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[01:52:30] [_]/rizon mud

[01:52:54] [_]/rizon hi

[01:53:47] [_]/rizon i'm illeterate

[01:53:48] [_]/rizon sorry

[01:54:16] [_]/rizon i can see, speak, read anything

[01:54:32] [_]/rizon reminds me of daffy duck

[01:54:45] [_]/rizon i cant read

[01:55:02] [_]/rizon slander and calumny

[01:55:03] [_]/rizon i can't

[01:55:43] [_]/rizon displays for me fine

[01:56:33] [_]/rizon hmm

[02:00:44] [_]/rizon mud

[02:00:47] [_]/rizon mud was fun

[02:00:58] [_]/rizon almost got payed to play it once upoin a time

[02:01:02] [_]/rizon different life

[02:01:36] [_]/rizon no

[02:06:00] [_]/rizon hop on deez nuts!

[02:07:50] [_]/rizon :)

[02:11:29] [_]/rizon im at your desktop too!

[02:13:23] [_]/rizon da fak

[02:14:32] [_]/rizon im listining to ttng again

[02:15:42] [_]/rizon deeeeeeesnuts

[02:16:07] [_]/rizon pew pew

[02:16:19] [_]/rizon pew pew

[02:17:15] [_]/rizon yourself

[02:17:19] [_]/rizon your purpose

[02:17:24] [_]/rizon your soulmate

[02:17:28] [_]/rizon lots to look for

[02:18:18] [_]/rizon s/hotel/brothel/

[02:18:35] [_]/rizon said whois!

[02:18:40] [_]/rizon not whereis!

[02:19:03] [_]/rizon apparently answer to whereis is philadelphia

[02:20:14] [_]/rizon i had the cheese steak from there, it was okay

[02:20:36] [_]/rizon against his religion

[02:21:05] [_]/rizon s//cock/

[02:21:09] [_]/rizon hmm

[02:22:17] [_]/rizon escape this reality

[02:22:41] [_]/rizon eval(uation)

[02:29:11] [_]/rizon .yt ttng i'll take the minute snake

[09:29:41] [_]/rizon ADMIRAL yup cock!

[09:31:15] [_]/rizon I can spit in your direction twice in the time you load that

[09:31:34] [_]/rizon you can hope my spit isn't venomous

[09:31:50] [_]/rizon no

[09:31:55] [_]/rizon sounds gay

[09:43:42] [_]/rizon listen to some ttng

[09:43:53] [_]/rizon .ttng adventure stamina live

[09:44:08] [_]/rizon .yt ttng adventure stamina live

[09:45:00] [_]/rizon only 5 mins and worth it

[09:46:00] [_]/rizon i was listining to breakcore / trauma core fofr that

[09:46:06] [_]/rizon repeat music for working

[09:46:11] [_]/rizon no vocals ideally

[09:46:24] [_]/rizon but i bifurcated from it!

[09:46:32] [_]/rizon neat

[09:46:40] [_]/rizon i used to not listen to things on repeat but now i do

[09:46:48] [_]/rizon getting older or something. neurons getting old in the brain

[09:46:56] [_]/rizon likes patterns and routines it seems

[09:47:20] [_]/rizon humans tend to it when they are withdrawing

[09:47:26] [_]/rizon :)

[10:13:11] [_]/rizon ive been very annoyed lately

[10:13:14] [_]/rizon not angry

[10:13:17] [_]/rizon but upset a lot

[10:13:49] [_]/rizon yes

[10:14:03] [_]/rizon i think a lot of things was changing for me

[10:14:12] [_]/rizon and i needed some predictability too

[10:14:21] [_]/rizon so i got mad and cut out uncertanity from life

[10:14:29] [_]/rizon cut out some irl people and some irc people

[10:14:42] [_]/rizon left a server

[10:14:47] [_]/rizon left half channels :)

[10:14:54] [_]/rizon told the girl i have crush on to fuck off as well

[10:15:01] [_]/rizon aint nobody got time for uncertainity

[10:15:13] [_]/rizon fifel, ah

[10:15:17] [_]/rizon comunication issues :(

[10:15:23] [_]/rizon Frogorg, i agree

[10:16:03] [_]/rizon sounds like not that ideal of relationship

[10:16:29] [_]/rizon the girl i like kinda figured out all my buttons..

