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[03:26:43] Billy/rizon man

[03:26:57] Billy/rizon i drank a cup of coffee at like 3pm or maybe 3:30

[03:27:04] Billy/rizon not realizing how late it was

[03:27:14] Billy/rizon and it's 7:27 and I still feel like I took meth

[03:27:40] Billy/rizon i can really only do coffee when I wake up - and if I do anymore than that, it's gotta be around the same time

[03:27:47] Billy/rizon otherwise it fucks me up

[03:28:21] Billy/rizon oh you missed the part uh

[03:28:27] Billy/rizon here

[03:28:34] Billy/rizon [Feb20/23@07:26p] <@Billy> man

[03:28:34] Billy/rizon [Feb20/23@07:26p] <@Billy> i drank a cup of coffee at like 3pm or maybe 3:30

[03:28:34] Billy/rizon [Feb20/23@07:27p] <@Billy> not realizing how late it was

[03:28:34] Billy/rizon [Feb20/23@07:27p] <@Billy> and it's 7:27 and I still feel like I took meth

[03:28:43] Billy/rizon is what i said prior to you joining

[03:29:31] Billy/rizon idk, i guess because i have manic depression

[03:29:48] Billy/rizon because i have manic depression, coffee can effect me like different ways

[03:29:50] Billy/rizon idk

[03:30:07] Billy/rizon sometimes i handle caffeine fine

[03:30:18] Billy/rizon other times it's like zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzoooooooooom

[03:30:33] Billy/rizon and it don't go away

[03:30:37] Billy/rizon it just keeps goin

[03:31:08] Billy/rizon i have chemical embalances in my brain

[03:31:13] Billy/rizon imbalances ?

[03:31:18] Billy/rizon idk fuck spelling right now i

[03:31:23] Billy/rizon anyway

[03:31:30] Billy/rizon i can't ever tell how it's gonna effect me

[03:31:38] Billy/rizon same thing with weed too sometimes

[03:31:42] Billy/rizon well, i do dabs

[03:31:46] Billy/rizon very small ones

[03:31:47] Billy/rizon and like

[03:31:56] Billy/rizon yea but i do tiny ones

[03:32:38] Billy/rizon where i live i get 2g of 85%thc for 35 bucks and i won't lie, part of it gets paid for by family because it's what i use as an anti-seizure

[03:32:50] Billy/rizon so i literally only end up paying like 5-10 bucks

[03:32:51] Billy/rizon and like

[03:32:57] Billy/rizon that 2g lasts me 7 days

[03:33:03] Billy/rizon cos i take tiny little dabs

[03:33:32] Billy/rizon what, the price?

[03:33:39] Billy/rizon no it's super cheap actually

[03:33:41] Billy/rizon oh

[03:33:46] Billy/rizon well, like i said man

[03:34:03] Billy/rizon I dont do dabs to get higher than i would with weed

[03:34:13] Billy/rizon i do dabs because i can do tiny amounts and get just as high as i can with weed

[03:34:19] Billy/rizon and it ends up being cheaper

[03:34:26] Billy/rizon wait i never said that

[03:34:28] Billy/rizon well i said it now

[03:34:41] Billy/rizon well it's also a lot cleaner too

[03:34:47] Billy/rizon not inhaling smoke

[03:34:55] Billy/rizon don't have like fuckin ash and shit all over

[03:35:05] Billy/rizon and the smell doesn't linger anywhere near like weed

[03:35:38] Billy/rizon it's the healthiest way to consume THC as a medication

[03:36:10] Billy/rizon I take it for seizures and for pain - I am an ex-heroin addict so I cannot have any real painkillers - and I have severe back issues, and many of them

[03:37:38] Billy/rizon and

[03:37:47] Billy/rizon the seizure medicine that works for me is really bad for your kidneys

[03:38:02] Billy/rizon so if i can consume thc in a nonharmful way it's better for me

[03:38:12] Billy/rizon no ojke

[03:38:18] Billy/rizon I was taking the seizure pills

[03:38:25] Billy/rizon and like i got bloodwork done

[03:38:31] Billy/rizon wait maybe it was my liver?

[03:38:38] Billy/rizon no it was my kidneys

[03:38:43] Billy/rizon i got bloodwork done

[03:38:49] Billy/rizon and my kidneys were all fuckin fucked up

[03:38:56] Billy/rizon and it was cos of that goddamned seizure medicine

[03:39:06] Billy/rizon so i fuckin dropped that shit and legit couldn't drive for like a year

[03:40:19] Billy/rizon even though i was alreayd smoking i had to get an actual doctor to sign off on the fact that cannabis was keeping me from having seizures

[03:40:34] Billy/rizon anyway.

