver only between 5 AM and 10:30 AM M-F central time

[01:23:40] & Milambar lol

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[01:24:39] @ Boliver I absolutely hate making the McDonalds Big Breakfast With Hotcakes (even worse if it's with Hotcakes and Steak!)

[01:25:07] @ Boliver it requires so many things to be ready and if it's not I have to make them and it takes a long time to make all the shit that goes in there

[01:25:10] + wobotkoala sudo moo

[01:25:11] + glitchy 🐄⚡ Super Cow Powers activated! (+10 moos!)

[01:25:14] + wobotkoala moo moo

[01:25:14] + glitchy apt install moo

[01:25:22] & Milambar so what you;re saying

[01:25:33] & Milambar is to order the big breakfast with hotcakes and steak

[01:25:37] & Naemuti no the big breakfast is dogshit

[01:25:44] & Naemuti the only good thing from it is the hash browns

[01:25:45] @ Boliver If you want me to want to spit in your food, order the Big Breakfast with Hotcakes and Steak

[01:26:33] + wobotkoala you're just lazy, Boliver

[01:26:36] & Milambar adulterating food is a federal offence, lol

[01:26:53] @ Boliver It's not against the law to dream

[01:27:13] & Milambar for now

[01:27:23] & Naemuti my dreams probably should be against the law

[01:27:34] @ Boliver wobotkoala: I may be lazy, that's why I was promoted to Crew Trainer.

[01:27:40] & Milambar do they involve perverted sex, Naemuti?

[01:27:45] & Naemuti yes

[01:28:25] @ Boliver What's the difference between sex and perverted sex?

[01:28:49] + kaitphone Depends on the level of consent on all parties involved

[01:28:50] melzz /s4s/ so dead rn

[01:29:02] + Syndus Ice cream caaaake!

[01:29:05] melzz sex is pretty perverted either way

[01:29:10] @ Boliver what does the word perverted do to modify the sex?

[01:29:13] + Syndus π^_^

[01:29:44] + wobotkoala how do we go from Hotcakes to perverted sex lol

[01:29:52] + kaitphone It's irc

[01:29:56] + kaitphone You expect normal?

[01:30:06] + wobotkoala not really

[01:30:17] burnout o/

[01:30:17] + wobotkoala its all perverted in the end

[01:30:51] + kaitphone Nothing wrong as long as all parties can legally consent

[01:31:36] melzz i have a headache from staring at my monitor all day fuck

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[01:35:45] + socraticDev hi wobotkoala o/

[01:36:12] + wobotkoala socraticDev o/

[01:37:39] melzz iim so fucking bored

[01:37:46] melzz all i do is complain

[01:38:04] ~ Peorth quit bitching and go jerk off or something

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[01:38:31] melzz very true

[01:39:20] burnout haha

[01:39:22] burnout told!

[01:39:27] + kaitphone Peorth: is that why one of your hands is stronger than the other?

[01:39:28] @ fensta i'm so jaded that porn is boring now

[01:39:39] @ fensta like everything else

[01:39:42] burnout get laid..

[01:39:59] melzz fensta: because you have never looked up 'japanese twinks kissing' that's why

[01:40:05] @ fensta i aint got the energy or skills to pull a bird

[01:40:20] @ fensta wtf is a twink ?

[01:40:28] @ fensta sounds a bit homo

[01:40:30] + kaitphone Twink is a type of gay guy

[01:40:35] burnout HEHEHEHE

[01:40:39] + kaitphone Can be a slur as well

[01:40:39] @ fensta see !

[01:40:54] burnout japanese twins kissing

[01:40:56] @ fensta major pass on that

[01:40:57] burnout would be better

[01:41:05] burnout ;p

[01:41:12] + kaitphone Personally, I don't care what people do as long as all parties can legally consent.

[01:41:19] @ fensta bored of porn, seen enough of it to last 10000000 lifetimes

[01:41:29] burnout get a hooker

[01:41:47] @ fensta i'm too meh....... kinda celibate

[01:41:58] @ fensta all seems like too much efort

[01:43:07] Rukia_Kuchiki You seem like too much a Fart

[01:43:50] Rukia_Kuchiki XD sorry couldn't resist XD

[01:45:47] @ fensta sigh :P

[01:47:23] Number1Stunna what about a guy, fensta?

