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Thursday, April 2, 2026

[14:22:39] + Syndus So, I'm an idiot 😐 I'm scared and in a lot of pain, I'm sorry I acted the fool on here ... I do that every time I drink....

[14:24:03] + Syndus I just got a look at my face and I had a breakdown...don't mean to be that guy but I'm really struggling rn 😞

[14:25:20] + Syndus I just needed someone to talk to while I lay here feeling like shit dude

[14:25:56] + Syndus I'm an alcoholic and I was doing really good...

[14:26:02] + Syndus Nebraska

[14:26:18] + Syndus 41

[14:26:34] + Syndus My face hurts

[14:27:53] + Syndus I haven't eaten or slept much in a few days

[14:28:07] + Syndus Got a bite of dry toast down

[14:28:26] + Syndus Brushed my teeth

[14:28:45] + Syndus I look terrible rn 🤢😭

[14:34:47] + Syndus Yeah ...

[14:36:14] + Syndus I hate myself 😞

[15:02:54] + Syndus Omg

[15:03:06] + Syndus I'm shaking 🫨

[15:05:42] + Syndus I just asked my own mother if she could hold mean tell me I'm going to be ok

[15:05:55] + Syndus But they're prob sleeping

[15:06:32] + Syndus I relapsed and drank in my car for 3 days

[15:06:52] + Syndus I stole

[15:07:02] + Syndus I acted like an idiot

[15:07:25] + Syndus Ok

[15:07:50] + Syndus Nobody likes a pity party I'm just seriously considering therapy rn

[16:06:15] + Syndus I managed to drag myself into the tub

[16:07:22] + Syndus Realized I'm covered in a skin rash on my neck and face...popped blood vessels

[16:21:17] + Syndus I did

[16:43:01] + Syndus Forcing myself to eat toast rn

[16:46:33] + Syndus I drank, made myself sick, I feel terrible 🤢

[16:48:53] + Syndus I'm so fuckin ashamed of myself

[16:53:03] + Syndus Watching jacksepticeye

[16:53:26] + Syndus All I want to do is sleep but my body won't let me

[16:54:58] + Syndus I keep convulsing and ngl 😢

[18:40:03] + Syndus I just asked my parents to help me find help with therapy

[18:40:16] + Syndus That was fun

[18:42:05] + Syndus Boliver...dude. I'm worried rn

[18:42:41] + Syndus I quoted a lame ass nin song about how I feel

[18:42:48] + Syndus Lolwut

[18:43:00] + Syndus Only

[18:43:32] + Syndus "I just made you up to hurt myself"

[18:44:13] + Syndus All I know is that I'm classic manic depressed 🫥

[18:44:41] + Syndus I've seen him twice

[18:44:58] + Syndus Denver still have the church?

[18:45:12] + Syndus Colorado

[18:45:43] + Syndus It's a big Victorian church they modified for raves and stuff

[18:46:49] + Syndus The man sprayed me and my friends front and center with 💦 it was gross but I was like ... That's kinda cool

[18:47:00] + Syndus Sweat *

[18:47:20] + Syndus https://media.tenor.com/QDMbugjpLc8AAAAM/pepsiman-pepsi.gif

[19:02:39] + Syndus Owwww

[19:02:48] + Syndus I hurt

[19:04:18] + Syndus I'm not supposed to at all

[19:21:04] + Syndus Wut happened

[19:22:02] + Syndus I just used the restroom, the color of everything is concerning 😟 so I'm drinking water slowly

[19:22:21] + Syndus Oh geez

[19:22:35] + Syndus Bit?

[19:22:59] + Syndus That sucks, I'm sorry

[20:00:23] + Syndus Ugh

[20:00:33] + Syndus My body

[20:00:43] + Syndus Hi trippin

[20:00:53] + Syndus I'm glad you're here

[20:01:21] + Syndus ?

[20:01:57] + Syndus I was going to ask about a few things concerning recovery bc I fell off hard

[20:03:19] + Syndus I'm sorry, just really sad

[20:04:46] + Syndus You see the hamster?

[20:05:19] + Syndus Who

[20:05:38] + Syndus https://media.tenor.com/MToooI-UuF4AAAAM/dragon-trader.gif

[20:05:47] + Syndus Y

[20:06:48] + Syndus So am I

[20:42:55] + Syndus Ugh don't say drunk

[20:43:11] + Syndus 🤕

[20:44:15] + Syndus No biggie

[20:44:26] + Syndus I'm trying to cheer up

[21:20:04] + Syndus I never want it in my body again

[21:20:19] + Syndus Sorry 😔

[21:20:46] + Syndus Bc I'm scared

[21:25:48] + Syndus I downed a bunch of UV vodka in three days, and tried to sleep it off in the car.

[21:26:38] + Syndus I'm walking around really slow and all that trying to eat crackers and drink water

[21:27:06] + Syndus Yeah

[21:27:11] + Syndus It's gross

[21:31:13] + Syndus Just hate myself rn so hungover

[21:32:20] + Syndus I'm smoking regularly

[21:32:43] + Syndus No lsd for me plz

[21:33:37] + Syndus Big foot

[21:35:25] + Syndus I'm really cold and sick rn omg I hate this

[21:37:05] + Syndus Withdrawal

[21:37:29] + Syndus I just want it out of my system forever

[21:37:35] + Syndus It ruined my life

[21:37:58] + Syndus It's causing my family pain .

[21:46:08] + Syndus Alcohol

[21:46:32] + Syndus I'm dead serious though

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