[03:40:40] Billy/rizon so yeah

[03:40:52] Billy/rizon and the heroin thing

[03:41:03] Billy/rizon it's no big deal to me anymore

[03:41:08] Billy/rizon it seems like a lifetime ago

[03:41:10] Billy/rizon and

[03:41:40] Billy/rizon when i think about it - i'm quite appauled

[03:41:49] Billy/rizon i can't fathom that I did heroin

[03:41:53] Billy/rizon ilke what the fuck waas i thinking

[03:41:59] Billy/rizon i can't even fathom it

[03:42:02] Billy/rizon hello End3r

[03:42:22] Billy/rizon well i did it for 8 years and i've been clean for about the same amount of time

[03:42:48] Billy/rizon End3r: i'm a 4th too

[03:43:02] Billy/rizon the name

[03:43:25] Billy/rizon it goes back 4 generations at least on my dad's side

[03:43:34] Billy/rizon but it's also very present in my mother's side too

[03:43:42] Billy/rizon yeah. I have.

[03:43:50] Billy/rizon Yeah, but

[03:43:56] Billy/rizon did they stop using kratom?

[03:44:13] Billy/rizon like

[03:44:20] Billy/rizon the heroin addicst i know personally that got off using kratom

[03:44:26] Billy/rizon they all still are stuck using kratom now

[03:44:33] Billy/rizon i mean whatever

[03:44:38] Billy/rizon at leasxt you can go to the store aand buy iut

[03:44:41] Billy/rizon and not fuckin

[03:44:53] Billy/rizon end up waiting in some parking lot in some sketchy ass ghetto for 6 hours

[03:44:56] Billy/rizon waiting for a dealer to show up

[03:45:06] Billy/rizon god damn, i do not miss picking up heroin

[03:45:10] Billy/rizon oh bro

[03:45:12] Billy/rizon i was all over fent

[03:45:16] Billy/rizon i shot up pure fent

[03:45:19] Billy/rizon fent fuckin sucks.

[03:45:24] Billy/rizon it's very powerful, but it's not long lasting

[03:45:30] Billy/rizon so your withdraws come back very soon

[03:45:32] Billy/rizon and you use more

[03:45:35] Billy/rizon and they aocme back again

[03:45:42] Billy/rizon and tehn your tolerance is fucked - and regular heroin doesnt work as good

[03:46:13] Billy/rizon yeah but

[03:46:21] Billy/rizon most of those deaths, the people aren't aware they are using fent

[03:46:31] Billy/rizon that's the key thing

[03:46:33] Billy/rizon like

[03:46:37] Billy/rizon by thetime i used fent

[03:46:42] Billy/rizon i was a hardened opiate addict

[03:46:45] Billy/rizon with a very high tolerance

[03:46:53] Billy/rizon and i wasn't stupid

[03:47:04] Billy/rizon i always tested eveyrhting - tiny tiny bit first

[03:47:15] Billy/rizon i also dont have scars or track marks

[03:47:26] Billy/rizon because I used actuaal fresh needles

[03:47:33] Billy/rizon re-use of needles is what fucks up your arms

[03:47:36] Billy/rizon which is sstupid

[03:47:41] Billy/rizon needles are so cheap they're practicallt free

[03:47:55] Billy/rizon I also used alcohol whipes like a doctor lmao

[03:48:06] Billy/rizon and my favorite vein to hit was in my left hand behind my knuckles

[03:48:34] Billy/rizon (nobody bats an eye at a small red mark on your hand)

[03:49:03] Billy/rizon even that vein after 8 years of use is just fine

[03:49:12] Billy/rizon anywho

[03:49:18] Billy/rizon yeah fuck all that

[03:49:26] Billy/rizon also - scoring is stupidly overcomplicated, always

[03:49:34] Billy/rizon like

[03:49:36] Billy/rizon Sometimes, cos i had a car

[03:49:44] Billy/rizon I'd like - collect all the money from all the other addicts in my area

[03:49:51] Billy/rizon to go pick up a larger amount and divide it all up

[03:50:09] Billy/rizon and i'd have legit like hundreds of dollars

[03:50:22] Billy/rizon and still, i'd get told to wait and wait all fucking goddmaned day

[03:50:28] Billy/rizon llike bro take my money or ????