[01:47:30] & Naemuti did someone say japanese twins kissing

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[01:49:38] Number1Stunna no, not me. another guy

[01:49:47] Number1Stunna i'm not into that stuff

[01:50:33] @ fensta heh me either, shudder

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[01:53:36] & Rizon [CroVaX] Welcome back, mastah.

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[01:55:29] + DuckHunt ・゜゜・。。・゜゜\_O< QUACK!

[01:55:33] @ Boliver !bef

[01:55:33] + DuckHunt Boliver > *befriend* You befriended the duck! [+5 xp] [Ducks befriended: 5]

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[02:36:58] @ fensta the topic makes this chan sound a tad creepy

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[02:38:18] melzz irc always had a reputation for being weird

[02:38:30] * therock247uk changed topic to: Welcome to #computertech || music.computertech.dev

[02:38:35] & therock247uk is that better? :P

[02:38:54] melzz NO BRING IT BACK

[02:38:56] melzz WTFFFF

[02:39:03] * therock247uk changed topic to: Welcome to #computertech || where we all touch eachother || music.computertech.dev

[02:39:05] & therock247uk fine

[02:39:06] & therock247uk lol

[02:39:41] * fensta backs away slowly

[02:40:01] melzz thank you

[02:40:57] + socraticDev oh

[02:41:08] @ Kuro-chan moo

[02:41:08] glitchy m0000000000000000

[02:41:53] & Milambar Hello cunt

[02:42:01] Cherimoya melzz! ltns! <3

[02:42:08] Cherimoya if ur the person i think it is

[02:42:09] melzz hi

[02:42:13] melzz what

[02:42:21] melzz who do you think iam

[02:42:53] Cherimoya mella?

[02:43:34] * Cherimoya hugs ComputerTech with a rather large squid

[02:43:43] melzz mella?

[02:43:46] melzz idk who that is

[02:44:28] Cherimoya o ok sorry

[02:44:29] @ fensta oi milambar, thats Sir cunt to you

[02:44:32] Cherimoya wrong person then

[02:44:36] @ fensta ello ya fat slag

[02:44:37] @ Kuro-chan moo

[02:44:37] glitchy There is no cloud. It's just someone else's pasture.

[02:45:03] melzz i mean "mela" is the first four letters of my name

[02:58:57] @ fensta mela tonin

[02:59:34] Kumool MELA PELAN bitches

[03:01:24] @ Kuro-chan moo

[03:01:24] glitchy Segmentation moo (core dumped)

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[03:22:32] & PapaFrog strcpy((void *)0, "moo");

[03:22:32] glitchy dmesg | grep moo

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[03:27:14] @ fensta say what, was that code or somethin

[03:27:26] @ fensta 20 goto 10

[03:27:59] melzz huh

[03:38:38] @ fensta <&PapaFrog> strcpy((void *)0, "moo");

[03:38:38] glitchy mOoOoO

[03:39:12] @ fensta looks like how nerds talk to each other

[03:40:09] & PapaFrog fensta: It was code for a segfault.

[03:40:22] @ fensta what's a segfault

[03:40:38] Dragon rip

[03:40:44] & PapaFrog When you try to access memory that isn't yours.

[03:41:00] @ fensta gotcha

[03:46:01] & PapaFrog superman2@ernie:/tmp $ cat moo.c

[03:46:01] & PapaFrog #include <string.h>

[03:46:01] & PapaFrog int main() {strcpy((void *)0, "moo");}

[03:46:01] & PapaFrog superman2@ernie:/tmp $ ./moo

[03:46:01] & PapaFrog Segmentation fault

[03:46:01] glitchy systemctl status moo.service

[03:47:55] @ fensta moo.dll

[03:47:55] glitchy moo@localhost:~$

[03:48:09] @ fensta takes me back 25 years

[03:48:30] melzz i kinda completely gave up learning any language

[03:48:45] melzz it seems with how i learn information my only option is to go to college which is deathly terrifying to me

[03:49:09] @ fensta there is some satisfaction in compiling code, lots of hassle tho

[03:49:23] @ fensta fuck college

[03:49:36] @ fensta waste of time

[03:49:53] & PapaFrog I learned BASIC and 6502 assembly in '84-85. C in '92.

