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Thursday, December 22, 2022
[07:11:02] sushi-chan/rizon ski: when I poke them they spin around as defense
[07:11:35] sushi-chan/rizon when I grab them I always grab the leg becuz if I grab the body im afraid to squeeze it too hard and that it dies. It can lose a leg if I grab by leg but better losing one leg than dying from body crushing
[07:12:23] sushi-chan/rizon well
[07:12:25] sushi-chan/rizon not true
[07:12:27] sushi-chan/rizon for me
[07:12:31] sushi-chan/rizon I cured my spider phobia
[07:12:34] sushi-chan/rizon but not the other phobias
[07:12:36] sushi-chan/rizon lol
[07:13:13] sushi-chan/rizon what happened ?!
[07:13:40] sushi-chan/rizon "nR removes invite exempt on Peorth" and other nicknames
[07:13:44] sushi-chan/rizon I got this
[07:13:44] sushi-chan/rizon wtf
[07:13:47] sushi-chan/rizon ah
[07:13:51] sushi-chan/rizon i thought it was my fault
[07:13:55] sushi-chan/rizon that I did a typo
[07:14:02] sushi-chan/rizon and that it caused me to
[07:14:06] sushi-chan/rizon write a command
[07:14:11] sushi-chan/rizon not by purpose
[07:14:12] sushi-chan/rizon by mistake
[07:14:21] sushi-chan/rizon ok
[07:14:33] sushi-chan/rizon Anyways so I was saying..
[07:15:24] sushi-chan/rizon death is my biggest phobia: it's harder to cure than other phobias becuz death is not avoidable. We'll all die oneday, and thats scary. At least cellar spiders arent dangerous for you, death is dangerous for your life and safety (ofc llol)
[07:15:38] sushi-chan/rizon I dont think i can ever cure my phobia of death
[07:15:43] sushi-chan/rizon actually no one can
[07:15:50] sushi-chan/rizon Try to point a gun at someone
[07:15:52] sushi-chan/rizon they'll be scared
[07:15:58] sushi-chan/rizon not like oh im not afraid
[07:15:59] sushi-chan/rizon shoot me
[07:16:01] sushi-chan/rizon lol
[07:17:17] sushi-chan/rizon if I point a gun at someone and they tell theyre not scared, i dont believe them
[07:17:18] sushi-chan/rizon like
[07:17:23] sushi-chan/rizon they dont have survival instinct?
[07:18:02] sushi-chan/rizon fear of dying is caused by survival instinct
[07:18:41] sushi-chan/rizon survival instinct
[07:18:43] sushi-chan/rizon eveyrone has it
[07:18:47] sushi-chan/rizon religious or not
[07:19:03] sushi-chan/rizon but
[07:19:09] sushi-chan/rizon theres somethin very weird in humans
[07:19:23] sushi-chan/rizon sometimes survival instinct is overran by suicidal depression
[07:19:25] sushi-chan/rizon I mean
[07:19:35] sushi-chan/rizon u usually cannot kill urself becuz of survival instinct
[07:19:40] sushi-chan/rizon but when ure severely depressed
[07:19:43] sushi-chan/rizon and think of suicide
[07:19:47] sushi-chan/rizon its like your survival instinct
[07:19:49] sushi-chan/rizon doesnt work
[07:19:50] sushi-chan/rizon anymore
[07:19:52] sushi-chan/rizon o_O
[07:20:00] sushi-chan/rizon it doesnt happen with animals
[07:20:01] sushi-chan/rizon only humans
[07:20:03] sushi-chan/rizon i think?
[07:20:07] sushi-chan/rizon why
[07:20:51] sushi-chan/rizon oh
[07:22:06] sushi-chan/rizon in my case, my phobia of death is way stronger and more intense than my depression. That is why I never attempted suicide.
[07:22:13] sushi-chan/rizon oh I had depression , yes
[07:22:15] sushi-chan/rizon but not that severe
[07:22:23] sushi-chan/rizon not to the extent of wanting to kill myself
[07:22:26] sushi-chan/rizon was a mild depression
[07:23:46] sushi-chan/rizon I could never attempt suicide. Just having the thouhgt/ imagining myself dead is making me start having a panic attack
[07:23:51] sushi-chan/rizon am really scared of death
[07:24:01] sushi-chan/rizon like more scared of that than of depression
[07:24:10] sushi-chan/rizon at least depression can be cured
[07:24:14] sushi-chan/rizon but death can't
[07:24:15] sushi-chan/rizon once u die
[07:24:17] sushi-chan/rizon u die
[07:24:20] sushi-chan/rizon cant go back
[07:27:59] sushi-chan/rizon suicidal people don't realize that depression can be cured while death cannot. If they choose death as option/solution, they can't go back and can't change their mind, once they died.