[10:16:32] [_]/rizon and i was like :D

[10:16:38] [_]/rizon but then she started pushing them

[10:16:45] [_]/rizon not sure to find limit or for shit and giggles

[10:16:51] [_]/rizon but can't have that in life

[10:17:02] [_]/rizon fifel, did you have therapy?

[10:17:13] [_]/rizon it's super untoxic till the button pressing.. so sad

[10:17:24] [_]/rizon she is an absolute mood stabalizer otherwise

[10:17:42] [_]/rizon Yeah, pretty adult of you to see issue, try to fix and move on when it doesn't work

[10:17:51] [_]/rizon oh

[10:18:02] [_]/rizon sounds like it wasn't an easy journey but a lot of self discovery

[10:18:22] [_]/rizon Not in a bad way, but it's nice to hear about "reality" this way

[10:18:33] [_]/rizon remimnds me just jumping into any relationship won't make me happy

[10:18:40] [_]/rizon i can be worse off in a relationship than i am now

[10:18:41] [_]/rizon !!

[10:18:50] [_]/rizon ah that part is hard

[10:19:04] [_]/rizon women who grew up in USA post 90s seem to be that way...

[10:20:00] [_]/rizon idk, men aren't that great according to women post 90s

[10:20:14] [_]/rizon so maybe animals

[10:20:22] [_]/rizon humans seem a lost cause

[10:21:18] [_]/rizon I will not end up wit everyone

[10:21:24] [_]/rizon too much damage here :)

[10:21:27] [_]/rizon noone*

[10:21:39] [_]/rizon 12

[10:22:44] [_]/rizon fifel, ah sorry to hear

[10:22:48] [_]/rizon 0 relationships here

[10:22:57] [_]/rizon too broken to get into a broken one even

[10:23:14] [_]/rizon lol

[10:23:30] [_]/rizon i like a girl and i am not willing to stay "friends" with her

[10:23:36] [_]/rizon is why i am putting distance between her and me

[10:23:44] [_]/rizon so we're on polar opposite situation

[10:24:11] [_]/rizon i cant be friends wit someone i like

[10:24:16] [_]/rizon yeah i did it 2 weeks ago

[10:24:29] [_]/rizon it felt like closure > holding on to what might have been

[10:24:58] [_]/rizon Frogorg, i did that recently

[10:25:13] [_]/rizon woman with kid, calls me and tells me she love me etc

[10:25:31] [_]/rizon she has $ so she was throwing that in

[10:25:37] [_]/rizon i set boundry there too

[10:25:45] [_]/rizon told her we can talk but noting else

[10:25:57] [_]/rizon Frogorg, how do you know she is into you though?

[10:26:18] [_]/rizon fifel, i keep having those

[10:26:25] [_]/rizon girls who don't want to date but are dtf

[10:26:35] [_]/rizon and i have anxiety around this stuff ... ;_;

[10:26:44] [_]/rizon so i can't even talk kto these girls once they say they want casual sex

[10:26:56] [_]/rizon Frogorg, i had a girl do all that

[10:27:10] [_]/rizon and then tell me she wanted to stay single

[10:27:18] [_]/rizon she was dtf but didnt wanna date it seems

[10:27:26] [_]/rizon fifel, what

[10:27:31] [_]/rizon they start with sex?

[10:27:42] [_]/rizon wtf..

[10:27:50] [_]/rizon i dont think that would work for me

[10:27:58] [_]/rizon idk if i wanna fuck random girls idk

[10:28:02] [_]/rizon idk where they have been etc

[10:28:04] [_]/rizon pass!

