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[00:30:02] sushi-chan/rizon :D

[00:30:06] sushi-chan/rizon heyy

[00:30:08] sushi-chan/rizon hows ya?

[00:30:12] sushi-chan/rizon lol

[00:30:13] sushi-chan/rizon good

[00:30:14] sushi-chan/rizon and ya

[00:30:50] sushi-chan/rizon well

[00:30:55] sushi-chan/rizon at least you're busy

[00:31:14] sushi-chan/rizon I'm also tired a lot, but mostly from doing nothing at all. It's tiring also. Boredom is no fun

[00:31:57] sushi-chan/rizon oh

[00:32:02] sushi-chan/rizon you're a boss ?

[00:32:08] sushi-chan/rizon i thought u were employee

[00:32:20] sushi-chan/rizon hey kuro-chan

[00:33:29] sushi-chan/rizon u know whats worse than someone who is lacking interest or willpower.. It's someone who has the interest or willpower but can't act on it, due to lack of motivation or procrastination, like I do

[00:33:32] sushi-chan/rizon i swear its annoying

[00:33:37] sushi-chan/rizon I wanna get things done

[00:33:39] sushi-chan/rizon but can't

[00:33:48] sushi-chan/rizon I hate it

[00:34:30] sushi-chan/rizon it's called "avolition" in psychiatry, the fact u wanna do stuffs but cant act on it

[00:35:11] sushi-chan/rizon Nothing to do wiht lazyness

[00:35:12] sushi-chan/rizon cuz

[00:35:18] sushi-chan/rizon I want to get stuffs done

[00:35:21] sushi-chan/rizon but

[00:35:22] sushi-chan/rizon I can't

[00:35:27] sushi-chan/rizon its a weird feeling

[00:36:00] sushi-chan/rizon like if I was dreaming my life, or watching it, instead of acting it

[00:36:12] sushi-chan/rizon instead of livin it

[00:36:15] sushi-chan/rizon living my life

[00:36:17] sushi-chan/rizon I waste it

[00:36:33] sushi-chan/rizon ppl who are lazy dontcare bout it, but I do, i just lack the motivation

[00:36:35] sushi-chan/rizon to act on it

[00:38:07] sushi-chan/rizon Ya maybe I need more stimulating activities. Like going somewhere etc.. I'll ask my psychiatrist bout a place where I can be busy and do activities, cuz I think keep staying at home being bored enhance the avolition (lack of motivation) feeling even worse

[00:38:15] sushi-chan/rizon I need to keep myself busy

[00:38:18] sushi-chan/rizon otherwise

[00:38:21] sushi-chan/rizon I start feel bored

[00:38:28] sushi-chan/rizon and cant act on getting stuffs done

[00:38:35] sushi-chan/rizon cuz the least you do things

[00:38:38] sushi-chan/rizon the least u wanna do things

[00:38:40] sushi-chan/rizon u know

[00:38:42] sushi-chan/rizon its a loop

[00:39:02] sushi-chan/rizon the more busy you are, it keeps you awake and energetic

[00:39:07] sushi-chan/rizon I need to be busy

[00:39:11] sushi-chan/rizon and active

[00:39:24] sushi-chan/rizon and good healthy lifestyle

[00:39:25] sushi-chan/rizon too

[00:39:31] sushi-chan/rizon thnx kuro-chan

[00:40:56] sushi-chan/rizon I need to go outside more often

[00:41:55] sushi-chan/rizon oh

[00:42:02] sushi-chan/rizon so I lost all of my points ????