[07:28:04] sushi-chan/rizon thats why death is stupid option
[07:28:09] sushi-chan/rizon just let ur depression get cured
[07:28:13] sushi-chan/rizon everythin will be fine
[07:29:52] sushi-chan/rizon ya true. But i think suicidal people so r depressed they think they're a burden to everyone else and tht if they die their family members, friends etc would get "rid" of him/her
[07:30:00] sushi-chan/rizon ya they often think that
[07:30:05] sushi-chan/rizon depression can really twist ur brain
[07:30:08] sushi-chan/rizon and the way u think
[07:30:15] sushi-chan/rizon only negative thoughts
[07:30:21] sushi-chan/rizon depression is hell
[07:30:25] sushi-chan/rizon im glad I cured from this
[07:31:07] sushi-chan/rizon oh
[07:31:13] sushi-chan/rizon when I said get rid of them
[07:31:15] sushi-chan/rizon I mean
[07:31:18] sushi-chan/rizon they would be in peace
[07:31:21] sushi-chan/rizon after he/she die
[07:31:25] sushi-chan/rizon cuz
[07:31:32] sushi-chan/rizon suicidal ppl feel like theyre a burden to loved ones
[07:31:40] sushi-chan/rizon so they think that their death might cause others peace
[07:31:43] sushi-chan/rizon idk how to explain
[07:31:52] sushi-chan/rizon suicidal ppl have their brain twisted by depression
[07:31:57] sushi-chan/rizon they cant even thinks traight
[07:31:58] sushi-chan/rizon straight*
[07:32:03] sushi-chan/rizon lack of serotonin
[07:32:08] sushi-chan/rizon mess with ur brain
[07:32:13] sushi-chan/rizon depression has lack of serotonin
[07:32:15] sushi-chan/rizon like
[07:32:19] sushi-chan/rizon very low serotonin
[07:32:52] sushi-chan/rizon depressed brain can't think with positive vibes.. the lack of serotonin and dopamine destroy your brain
[07:32:56] sushi-chan/rizon thats why
[07:33:00] sushi-chan/rizon suciidal ppl think theyre a burden
[07:33:13] sushi-chan/rizon but once they get cured from their depression, they start to realize life is beautiful
[07:33:31] sushi-chan/rizon but when ppl r depressed they cant realize that yet
[07:33:36] sushi-chan/rizon as said it twists your brain
[07:33:42] sushi-chan/rizon depression is hell
[07:33:44] sushi-chan/rizon not a choice
[07:33:49] sushi-chan/rizon but damaging for ur brain
[07:33:52] sushi-chan/rizon and mental health
[07:34:26] sushi-chan/rizon Dr.Sushi-chan lol
[07:34:33] sushi-chan/rizon i should become a psychiatrist
[07:34:33] sushi-chan/rizon lo
[07:34:35] sushi-chan/rizon lol*
[07:36:33] sushi-chan/rizon thats why when people say suicide should be a choice like euthanasia etc.. But its not a choice actually. Your brain is ill when u suicide, depression is there and tricks ur brain into thinking ur worthless etc, its the main symptoms. thats why u can't choose to die, if u want to die it means depression is there and should be cured instead of tryin to die
[07:36:37] sushi-chan/rizon depression is never a choice
[07:36:39] sushi-chan/rizon suicide either
[07:36:44] sushi-chan/rizon since most suicide r caused by
[07:36:45] sushi-chan/rizon depression
[07:36:46] sushi-chan/rizon itself
[07:37:20] sushi-chan/rizon lack of serotnin
[07:37:22] sushi-chan/rizon isnt a choice
[07:37:27] sushi-chan/rizon suicide cnt be a choice
[07:37:28] sushi-chan/rizon cant*
[07:37:37] sushi-chan/rizon youre brainwashed by depression symptoms
[07:37:42] sushi-chan/rizon idk how to explain
[07:37:52] sushi-chan/rizon u got me, i guess
[07:38:50] sushi-chan/rizon it's hard to explain medical/science stuffs in foreign language lol
[07:38:56] sushi-chan/rizon english is not my native tongue
[07:39:55] sushi-chan/rizon this is one of the first time I engage into real serious debate conversation instead of making jokes around and being silly lol
[07:40:47] sushi-chan/rizon true, ski
[07:41:37] sushi-chan/rizon :3
[07:41:48] sushi-chan/rizon i hope u arent bored out by our serious convo
[07:41:49] sushi-chan/rizon xD
[07:42:28] sushi-chan/rizon shaming someone is rude
[07:42:37] sushi-chan/rizon especially for somethin they didnt choose or have no control over
[07:42:42] sushi-chan/rizon u cant choose being depessed
[07:42:48] sushi-chan/rizon or mental disorder
[07:42:51] sushi-chan/rizon or having mental disorder*
[07:42:58] sushi-chan/rizon cant contorl that
[07:43:00] sushi-chan/rizon control*
[07:43:02] sushi-chan/rizon gosh my typos
[07:43:37] sushi-chan/rizon ya but
[07:43:47] sushi-chan/rizon if you shame someone based on somethin they didnt choose
[07:43:49] sushi-chan/rizon like their looks
[07:43:51] sushi-chan/rizon it's rude
[07:44:45] sushi-chan/rizon ok need to go now have breakfast, shower and get ready for the day
[07:44:49] sushi-chan/rizon have fun everyone
[07:44:53] sushi-chan/rizon and thnx for the interesting convo :D
[07:44:58] sushi-chan/rizon i enijoyed it
[07:44:59] sushi-chan/rizon enjoyed*
[07:45:01] sushi-chan/rizon hugsssss
[07:45:05] sushi-chan/rizon o/
[07:45:10] sushi-chan/rizon thanks
[07:45:21] sushi-chan/rizon :3
[07:45:27] sushi-chan/rizon take care
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