[03:50:01] & PapaFrog ADA in '93.

[03:50:14] & PapaFrog C++ in '95

[03:50:16] melzz ok i guess thats an exception because i did teach myself basic and some 6502 asm lololol

[03:50:29] & PapaFrog VB in there somewhere./

[03:50:50] @ fensta basic i learnt in 86, pascal in 90, cobol in 91

[03:51:04] & PapaFrog I tried to learn Pascal.

[03:51:26] @ fensta possibly the easiest one to start with , tis all logical

[03:51:34] melzz but right now due to a series of extremely poor decisions i am severely anhedonica nd pretty much unable to do anything beyond talk to people online all day to recover lost social interaction from shutting myself in whenever i'm not at work (10 hours/week)

[03:51:50] & PapaFrog Anhedonia's a bitch.

[03:51:58] & PapaFrog I think it is the worst part of depression.

[03:52:02] melzz i can complain all i want but this is my own fault

[03:52:21] & PapaFrog If this is my fault, I would like to know what the fuck I did.

[03:52:26] melzz i kinda ruined my entire life in the last 3 months and i know this is annoying to say but it's made worse by the fact that i'm only 18

[03:52:53] & PapaFrog My son wants to join a Buddhist temple. Want to go with him?

[03:53:04] melzz i basically lost the ability to feel emotions, make friends, or have a normal life from years of drugs, mental illness, and social isolation

[03:53:06] & PapaFrog He's 17 1/2.

[03:53:07] @ fensta i hear yuz, have been thinking all day about how i ruined my life

[03:53:44] @ fensta conclusion = drugs made me depressed n withdrawn , became a loner

[03:53:49] @ fensta game over

[03:54:00] melzz everything was going well last december, i waas working 30 hours a week and actually had ambitions and then i became addicted to meth and even after only one month of continuous use and a brief relapse i've completely destroyed my ability to function properly

[03:54:29] @ fensta :/

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[03:54:56] @ fensta i just watched a documentary on meth addicts in arkansas, was kinda sad

[03:55:27] @ fensta do ya still take it ?

[03:55:39] melzz no, i've been clean for like 3 weeks i think

[03:55:49] @ fensta well thats cool man

[03:55:53] melzz i'm supposed to be in residential right now but im not doing it

[03:56:00] melzz i dont want to throw my job away

[03:56:03] melzz itw as all i had left

[03:56:11] melzz and now my hours have been cut because of staffing problems

[03:56:20] @ fensta whatever makes u feel most comfortable

[03:56:35] @ fensta as long as ya don't go back to it, all good

[03:57:07] @ fensta eventually u'll feel better

[03:58:35] @ fensta dunno how ppl do meth regularly, going without sleep for 4 days etc is hideous

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[03:59:24] melzz my life story is kind of convoluted but long story short i lost all of my friends in high school because i was more interested in shutting myself in and doing dxm and adderall all day and after i graduated in june of 2025 i completely shut myself in and pretty much never left the house for 6 months and eventually after mishearing something my mom said i thought i was about to get kicked out so i scrambled to find a job and actually

[03:59:24] melzz finally started socializing again (i only ever made one irl friend but i was talking to my coworkers and customers) and somehow, i dont relaly remember what caused this chain of events i got into heroin and meth and pretty much lost all of my progress and afterlosing my only friend (she left for the navy because she was homeless and was going to die in the harsh winter if she couldn't figure something out) i just completely shut d

[03:59:24] melzz own

[03:59:27] melzz sorry this is so long btw

[03:59:34] melzz i genuinely hav enobody else to talk to

[04:00:07] melzz what happened next, i ended up showing everythign to my parents in a last ditch attempt to get out of this because i knew i had months to live

