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[00:17:28] Jax/rizon I swapped tobacco for weed full time

[00:17:35] Jax/rizon that being said I smoke a lot of weed

[00:17:59] Jax/rizon oof

[01:27:11] Jax/rizon no u

[01:27:20] Jax/rizon They better be pecans too

[01:27:38] Jax/rizon helth

[03:20:37] Jax/rizon But also hello foxy

[03:24:33] Jax/rizon No

[03:24:45] Jax/rizon I can assure you there is a vast difference in your mental state knowing that you are comfortably able to afford things as opposed to needing to struggle to afford

[03:24:48] Jax/rizon then

[03:24:51] Jax/rizon them**

[03:25:20] Jax/rizon I was working out and being very healthy but the moment I lost my overtime and money became a chore

[03:25:26] Jax/rizon I stopped working out

[03:25:31] Jax/rizon I started isolating

[03:25:56] Jax/rizon obviously that's just personal experience from very recent history

[03:26:07] Jax/rizon but let's be real the world is built by rich men to control poor people

[03:26:15] Jax/rizon and if it can't control them it will take from them

[03:26:23] Jax/rizon Just look at Africa

[03:26:56] Jax/rizon anyway you guys should probably just ignore me because I'm probably correlating things that you were not talking about

[03:27:00] Jax/rizon :^)

[03:27:26] Jax/rizon well actually now that I think about it I stopped working out because I pulled a muscle in my neck

[03:27:33] Jax/rizon It just recently recovered

[03:27:54] Jax/rizon maybe it was me not working out that made me not want to be full of dopamine

[03:27:56] Jax/rizon HMM!

[03:28:41] Jax/rizon socraticDev I'll pooloock your mom

[03:28:59] Jax/rizon jk I wish good health to her

[04:29:15] Jax/rizon ...

[04:29:23] Jax/rizon that Network

[04:29:32] Jax/rizon I knew a Canadian woman who went to it

[04:29:56] Jax/rizon don't remember what name she used on the network but when she was on webnet

[04:30:07] Jax/rizon I think it was Sandra33 or something

[04:30:09] Jax/rizon that's not right

[04:30:23] Jax/rizon Ny memory is so poop

[04:30:27] Jax/rizon I liked her

[04:30:30] Jax/rizon But she got married

[04:31:18] Jax/rizon Anyway, anyone would recognize my name if they knew me

[04:31:31] Jax/rizon My memory is so poop I rely on this sometimes

[04:32:12] Jax/rizon That's a lot of cookies

[04:32:18] Jax/rizon Made with love no doubt

[04:32:23] Jax/rizon Well done

[04:32:53] Jax/rizon SRC: solenoid.rizon.net CMD: 718 DST: Jax EXTRA: slim ~uid603001@Rizon-D8BA068B.helmsley.irccloud.com ARG: is messaging you, and you are umode +g.

[04:33:17] Jax/rizon does anyone know who this is

[04:33:50] Jax/rizon ✓

[04:34:17] Jax/rizon I had Abuelita for the first time earlier this year

[04:34:21] Jax/rizon Wasn't bad

[05:35:16] Jax/rizon esjay

[05:35:22] Jax/rizon That's gonna be me at 65

[05:35:39] Jax/rizon hopefully not sooner

[05:35:48] Jax/rizon don't hit your head hard a lot

[05:36:36] Jax/rizon I am already slightly slipping on some things

[15:43:47] Jax/rizon Good morning, folks

[15:43:53] Jax/rizon Time for a poop and some coffee

[15:44:06] Jax/rizon Absolutely

[15:44:13] Jax/rizon No 90's poops for me

[15:44:57] Jax/rizon Anyway, I only irc on my phone right now so it is always portable

[18:01:37] Jax/rizon lmao

[18:01:52] Jax/rizon As if to highlight exactly how unlucky I am lately my check is now an hour late

[18:15:10] Jax/rizon Well

[18:15:18] Jax/rizon If I don't get my check I'm super screwed

[18:15:31] Jax/rizon It's the week before Christmas, no one's trying to loan me money

[18:15:48] Jax/rizon Insurance due today

[18:16:34] Jax/rizon My check will be approximately $492

[18:16:49] Jax/rizon Really, 491.99

[18:17:09] Jax/rizon I can scavenge for now

[18:17:43] Jax/rizon I get paid weekly, and this is my short check

[18:18:10] Jax/rizon I'll have it sorted somehow

[18:18:13] Jax/rizon Always do

[18:20:17] Jax/rizon Ironically I didn't get paid a check last December by these guys either on time

[18:20:41] Jax/rizon lol

[18:21:44] Jax/rizon Meanwhile I'm over here, just left all my irc channels and gaming groups and discord servers, cut ties with an old "friend", and got brtrayed and reported for an xbox chat ban of three days by my old red dead allies, which are now alsontrying their best to hunt me

[18:22:03] Jax/rizon Got my kid and my sister and like 5 friends

[18:22:11] Jax/rizon Just tired of people

[18:22:57] Jax/rizon Yes. I am really trying my best to not dart out. Nothing personal against anyone here, you're all great.

