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[22:12:19] ferridae Good evening my dude

[22:12:33] ferridae Here for my scheduled alone time away from my gf

[22:12:59] ferridae Tell me how she was crying today because she was mad I got myself a full time job

[22:13:15] ferridae I had to remind her, do you want to date a broke man?

[22:13:26] ferridae Doritos and salsa fuck

[22:13:36] ferridae I cant wait to leave this chick

[22:13:42] ferridae I am so done with her bullshit

[22:14:09] ferridae she knows what is coming next

[22:14:31] ferridae Thing is, I am trying my best not to tell her, but she keeps saying you are going to leave me and find a younger chick

[22:14:32] ferridae Wrong

[22:14:47] ferridae I am going to leave you and be by myself again so I could finish my fucking education

[22:15:07] ferridae Its frustrating g

[22:15:24] ferridae Nothing yet, I start work on the 13th

[22:15:50] ferridae I get to be away from her for like four days

[22:16:13] ferridae She thinks I am leaving her then, its just like no. I have a contract to finish in Philly, then I am leaving you lol

[22:16:47] ferridae That is the goal

[22:17:09] ferridae lMAO

[22:29:50] ferridae What is a good city to live in here in the US?

[22:30:03] ferridae Fuckkk that noise

[22:30:09] ferridae Miami is too swampy for me

[22:30:15] ferridae I may end up in orlando

[22:30:19] ferridae Its a bit more chiller

[22:30:32] ferridae Yeah at 120 degrees

[22:30:34] ferridae I like the snow

[22:30:41] ferridae I could just end up in alaska

[22:30:57] ferridae Or anchorage

[22:31:06] ferridae I could go to Oregon. Cali

[22:31:17] ferridae I dont have a bachelors degree yet

[22:31:25] ferridae I need a job that is remote that will allow me to do that homie

[22:31:31] ferridae foxy, why?

[22:31:58] ferridae Yeah, but its hard as fuck to find remote work

[22:32:03] ferridae !bang

[22:32:11] ferridae dang

[22:32:40] ferridae Lived in Maryland, Baltimore. I actually love the places around the city. I dont like living in the city itself

[22:33:06] ferridae Sure, I would live like a king

[22:33:43] ferridae Well I have two options once I finish this contract, truck driving, or searching for remote work so I could just live in Colombia or something like that

[22:33:54] ferridae Since USD is worth a lot more in those countries

[22:34:21] ferridae I dont really have a home, so I dont mind being away from it

[22:34:31] ferridae Yea

[22:41:03] ferridae 5k is small money

[22:41:22] ferridae You can spend 5k in a weekend when you were making as much as I was two / three years ago

[22:42:02] ferridae I think the contract I am doing is going to net me about 5k

[22:42:14] ferridae I am going to save that money and invest

[22:42:30] ferridae I was

[22:42:43] ferridae I wouldnt be fucking a 51 year old woman for a place to live if I was loaded

[22:43:08] ferridae I made some bad financial decisions and I am now paying for it

[22:43:26] ferridae Kids are expensive

[22:43:58] ferridae Yeah I am not ready to have kids yet, I still have yet to travel to every state here in the US

[22:46:26] ferridae Actually, if I had kids, I am pretty sure they would be afraid of me lmao.

[22:46:45] ferridae I would do what my dad did to us and say "I willl drive this car into a lake if you keep asking."

[22:46:53] ferridae My dad used to fuck with me hardcore

[22:47:09] ferridae Its hilarious now that I am an adult

[22:47:21] ferridae lmao no

[22:47:27] ferridae He did used to beat me though

[22:47:30] ferridae good times

[22:47:53] ferridae He knows now, I can beat him in a fight, so we have a mutual understanding that if he tried me. He would not live past 60

[22:48:00] ferridae yeah me too

[22:48:10] ferridae But there was a reason why I did what I did

[22:48:40] ferridae I would not hit my own children though. I had a fucked up childhood

[22:48:41] ferridae Yeah

[22:48:55] ferridae That and my dad was like. Never really there since he was the breadmaker

[22:49:01] ferridae My step mother was a bully to me

[22:49:10] ferridae She hated me because I was the product of another woman

[22:49:37] ferridae Yeah, my real mother was addicted to heroin

[22:49:44] ferridae She abandoned two sets of kids

[22:50:02] ferridae I have sisters in st petersburg FL

[22:50:36] ferridae I am waiting for them to have a desire to meet their older brother. Its not something I should force. I would love to meet the two. I am still in contact with my mother's sister

[22:50:41] ferridae She got deported

[22:50:45] ferridae For drugs

[22:51:03] ferridae Domincan Republic I think

[22:51:20] ferridae I've spoken to my mom. I have a deep seated hatred for her.

[22:52:42] ferridae I've already come to the conclusion that I am just hard to love, and I am just going to float in life not having to deal with long term relationships. Dont get me wrong, I have friends that I have been cool with for like 20+ years. But women dont stick around all that much around me

[22:52:49] ferridae Im usually working

[22:53:11] ferridae And I am like a cat, I like to be left alone and allowed to do my own thing

[22:53:23] ferridae you aint wrong

[22:53:41] ferridae Aw thanks guys, I am emotionally well

[22:53:57] ferridae I feel as if its easier to tell my story the more I repeat it

[22:54:12] ferridae But I have a lot of really cool friends that wont mind helping me if I needed it

[22:54:24] ferridae Lmao irish666 fuck off

[22:54:39] ferridae I cant believe I dodged my second mass shooting

[22:54:44] ferridae ITs like a badge of honor

[22:55:21] ferridae I had the parkland one back in 2017, and the one that happened in Philly on the 4th of this year

[22:55:42] ferridae oh nice congrat

[22:58:23] ferridae slmao irish ira much

[22:59:16] ferridae 38 here

[22:59:19] ferridae 28*

[22:59:20] ferridae Shit

[22:59:34] ferridae Damn, did he die?