[04:00:35] @ fensta i hear ya

[04:01:03] @ fensta sure aint easy

[04:01:40] @ fensta i've been in intensive care a coupla times from benzo abuse

[04:02:13] @ fensta yet i still haven't learnt anything, am addicted to sleeping pills

[04:02:16] melzz and after chickening out from detox, being confronted by police because it was too cold to survive out there, i wound up in a mental hospital for 6 days and eventually was put in outpatient rehab for a while and everything was goign great until i relapsed and had to go to the hospital AGAIN (just for one night this time) for a meth induced psychotic break i quit going and isolated myself again

[04:02:23] @ fensta and alcohol

[04:02:59] @ fensta i relate man

[04:03:06] melzz the day i turn 21 and no longer ahve to go through real effort to get alcohol i will be fucked

[04:03:25] @ fensta aaah you're only young eh

[04:03:46] melzz i have some kind of genetic alcoholism where if a single drop of even 5% touches my tongue i will uncontrollably binge-drink until i either pass out or run out of alcohol

[04:03:46] @ fensta i'm ancient, i did all that shit 35 years ago

[04:03:55] @ fensta and again a few years ago

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[04:04:21] + peter man, i wish alcohol was still fun

[04:04:23] @ fensta aye, i can't just have a few drinks, i have to drink to oblivion

[04:04:31] + peter i am an old man now and drinking aint what it used to be

[04:04:38] @ fensta i wish weed was still fun

[04:04:55] @ fensta being "merry" used to be fun

[04:05:01] melzz i was drinking with my friend once and she literally had to rip the bottle out of my arms because i was going to pass out again

[04:05:13] melzz that wasnt even the first time she did that

[04:05:18] melzz it happened on like 3 separate ooccasions

[04:05:23] @ fensta ugh

[04:05:23] melzz i dont know what's wrong with me

[04:05:30] @ fensta u aint the only one mate

[04:05:45] @ fensta alcoholism is rife in uk

[04:05:50] Number1Stunna gn friends

[04:05:51] @ fensta we cain it hard

[04:06:02] @ fensta nn n1

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[04:06:25] @ fensta the uk nation pastime is drinking

[04:06:35] @ fensta nation =national

[04:06:35] melzz its not like ive been an alcoholic for a long time, i almsot never drink bc i never have access to alcohol but the moment i do i just lose control

[04:06:44] melzz actually im kind of that way with most substances now that i think about it

[04:06:57] @ fensta addictive personality init

[04:06:57] + peter oh god fensta, weed is another is another boring one.

[04:07:02] melzz yeah

[04:07:03] @ Kuro-chan moo

[04:07:03] glitchy Moo³

[04:07:23] @ fensta weed used to be funny

[04:07:28] @ fensta now its just a smoke

[04:07:42] @ fensta like a ciggy

[04:07:53] melzz the only reason i'm not dead of a fentanyl/heroin overdose is because i smoked and by the time i was on the verge of losing my breathing i'd be too fucked up to figure out how to even flick my lighter

[04:07:56] + peter I am a sober sam now, nothing feels fun anymore except for being in full control of my body

[04:08:00] melzz its kinda a miracle that i'm even here

[04:08:20] @ fensta mad init

[04:08:51] @ fensta reminds me on tripping on lsd, i couldnt figure out how to use a lighter to burn hash n roll a joint, took me about 3 hours

[04:08:58] @ fensta on=of

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[04:09:41] @ fensta while my 2 mates were flipping their minds out in the same room , not my favourite experience

[04:10:30] @ fensta if i could go back i'd never try any drug

[04:10:46] melzz i only did acid once

[04:10:50] @ fensta makes me wonder what my life could have been like if i was sober / straight

[04:10:51] melzz it was bittersweet

[04:10:59] melzz it taught me a lot about myself that i wasnt ready to accept

[04:11:14] @ fensta it can be amazing or terrible

[04:11:49] @ fensta no idea why i kept taking lsd when i felt uncomfortable n iffy on the first one

[04:11:56] @ fensta peer pressure or somethin

[04:12:23] @ fensta friends were doin it, so i did

[04:13:01] melzz im basically at risk of losing my mind again if i do anything hallucinogenic or dissociative