[03:50:43] Billy/rizon I do not

[03:50:44] Billy/rizon at all

[03:50:47] Billy/rizon miss a single thing

[03:50:53] Billy/rizon about being a heroin addict.

[03:51:42] Billy/rizon it becomes a goose chase to stay from getting sick

[03:51:45] Billy/rizon you dont even get high

[03:51:54] Billy/rizon cos when you score, you conserve - to prevent getting sick

[03:52:10] Billy/rizon fuck that shit so much lol

[03:52:33] Billy/rizon it fucked my brain up

[03:52:38] Billy/rizon it fucked my life up

[03:52:56] Billy/rizon i already had mental illness

[03:53:05] Billy/rizon when icame out of this it was x1000000

[03:53:53] Billy/rizon nuffin

[03:54:01] Billy/rizon bloggin about my past addiction to heroin

[03:54:07] Billy/rizon and how it sucked

[03:57:13] Billy/rizon fuck chasing the dragon I caught that motherfucker and tamed him, made him my pet

[03:59:48] Billy/rizon VLC Now Playing: Star Trek Enterprise Season 3 Episode 18 - Azati Prime.avi @ Length: 42mins 46secs

[04:00:24] Billy/rizon both

[04:00:33] Billy/rizon apples and oranges my dude

[04:01:14] Billy/rizon I love TOS.

[04:01:19] Billy/rizon I love TNG.

[04:01:27] Billy/rizon both captains are amazing for their own reaosns, but very different

[04:01:37] Billy/rizon apples and oranges

[04:01:40] Billy/rizon bot

[04:01:43] Billy/rizon both*

[04:02:11] Billy/rizon Iq didn't keep up with discovery

[04:02:24] Billy/rizon well i watch all the old stuff in a loop

[04:02:39] Billy/rizon before enterprise i was watching tng, finished that, before that it was TOS, before that it was DS9

[04:02:51] Billy/rizon when i am finished with enterprise i will go back to stargate for awhile, finish that

[04:02:57] Billy/rizon and then go back to ds9 and start it all over again

[04:03:05] Billy/rizon i have done this over and over in a loop for years

[04:03:23] Billy/rizon but

[04:03:30] Billy/rizon i also add stargate, and farscape to the loop

[04:03:42] Billy/rizon once i finsih all the trek i watch both stargates, and then farscape

[04:03:52] Billy/rizon and then start the trek loop again

[04:04:31] Billy/rizon mind your own business spock I'm tired of your half-breed interference do you hear?

[04:04:33] Billy/rizon mind your own business spock I'm tired of your half-breed interference do you hear?

[04:04:36] Billy/rizon ok what's that from c0ded

[04:04:44] Billy/rizon quick no google

[04:04:47] Billy/rizon gogogogoog

[04:04:48] Billy/rizon go

[04:05:02] Billy/rizon F

[04:05:29] Billy/rizon F

[04:05:33] Billy/rizon F-

[04:06:04] Billy/rizon !bang

[04:06:05] Billy/rizon !bang

[04:06:14] Billy/rizon why wont you answer me

[04:06:17] Billy/rizon wtf c0ded

[04:06:20] Billy/rizon i thought you knew all the liines

[04:06:31] Billy/rizon yeah ok

[04:06:34] Billy/rizon pffft

[04:06:40] Billy/rizon u lion

[04:07:20] Billy/rizon you dont gotta give me an episode number or name

[04:07:31] Billy/rizon jjust a small description of the episode that line is from

[04:07:46] Billy/rizon no.

[04:07:48] Billy/rizon incorrect.

[04:07:57] Billy/rizon ssee i know all the lines to -all- the series

[04:08:30] Billy/rizon It's something kirk said himself - and it's in the episode where he goes down to the planet where the guy has the machine that can make identical robotic clones

[04:08:59] Billy/rizon he says it because

[04:09:09] Billy/rizon no.

[04:09:13] Billy/rizon he says it because

[04:09:29] Billy/rizon he wants to implant that line into the clone they're making of him, into his mind

[04:09:37] Billy/rizon so when the clone goes to enterprise

[04:09:42] Billy/rizon he ends up saying it

[04:09:50] Billy/rizon and then spock hears it

[04:09:55] Billy/rizon and immediately knows it's not the real captain

[04:09:57] Billy/rizon ok

[04:09:59] Billy/rizon nvm then

[04:10:04] Billy/rizon im gonna get dinner

[04:17:35] Billy/rizon its dinnertime

[04:17:41] Billy/rizon eating commences

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