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Saturday, December 9, 2023

[02:48:25] JaxOff/rizon pharmaceutical companies are fucking evil

[02:49:17] JaxOff/rizon Fuck man. It's almost 6 hours later and I'm still super pissed.

[02:49:24] JaxOff/rizon Not good.

[02:50:12] JaxOff/rizon My roommate's mom who has cancer is a fucking cunt

[02:50:24] JaxOff/rizon And she's gonna hear it next time she has some ignorant shit to say to me

[02:51:24] JaxOff/rizon This woman stopped talking to her own child after she broke up with her husband. For years.

[02:51:31] JaxOff/rizon only started talking to him again because she had cancer and she had regrets

[02:51:37] JaxOff/rizon so then when she decides she can tell me how to be a fucking parent

[02:51:44] JaxOff/rizon I have nothing but contempt and a big old middle finger to put up

[02:52:18] JaxOff/rizon this woman has no fucking idea how many hoops I had to jump through just to be a parent just because my kid's mom decided to say that I am out of the picture

[02:52:34] JaxOff/rizon okay so it's even worse that I'm giving her son $350 of rent money early so that he can get his kids presents.

[02:52:38] JaxOff/rizon Her grandkids.

[02:52:47] JaxOff/rizon then she has the nerve to tell me that after I'm going to spend two grand on my kid for Christmas

[02:52:50] JaxOff/rizon that I'm doing it wrong

[02:52:56] JaxOff/rizon meanwhile this bitch didn't put up a fucking tree or Christmas presents in sight

[02:52:59] JaxOff/rizon no decorations

[02:53:03] JaxOff/rizon she ain't giving him money for the kids

[02:53:34] JaxOff/rizon If my roommate has anything ignorant to say I'm just leaving.

[02:53:43] JaxOff/rizon I didn't do shit wrong and all my problems are handled

[02:54:08] JaxOff/rizon Generally the term for this trauma response is ‘hypervigelence’. You cycle up into fight or flight at extremely slight provocation. This can be the time of day, the sound of traffic, voices, slamming doors etc

[02:54:08] JaxOff/rizon After a point, the body will get slowly desensitized to these every day triggers but usually this makes the trigger to fight or flight more intense when it happens. If you’re in a heightened state of hyper vigilance for a period of time a numbness sets in. The triggers don’t trigger as hard, it’s like getting used to being at a high altitude, if yo

[02:54:08] JaxOff/rizon u go to a slightly higher altitude your body has adapted to this new way of being and it has adapted with new coping mechanisms.

[02:54:08] JaxOff/rizon Fight or flight is a prey response made for short distances. After the body reacts, a time is necessary to repair. This is usually characterized by reactivation of the digestive tract (usually resulting in a need for sweet and/or fatty food) dealing with the large amount of increased stress hormones in the body and stabilizing blood pressure and he

[02:54:09] JaxOff/rizon art rate etc.

[02:54:16] JaxOff/rizon Tl;dr

[02:54:25] JaxOff/rizon Flight ir fight response is severe for me

[02:54:28] JaxOff/rizon She triggered it

[02:54:46] JaxOff/rizon I had to leave

[02:54:57] JaxOff/rizon I did it abruptly and with little to say

[02:55:37] JaxOff/rizon She doesn't get to talk to me like that again.

[02:55:48] JaxOff/rizon she had the nerve to try to continue and I looked at her and said no I'm not answering any more of your questions you're pressuring me

[02:55:53] JaxOff/rizon and then she tried to backpedal and say oh I'm not doing that

[02:55:56] JaxOff/rizon Fuck that.

[02:56:29] JaxOff/rizon Fr0sty I think you're a better person than me

[02:56:49] JaxOff/rizon I'm having a hard time feeling the things you're asking me to feel right now

[02:56:54] JaxOff/rizon but I do appreciate your effort

[02:57:09] JaxOff/rizon oh man I need to get off IRC again

[02:57:31] JaxOff/rizon People don't like when I talk to mucu

[02:57:33] JaxOff/rizon h*

[02:57:58] JaxOff/rizon Could be about anything, but 23 years of irc makes that fact inescapable for me.

[02:58:05] JaxOff/rizon Good night folks.

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