Saturday, January 20, 2024
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Angel/rizon
[reddit] Comment by Electronic-Pool-7458 | 6762 points | Posted at 2024-01-19 - 17:58:05GMT | People are encouraged to reach out and ask for help when they are struggling with mental health - but still stigmatised if they have mental illness.
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mrinfinity/rizon
"People are encouraged to reach out and ask for help when they are struggling with mental health - but still stigmatised if they have mental illness."
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
also men who will literally do anything except go to therapy
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mrinfinity/rizon
its sickening. the way I was looked at/treated caused me to go even more bonkers
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mrinfinity/rizon
yeah, most men. i stopped going because it seemed like I had all the answers within already (we all do) and they'd agree that I had a good head on my shoulders. nothing to battle the 'how can i get out of bed today'
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mrinfinity/rizon
but I've met REALLY mentally ill people, i dont know how they manage i really dont
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TheFatherMind/rizon
I was supposed to go to therapy for anger issues... but really I did not like doing that so I would avoid it... and "some people" would try to get me to go...
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TheFatherMind/rizon
Actually I did not. But I did take court appointed anger managment classes for a year.. and that helped a lot.
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TheFatherMind/rizon
APARENTLY chasing a stranger around with a sword is frowned upon.
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
i tend to try to help people go through the process but generally those people didnt want actual help, they wanted me to enable them. the ones that actually wanted the help, actually did get better (after whatever ordeal)
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Serion/rizon
this is the third message online in 5 minutes encouraging me to talk to someone if im depressed
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Jax/rizon
I love watching shitty people try to be shitty and then just get FUCKING DESTROYED and proceed to get mad
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TheFatherMind/rizon
I have a daughter with anger issues. It seems one of the symptoms of having anger issues is denying it.
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TheFatherMind/rizon
And even if you get them to admit it.. they just reset overnight somehow.
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ski/rizon
. o O ( "Is It Me?" by The Living Tombstone in 2021-09-28 at <https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qhQN_kSyMQc&list=PL5-WT4DlkvgpZCLKZuDSgwbsY7jRBlkGw&index=4>, for the game "In Sound Mind" We Create Stuff,Modus )
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Jax/rizon
<TKO> Snew: didn't you get a 15 year old girl to send you panties you pedo cunt
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mrinfinity/rizon
take 28 grams of mushrooms and go through ego death, cry through your problems to face them and then land in your eternal abyss of suffering as an enlightened, renewed spirit
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mrinfinity/rizon
I don't hope you have a good time, I hope you have a bad one
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TheFatherMind/rizon
Serion if you are depress you should talk about it and get help. It will not go away on its own. It will only get worse.
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Jax/rizon
<Snew> tko no, but you got a 15 yr old to send you nudes
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AACEAC/rizon
joined #computertech
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
that moment where you realize you aint shit, nobody owes you anything, and you are literally not going to matter in 100 years... literally.
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Jax/rizon
For the record, TKO e-dated zim when she was 15
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Jax/rizon
The clap back was hella on point.
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teddybearcell/rizon
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ski/rizon
. o O ( "Swords, not words!" -- Minsc,"Baldur's Gate" )
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mrinfinity/rizon
yeah thats part of ego death, the best part is knowing there's more to this reality and we 'attract certain realities' somehow... magically
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TheFatherMind/rizon
For me it was accepting that I am not always going to win.. and being the loser is okay because there can only be one winner.. even if I am right.
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Jax/rizon
Then TKO just got mad at him lol
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DuckHunt/rizon
TheFatherMind > *BANG* You shot down the duck in 1.917s, which makes you a total of 1438 ducks on #computertech. \_X< *KWAK* [10 xp]
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mrinfinity/rizon
the horrible realization that you are but a miniscule blip, but a consciousness behind the avatar is scary shit
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
i need to figure out the part of my reality where i stop attracting psychos
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mrinfinity/rizon
I've been in the reality where its been miracle after miracle after miracle after miracle of no way that happened no way this is happening for like a week straight
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mrinfinity/rizon
im trying to bounce out of this one and get back there
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wez/rizon
And my daughter is grown taller by 2 inches. I know this because she no longer fits under the fridge door, so when I opened it today and she was next to it....