[10:28:13] [_]/rizon oh

[10:28:20] [_]/rizon thahts a tall order

[10:28:25] [_]/rizon find girls with interesting personality who also wanna fuck me

[10:28:47] [_]/rizon yes Frogorg being explicit is good

[10:28:51] [_]/rizon not waste anyones time

[10:28:55] [_]/rizon and everynoe on the same page

[10:28:58] [_]/rizon i like it

[10:29:02] [_]/rizon leading on is never good

[10:29:05] [_]/rizon for guy or girl

[10:29:53] [_]/rizon i felt excited till i learned about her casual tastes

[10:30:04] [_]/rizon anyways, i have cut off enough people

[10:30:08] [_]/rizon including that girl

[10:30:17] [_]/rizon hopefully it's not too awakard at work xD

[10:30:30] [_]/rizon yeah.. seems like usa is like that too, mostly

[10:30:38] [_]/rizon just born in the wrong time, unfortunately

[10:30:46] [_]/rizon hmm?

[10:30:57] [_]/rizon is that the thing around 30 when they suddently dont like casualyt

[10:30:59] [_]/rizon hookups

[10:31:08] [_]/rizon but looking for a "prodivder"?

[10:31:12] [_]/rizon cause i am starting to find a lot of those now

[10:31:44] [_]/rizon i dont

[10:31:52] [_]/rizon i refuse to play their game

[10:31:59] [_]/rizon they wanna fuck around while in their prime

[10:32:36] [_]/rizon huh..

[10:32:37] [_]/rizon lol

[10:32:50] [_]/rizon seems like you're far more adjusted to modern women than i'll ever be

[10:38:46] [_]/rizon I found out some dude (i think?) i met in college is involved in tyoe of music scene i listen to

[10:38:55] [_]/rizon met the person for coffee just to socialize

[10:38:59] [_]/rizon what are the chances?

[10:39:04] [_]/rizon person is coming to meet me at work

[10:39:16] [_]/rizon im gonna casually mention that i'd pay for some guitar lessons

[10:39:33] [_]/rizon would be kinda nice if this woks out this way :)

[10:39:56] [_]/rizon girls prefer it when you call it clitoris is think

[10:46:48] [_]/rizon my phone doesn't work too well as a tuner :(

[10:49:34] [_]/rizon pew pew

[10:49:47] [_]/rizon pew pew

[10:49:57] [_]/rizon pew pew

[16:48:18] [_]/rizon oh shit

[16:48:21] [_]/rizon i feel bored

[16:48:29] [_]/rizon haven't felt tis is likek 5 months

[16:48:31] [_]/rizon not bored

[16:48:33] [_]/rizon exhausted?

[16:48:34] [_]/rizon lol

[16:48:36] [_]/rizon idk what this is

[16:48:46] [_]/rizon i'll convert you into a VB6

[16:48:52] [_]/rizon oh..

[16:48:56] [_]/rizon oh right covid is around

[16:49:00] [_]/rizon and i was around sick people

[16:49:01] [_]/rizon FUCK

[16:49:14] [_]/rizon FUCK

[16:49:18] [_]/rizon no

[16:49:24] [_]/rizon i had OG covid probably

[16:49:27] [_]/rizon gave up on testing then

[16:49:41] [_]/rizon :( my break is ending in 2 days too

[16:49:47] [_]/rizon first time hurt me too

[16:50:43] [_]/rizon hmm no i have sick days i could take

[16:50:48] [_]/rizon i have pto too

[16:50:52] [_]/rizon this is just random company break

[16:51:10] [_]/rizon there is no hard limit for this company

[16:51:24] [_]/rizon if you have surgery or such, you get few weeks

[16:51:39] [_]/rizon im in a fairly decent company

[16:52:07] [_]/rizon oh there are those kinda pays that can kick in

[16:52:11] [_]/rizon generally not worth it

[19:23:04] [_]/rizon ;)

[19:33:14] [_]/rizon ;)

[19:33:36] [_]/rizon santa gay cause mrs caluse has bigger dick

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