[00:42:04] sushi-chan/rizon -_-

[00:42:05] sushi-chan/rizon lol

[00:42:20] sushi-chan/rizon i mean

[00:42:22] sushi-chan/rizon all of my ducks*

[00:42:23] sushi-chan/rizon lol

[00:42:27] sushi-chan/rizon shooted ducks

[00:42:38] sushi-chan/rizon wow

[00:42:52] sushi-chan/rizon yeah

[00:42:54] sushi-chan/rizon a year old

[00:42:57] sushi-chan/rizon thats very old :P

[00:42:58] sushi-chan/rizon xD

[00:43:16] sushi-chan/rizon Next year Im gonna be one year older too

[00:43:18] sushi-chan/rizon can I reset

[00:43:19] sushi-chan/rizon my life

[00:43:21] sushi-chan/rizon lol

[00:43:54] sushi-chan/rizon well i wouldn"t want to

[00:44:04] sushi-chan/rizon if you reset your life

[00:44:06] sushi-chan/rizon you also reset

[00:44:08] sushi-chan/rizon the bad things

[00:44:10] sushi-chan/rizon that happened

[00:44:16] sushi-chan/rizon I dont need to live pain twice

[00:44:19] sushi-chan/rizon once is enough

[00:44:20] sushi-chan/rizon lol

[00:44:48] sushi-chan/rizon except IF you remember your former life and can fix it then by resetting it

[00:44:57] sushi-chan/rizon then thats called aware reincarnation

[00:44:58] sushi-chan/rizon lol

[00:45:27] sushi-chan/rizon but hmm

[00:45:27] sushi-chan/rizon no

[00:45:35] sushi-chan/rizon I dont wanna reset my life

[00:45:38] sushi-chan/rizon imagine u would

[00:45:45] sushi-chan/rizon you become a child again and all

[00:45:46] sushi-chan/rizon sucks

[00:45:50] sushi-chan/rizon being a child sucks

[00:45:54] sushi-chan/rizon you have to obey ur parents

[00:45:55] sushi-chan/rizon etc

[00:45:57] sushi-chan/rizon no freedom

[00:45:58] sushi-chan/rizon nothing

[00:45:59] sushi-chan/rizon lol

[00:46:04] sushi-chan/rizon Im glad I'm an adult

[00:46:06] sushi-chan/rizon so im free

[00:46:08] sushi-chan/rizon lol

[00:46:14] sushi-chan/rizon i can do what i want

[00:46:18] sushi-chan/rizon xD

[00:46:49] sushi-chan/rizon I hear often ppl say childhood is best and happiest part of ur life and I strongly disagree

[00:46:57] sushi-chan/rizon I prefer being free

[00:47:01] sushi-chan/rizon than a child

[00:49:31] sushi-chan/rizon Sure, you are more aware of life being tough when adult, so ppl think childhood is happier cuz children aren't aware of life problems yet. But I disagree, some children arent happy, they can be bullied at school or else, and not necessarily happier. Anyways it sucks to obey adults all the time in my opinion, i prefer being an adult and have the freedom to do stuffs I wanna do

[00:49:39] sushi-chan/rizon lol I turn philosophical tonight

[00:49:49] sushi-chan/rizon Im writting essays

[00:49:50] sushi-chan/rizon lmao

[00:50:12] sushi-chan/rizon hi second2050

[00:50:29] sushi-chan/rizon oh btw

[00:50:36] sushi-chan/rizon depression can also happen in children too

[00:50:43] sushi-chan/rizon so ppl should stop thinking kids are happy

[00:50:53] sushi-chan/rizon childhood is not really the best part of ur life

[00:50:57] sushi-chan/rizon well for me it is the worst

[00:51:03] sushi-chan/rizon u dont have freedom

[00:51:06] sushi-chan/rizon u obey ur parents

[00:51:06] sushi-chan/rizon etc

[00:51:08] sushi-chan/rizon it just

[00:51:09] sushi-chan/rizon sucks

[00:51:10] sushi-chan/rizon lol

[00:52:27] sushi-chan/rizon sure, i still feel more free when being an adult than when I was a child

[00:52:37] sushi-chan/rizon if I could reset my life and go back to childhood again, I would NOT.