[04:13:03] @ fensta makes me wonder if i shoulda chose better friends to hang around with

[04:13:21] melzz dxm usually just makes me delirious now

[04:13:32] @ fensta yeh same, ya couldnt pay me a billion quid to take that shitt these days

[04:14:01] melzz its not like dph where im just terrified its more or so delusional religious enlightenment that usually manifests in scribbling diagrams and symbols and random shit everywhere

[04:14:01] @ fensta when young i had stamina for drugs, now i'm worn out

[04:14:07] @ fensta can't be doing with it

[04:14:28] @ fensta mad init

[04:14:37] @ fensta why do we do these things to ourselves

[04:14:42] @ fensta makes no sense :)

[04:15:14] @ fensta i burnt out around 20 ish

[04:15:26] @ fensta blew my mind or somethin

[04:15:52] melzz i'm kind of already starting to burn out lol

[04:16:09] @ fensta quit man, u know it makes sense

[04:16:19] @ Kuro-chan moo

[04:16:19] glitchy Moo-calypse now!

[04:16:27] @ fensta don't get to my age and regret the last 30 yrs

[04:16:32] @ Kuro-chan sudo moo

[04:16:32] glitchy 🐄⚡ Super Cow Powers activated! (+10 moos!)

[04:16:44] melzz considering how i'm doing mentally im genuinely afraid i'm not going to see 20

[04:17:16] @ fensta u might need some meds to balance ya brain chemistry a bit

[04:17:34] melzz i do

[04:17:46] melzz but at this point i'm getting to the point where i cant even leave my room anymore

[04:17:55] @ fensta lots of us ecstasy users from the rave days burnt our brains out and are all depressed ever since

[04:17:59] melzz i pretty much only ever leave for work or to buy food

[04:18:07] melzz mdma and other highly serotonergic substances do that

[04:18:13] melzz thats why meth destroyed my mental health

[04:18:15] @ fensta yeh i was like that, i became a loner

[04:18:21] melzz that and rampant gabapentin abuse

[04:18:38] melzz basically ALL of my neurotransmitters are fucked leading me to pretty much be unable to feel emotions

[04:18:41] @ fensta how old are u , 20 ish ?

[04:18:45] melzz 18

[04:19:19] @ fensta k, u still have ages to go man , if u stop now u can turn it around

[04:19:47] melzz im trying

[04:19:47] @ fensta possibly talk to a doctor n see what comes of it

[04:19:54] @ fensta fair play

[04:20:03] melzz i dont want to go back to how i was last year

[04:20:18] @ fensta ya learnt from your mistakes

[04:20:26] @ fensta hindsight is a bitch

[04:20:26] melzz 2026 was supposed to be my first year of college

[04:20:36] + peter Yeah, there's a lot of treatment now for restimulating the brain after drug usage and getting back to a more normal life. It takes time though, it'snot going to be a quick journey.

[04:20:50] @ fensta yup

[04:21:17] @ fensta wish i clicked on at your age to stop

[04:21:17] + peter It's going to be a super popular field to be in for the next 10-25 years because its' basically the same type of treatment you'll be applying for folks heavily addicted to their phone/dopamine hits.

[04:21:55] & daniel geez

[04:22:05] + peter I did all my drug usage ~23-24 and then just went sober completely. Some drinking here and there but mostly just a light drink and 1-1.5mg of thc.

[04:22:05] & daniel got real dark in here

[04:22:20] * peter welcomes daniel to the darkness.

[04:22:25] @ fensta heh n1

[04:22:30] & daniel Oh, I lurk in the back of the darkness

[04:22:30] @ Kuro-chan Does it have cookies?

[04:22:37] @ fensta i drink a lot n smoke a lot

[04:22:42] + peter Dark chocolate cookies.

[04:22:45] & daniel peter: 1-1.5mg isnt anything

[04:22:59] @ fensta if its a vape, it is

[04:23:02] + peter Yeah, I usually just microdose THC for the positive side effects and just mostly live life fully in control.