[23:00:01] ferridae coddling?

[23:00:22] ferridae a 50 bmg will just gib you, a shotgun you can survive

[23:00:48] ferridae I dont mind the trans movement, you are taking the life you have already and just making your life 50x harder

[23:00:57] ferridae Depends on the gauge

[23:01:02] ferridae Slugs will mess you up

[23:01:12] ferridae You can fit a 50 bmp in most 12 gauges

[23:01:37] ferridae That reminds me of the dude who live streamed his own suicide

[23:01:41] ferridae That was crazy

[23:01:58] ferridae I've been on the internet since I was 12 lmao

[23:02:10] ferridae I've seen it all

[23:02:18] ferridae cray

[23:04:06] ferridae I was using XP in 2010

[23:04:09] ferridae [SP3

[23:04:33] ferridae My government tooo!!!!

[23:04:45] ferridae I know submarines run off of windows 7 I think

[23:04:55] ferridae or at least US ones

[23:04:59] ferridae Its a closed connection

[23:05:19] ferridae I hated vista

[23:05:22] ferridae vista was awful

[23:05:39] ferridae 8 and 8.1 was also terrible

[23:06:00] ferridae I was 19 when 8.1 came out, and it made the windows experience more tolerable

[23:06:26] ferridae 8.1 was similar to like win 10. But just better than 8

[23:06:37] ferridae I used linux mint for a while bc win 8 was so bad

[23:06:56] ferridae Vista I was 2006

[23:07:25] ferridae Vista had this cool glitch where it would not recognize wifi drivers on some machines

[23:07:39] ferridae And require wifi to install said drivers

[23:07:43] ferridae Vista was a mess

[23:08:01] ferridae At least win 7 and 10 some machines would let you tether connection

[23:08:04] ferridae 1!bang

[23:09:09] ferridae !bang

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[23:09:35] ferridae !reload

[23:10:09] ferridae SD cards are nice for laptops

[23:10:35] ferridae For someone who travels as much as I do. IT kinda is

[23:10:57] ferridae FUCK NO

[23:11:03] ferridae Cunt

[23:12:34] ferridae I say retard often

[23:12:42] ferridae Its early internet me

[23:12:57] ferridae We all used to say "thats retarded."

[23:13:08] ferridae Or this dude is fucking retarded

[23:13:16] ferridae Yea me too

[23:13:22] ferridae I swear like a sailor irl

[23:13:45] ferridae You mongerel

[23:13:49] ferridae Troglodyte

[23:14:08] ferridae You yee yee ass bitch boy

[23:14:14] ferridae I get creative with my insults

[23:14:43] ferridae You know how many times ive been called a retard on the internet

[23:14:44] ferridae lmao

[23:14:54] ferridae Its an honor

[23:15:00] ferridae It is now

[23:15:16] ferridae LMAO

[23:15:23] ferridae Hey Aaron

[23:15:40] ferridae Well I did find out as an adult that I do have aspergers

[23:15:50] ferridae Chillenm

[23:15:53] ferridae Talkin shit

[23:15:55] ferridae You?

[23:16:11] ferridae US culture is stupid lmao

[23:16:44] ferridae boys as in like friends or like little boys?

[23:16:58] ferridae bc out here I will say. "Out with my boys"

[23:17:04] ferridae Or my boy is doing something"

[23:17:10] ferridae lmao

[23:17:12] ferridae Im dense

[23:18:03] ferridae Only women call me master, and there is usually a ball and chain involved

[23:19:08] ferridae what the fuck is a cholby

[23:19:24] ferridae lmao

[23:19:35] ferridae Imma start using that

[23:20:03] ferridae cumdumptstertech

[23:20:21] ferridae hahaha

[23:20:35] ferridae You guys remember the game Evony?

[23:22:30] ferridae Is that why ahsoka hates you?

[23:22:50] ferridae Tsundere Ahsoka... Baka

[23:24:29] ferridae imagine shooting it in your cooter

[23:24:30] ferridae ew

[23:27:59] ferridae I forgor that the computer tech discord was active

[23:28:07] ferridae Let me throw my selfie on there

[23:33:07] ferridae every irish name ever

[23:33:44] ferridae I mean English

[23:33:48] ferridae White is white

[23:36:55] ferridae irish lma

[23:36:57] ferridae lmao

[23:37:45] ferridae Here I got a song for ya

[23:38:05] ferridae https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L8iq_oyBmAg&pp=ygUKaWN1IGNyZWFtdQ%3D%3D

[23:38:21] ferridae https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L8iq_oyBmAg

[23:40:04] ferridae gay

[23:40:47] ferridae Hey hotties

[23:40:49] ferridae Whats good

[23:42:56] ferridae Talking shit

[23:42:59] ferridae Like normal

[23:43:17] ferridae I am supposed to be doing school, but I am so emotionally drained rn

[23:43:26] ferridae You aint wrong

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