[18:23:21] Jax/rizon I just know I have a problem and I'll only make myself more sad and frustrated by putting people in my life

[18:26:32] Jax/rizon At the end of the day as long as I can make sure my kid smiles at me because she's safe and happy and wants to see me

[18:26:48] Jax/rizon That's all I need right now

[18:27:27] Jax/rizon That's about the only thing I have derived real joy from in years

[18:27:33] Jax/rizon That's okay

[18:27:42] Jax/rizon It's not like I am upset

[18:28:03] Jax/rizon Just sick of people and don't want to go crazy by entirely isolating

[18:28:37] Jax/rizon It's been a pretty standard theme

[18:28:56] Jax/rizon lol I think I was

[18:29:04] Jax/rizon Maybe am still

[18:29:25] Jax/rizon Yes

[18:29:33] Jax/rizon I do

[18:29:46] Jax/rizon I cut out everyone else because I don't appreciate them

[18:30:17] Jax/rizon lol

[18:30:23] Jax/rizon You know what you're talking about

[18:30:32] Jax/rizon Trust isn't going to be forthcoming that easily

[18:30:56] Jax/rizon I don't trust people to do three things:

[18:30:59] Jax/rizon Understand

[18:31:12] Jax/rizon Act against evil

[18:31:32] Jax/rizon Move past their own needs

[18:31:46] Jax/rizon I don't

[18:32:02] Jax/rizon I put them on myself and have those expectations falsely for others

[18:32:15] Jax/rizon And I am too socially retarded and brain damaged to

[18:32:18] Jax/rizon remember it

[18:32:24] Jax/rizon My brain is literally degrading

[18:32:35] Jax/rizon I am changing

[18:32:50] Jax/rizon I don't want to make it anyone's problem

[18:33:34] Jax/rizon I just need to be a parent and make sure my kid isn't a stripper and not be batshit

[18:34:35] Jax/rizon I fell off an building and have been hit by a bat

[18:34:47] Jax/rizon 2 years ago I passed out and ripped my face open

[18:34:59] Jax/rizon That's happened twice in the last 10 years

[18:35:15] Jax/rizon My memory is slipping

[18:35:26] Jax/rizon I go through aggressive swings

[18:35:48] Jax/rizon lol

[18:35:56] Jax/rizon I am lucky I'm alive

[18:36:18] Jax/rizon If I knew I was gonna be like this I would not have had a kid

[18:36:25] Jax/rizon I feel so guilty about that

[18:36:42] Jax/rizon Anyway fuck all this

[18:36:53] Jax/rizon I just need to figure out gas and food right nkw

[18:36:54] Jax/rizon now*

[18:37:19] Jax/rizon It's been a dumb year for me too

[18:37:25] Jax/rizon Good and bad

[18:37:47] Jax/rizon Everything will be fine after the new year

[18:38:00] Jax/rizon :)

[18:38:12] Jax/rizon I got a home and doggos and a car and a nice bed

[18:38:37] Jax/rizon decent job where I don't do shit and will be in charge soon

[18:39:04] Jax/rizon Which is more stress. I will secrectly have my friend help me with some stuff when he transfers to my post

[18:39:34] Jax/rizon I'll hwve to set a lot of reminders lol

[18:39:40] Jax/rizon Sticky notes

[18:40:15] Jax/rizon My kid's 10, soon she'll be a teenager and by the time she is an adult my situation will be more obvious

[18:41:00] Jax/rizon I don't want her to feel like she has to worry about me as she's trying to figure out her own life

[18:41:16] Jax/rizon So I need to work a lot and leave her things that will make.it easier for both of us

[18:41:43] Jax/rizon It's hard not to feel overwhelmed sometimes

[18:42:05] Jax/rizon anyway I'm going to shut up

[18:42:09] Jax/rizon you guys have a good day

[18:42:19] Jax/rizon I gotta figure out stuff

[22:14:32] Jax/rizon :)

[22:14:41] Jax/rizon well I officially got told that I will be sitting in the guard shack

[22:15:43] Jax/rizon They told me there will be a:

[22:15:44] Jax/rizon Tv

[22:15:57] Jax/rizon Shitter, internet, fridge, microwave.

[22:16:02] Jax/rizon Counter top

[22:22:46] Jax/rizon Speaking of porn

[22:22:55] Jax/rizon I have to make sure the coworkers know

[22:23:01] Jax/rizon No porn on xompany internet

[22:23:11] Jax/rizon company*

[22:23:17] Jax/rizon I don't want to have to have that conversation with these people

[22:23:22] Jax/rizon lol

[22:29:38] Jax/rizon I have a PHD

[22:29:41] Jax/rizon Pretty

[22:29:43] Jax/rizon Huge

[22:29:49] Jax/rizon Dog

[22:30:30] Jax/rizon Yeah one sec

[22:34:59] Jax/rizon Doggos:

[22:35:02] Jax/rizon https://ibb.co/60mtGKN

[22:35:02] Jax/rizon https://ibb.co/68GMQKS

[22:35:02] Jax/rizon https://ibb.co/HdHxcnr

[22:35:15] Jax/rizon Hello wez

[22:36:52] Jax/rizon The little black one doesn't really live with us right now

[22:37:05] Jax/rizon Probably again after dude's mom dies from her cancer

[22:42:00] Jax/rizon lmfao

[22:42:08] Jax/rizon in order to view that picture I had to confirm I was over 18

[22:42:09] Jax/rizon wtf

[22:42:17] Jax/rizon did you slip a hidden dick in there or something

[22:42:27] Jax/rizon I didn't think so

[22:42:30] Jax/rizon lol

[22:42:39] Jax/rizon yeah that was pretty weird

[22:42:49] Jax/rizon I can plainly see there's nothing wrong with the picture

[22:43:08] Jax/rizon imgur trolling

[22:43:27] Jax/rizon I love doggos :)

[22:44:23] Jax/rizon lol

[22:44:53] Jax/rizon I forgot I have a potato

[22:46:31] Jax/rizon if anybody comes asking about me tell them I don't like hookers

[22:47:08] Jax/rizon I can't say I've ever played it much but I do enjoy cards

[22:47:42] Jax/rizon haven't really played many card games since I was a teenager

[22:47:55] Jax/rizon I'm okay with fishing hooks

[22:48:42] Jax/rizon lol

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