[04:23:06] melzz my family wants me to go calisober

[04:23:08] + peter It's just tinctures/edibles

[04:23:18] @ fensta i'm tempted to try microdosing lsd

[04:23:22] melzz >microdose THC and just mostly live fully in control

[04:23:24] melzz i wish ic ould do that lol

[04:23:27] & daniel I mainly stick to flower and dabs

[04:23:33] melzz i have to just go balls to the wall with it

[04:23:37] melzz but thats how i am with any substance

[04:23:45] + peter I don't have the energy to be inebriated nowadays with working + toddler.

[04:23:48] @ fensta cos i remember one time i was tripping and my mind felt normal, everything seemed to come together n i've never felt better

[04:23:53] + peter Never know when the little shit is going to eat shit so I gotta be ready for whatever.

[04:23:57] @ fensta that was a "microdot" trip

[04:24:37] @ fensta it was weird, i felt normal for the first time in ages even tho i was trippin

[04:25:08] & daniel fensta: funny you mentioned rave stuff, Rizon back in the late 00s was where I got all my rave/techno/gabber music

[04:25:12] @ fensta for a while i thought i was cured of all mental illness, until it worre off , then i went back to feelin shite :/

[04:25:24] @ fensta tunes man :)

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[04:26:09] @ fensta youtube is cool for finding all those old rave tracks

[04:26:55] @ fensta i'm old, was raving in 1990

[04:27:50] @ fensta when e's first appeared

[04:28:26] @ fensta we;d take a gram of speed and an E just before goin into the club

[04:29:01] @ fensta the speed make me paranoid , not ideal

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[04:30:08] KnownSyntax https://youtu.be/iedonR7uAM8?si=Po_VFcXkXlts2v2k

[04:30:08] + Internets :: YouTube DJ SHOG - Another World (Video) :: (03:52) :: Views 1,117,520 :: Rating [+] 10,230 likes [+] 10,230 likes ::

[04:30:10] KnownSyntax ANOTHER WORLD

[04:30:34] * LimitServ set mode +l 320

[04:30:48] @ fensta https://youtu.be/lIsZVlbasiA?list=PLlOzXeveh53hy1vGp4CHvY65_gdSESwu1&t=263

[04:30:48] + Internets :: YouTube Doncaster warehouse 1992 HQ over 3 gig of class rave :: (02:34:42) :: Views 446,387 :: Rating [+] 6,975 likes [+] 6,975 likes ::

[04:30:51] KnownSyntax or we can go more into a melodic track

[04:31:07] @ fensta the dude in the bottom left corner was me, gurning on E

[04:31:23] KnownSyntax lmao

[04:33:30] @ fensta the one u linked is a chilled track man

[04:33:56] * Milambar golfclubs fensta all the way back to toxteth

[04:34:25] @ fensta oi

[04:34:26] melzz im trying to find myself on google maps

[04:34:40] melzz i actually am on google maps in a photo of the place i work at but i wanna see if i can find my car

[04:34:54] & Milambar I stole your car

[04:34:55] * fensta baseball bats Milambar back to moss side

[04:35:32] * Milambar grabs fensta and drags him along

[04:35:52] & Milambar If Im going to moss side, so are ye

[04:36:09] @ fensta it was somebodies job to to blur out every number plate on cars and ppl's faces, can you imagine how many millions of screen grabs they had to do. surprised they didn't all quit when asked to do it

[04:36:24] & Milambar it was done by ai

[04:36:25] & Milambar lol

[04:36:27] @ fensta heh

[04:36:32] @ fensta back then ?

[04:36:51] @ fensta google street was around before AI was mentioned

[04:37:04] & Milambar we've had numberplate recognition for a very long time

[04:37:16] melzz i dont think ive ever seen an uncensored plate on street view

[04:37:20] @ fensta aye but to blur it all out i duno

[04:37:38] & Milambar it cou;dn't tell the difference bwetween signs and numberplates, thats why a lotta signs got blurred out too

[04:37:52] @ url anpr & facial recognition have been around for a long time, long long before the current LLM stuff

[04:38:26] & Milambar hows leg, brother?

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