[00:53:21] sushi-chan/rizon nah i mean reset ur life but not aware of any thing so u cant change things. Like being reincarnated but cant remember ur former life

[00:53:23] sushi-chan/rizon this stupid

[00:53:37] sushi-chan/rizon yeah

[00:53:38] sushi-chan/rizon it sucks

[00:53:58] sushi-chan/rizon hmm

[00:54:09] sushi-chan/rizon well yeah

[00:54:12] sushi-chan/rizon better than death

[00:54:14] sushi-chan/rizon at least

[00:54:23] sushi-chan/rizon reincarnation

[00:54:24] sushi-chan/rizon is better

[00:54:26] sushi-chan/rizon than death

[00:54:29] sushi-chan/rizon in my opinion

[00:54:48] sushi-chan/rizon by "death" I mean, sleeping forever and lose every memories or track of ur life

[00:54:51] sushi-chan/rizon it sucks

[00:54:56] sushi-chan/rizon xD

[00:55:15] sushi-chan/rizon ya

[00:55:51] sushi-chan/rizon i just hate the "nothingness" of death, I mean, imagine losing all of your beautiful memories from life, ur friends, ur happiness etc, all the things u achieved, GONE.

[00:55:54] sushi-chan/rizon its depressing

[00:56:17] sushi-chan/rizon all your consciousness, happy emotions etc

[00:56:18] sushi-chan/rizon all gone

[00:56:21] sushi-chan/rizon u sleep forever

[00:56:26] sushi-chan/rizon its just sad

[00:56:27] sushi-chan/rizon as f

[00:56:39] sushi-chan/rizon well, im atheist

[00:56:43] sushi-chan/rizon i dont believe in afterlife

[00:56:53] sushi-chan/rizon hmm

[00:56:57] sushi-chan/rizon yeah others remember you

[00:57:00] sushi-chan/rizon but YOU can't remember

[00:57:04] sushi-chan/rizon thats what sucks

[00:58:01] sushi-chan/rizon Anyways sorry I turned this chatroom into deep philosophical debate about death/life and childhood

[00:58:08] sushi-chan/rizon maybe u guys just wanted a chill conversation

[00:58:09] sushi-chan/rizon am sorry

[00:58:10] sushi-chan/rizon xD

[00:58:11] sushi-chan/rizon ah ok

[00:58:43] sushi-chan/rizon oh thnx :3

[01:04:01] sushi-chan/rizon Btw guys sometimes youtube annoys me. I think it doesnt like long comments. I once posted a long comment on youtube and it was displaying when I was logged in but when logged off it disappeared. Like if the cmment got deleted or not approuved by youtube. U see lot of short comments like "this is cool" or someone just throwing trendy meme and its fine but I write a long and detailed comment

[01:04:01] sushi-chan/rizon it gets deleted

[01:04:02] sushi-chan/rizon lol

[01:04:12] sushi-chan/rizon i guess youtube doesnt my "novelist" comments

[01:04:23] sushi-chan/rizon but I like to explain why i think this or that

[01:04:27] sushi-chan/rizon i hate just saying

[01:04:29] sushi-chan/rizon "this is nice"

[01:04:31] sushi-chan/rizon and thats it

[01:04:34] sushi-chan/rizon hi kilroy

[01:05:30] sushi-chan/rizon ya

[01:06:14] sushi-chan/rizon maybe they think long comments is spam

[01:06:19] sushi-chan/rizon they detect is as spam or flood

[01:06:21] sushi-chan/rizon maybe why

[01:06:24] sushi-chan/rizon it gets deleted

[01:06:24] sushi-chan/rizon -_-

[01:06:36] sushi-chan/rizon hi novaburst

[01:07:23] sushi-chan/rizon this is stupid anyway

[01:07:41] sushi-chan/rizon I like to comment bout the content of the video, and not just saying memes to get likes

[01:07:50] sushi-chan/rizon but youtube prefers the latter

[01:07:52] sushi-chan/rizon okay

[01:08:52] sushi-chan/rizon ya that sucks

[01:09:07] sushi-chan/rizon you see most comments are just memes or "whos watching it in 2022?"

[01:09:08] sushi-chan/rizon lol

[01:09:49] sushi-chan/rizon well stupid comment. Ofc we're watching the video in 2022. lol

[01:10:00] sushi-chan/rizon I dont watch youtube vids in 1840

[01:10:01] sushi-chan/rizon lol

[01:13:23] sushi-chan/rizon Anyways this is 3am here now gotta go to bed

[01:13:29] sushi-chan/rizon seeyall o/

[01:13:35] sushi-chan/rizon goodnight

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