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
i think we are all in that same realty though and the economy is connected to that too
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Angel/rizon
wez meant to say: And my daughter has grown taller by 2 inches. I know this because she no longer fits under the fridge door, so when I opened it today and she was next to it....
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mrinfinity/rizon
i learned to use my power to bait people in to believing in themselves
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
yeah it kinda sucks, definitely got the weird magnet big time
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mrinfinity/rizon
boops GrungeBarbie on the nose
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mrinfinity/rizon
puts up ninja mask
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ski/rizon
"attract certain realities" ?
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
trying to be that way myself but usually people just want me to do everything for them once i tell them how to
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
like what the fuck, did most of us never actually grow up or something
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wez/rizon
ski: Yup, that wasn't her reaction though. She looked confused at first then looked at me and giggled
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mrinfinity/rizon
that's because you have a healer spirit but have a hard time loving yourself
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mrinfinity/rizon
aphilophrenia - luciferous legolepsy, the feeling of being unloved unwanted, not good enough
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mrinfinity/rizon
speaking of which bbiab meditating, ski can offer some words of wisdom, too
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wez/rizon
mrinfinity: That's pretty sus
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wez/rizon
GrungeBarbie: Happy Saturday!! It's nearly lunch time
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Echo_C/rizon
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Internets/rizon
:: YouTube Skunks vs. the Fridge :: (01:12) :: Views 13,341 :: Rating [+] 73 likes [+] 73 likes [-] 0 dislikes [-] 0 dislikes ::
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ski/rizon
used to chat with this guy, once in a while
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wez/rizon
GrungeBarbie: I am an Aussie!
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ski/rizon
Ozzie's a character in "Chrono Trigger", iirc
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wez/rizon
ski: Also a ex-member of Black Sabbath
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Angel/rizon
wez meant to say: ski: Also an ex-member of Black Sabbath
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wez/rizon
Serion: I hope not, deadly and I are pals, just ask him :P
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wez/rizon
He's probably on Discord
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Serion/rizon
the fuck you gunna have RIP deadly as the MOTD
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Serion/rizon
and not expect this fuckin panic LOL
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wez/rizon
h4: Do you have to charge?
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CoolKevin/rizon
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
wez: well that's cool. we have lots of your folks around here
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
i think i have the rom on my old iMac before they went 64 bit... still works too! The time to play it escapes me sadly.
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
i mean a little... girls are pretty but i dont wanna fuck them
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wez/rizon
GrungeBarbie: They are good people
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wez/rizon
Sometimes a bit rough around the edges, depending on their upbringing, but the ame could be said with anyone
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Serion/rizon
reminds me of that hit song by oingo boingo
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
i had a friend have me try to join it and i was getting a-banned
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wez/rizon
GrungeBarbie: It is here too, ##aussies
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DuckHunt/rizon
Serion > *BANG* You shot down the duck in 22.64s, which makes you a total of 11 ducks on #computertech. You are promoted to level 4 (duck misser). \_X< *KWAK* [10 xp]
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
that might be why i was originially joining because they asked to see if i could go in there
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
i know the libera one got shut down but there was one other i think
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wez/rizon
there's one on freenode still too
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wez/rizon
that also wasn't shutdown
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wez/rizon
only the libera one because the staffers are hypocritical arseholes
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
15:24:34 ← You were kicked by ChanServ: You are not permitted to be on this channel.
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wez/rizon
Yeah, it has always been a doulbe #
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Jax/rizon
These guys bitch at me for having mulitple nicks that I never hid myself with
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Jax/rizon
So I finally did just that
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
oh ok they asked me to try it and see if it worked. they probably thought they were banned and not auto
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wez/rizon
THat channel is unafilliated with the one on freenode or libera
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Jax/rizon
Conclusion: People hate my identity
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ski/rizon
. o O ( "Derelict Factory - Chrono Trigger" <https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AxSh7M_lFzI> ; "Chrono Trigger (SNES) OST Full Soundtrack + Gameplay" <https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EeOexldS2B8> ; "Chrono Trigger Arranged Soundtrack Collection" <https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fYudO5FKgyc> )
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
well they weren't even aussies so idk what they wanted there
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Jax/rizon
I'll reiterate: People that are not genuine hate my identity
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Jax/rizon
Yeah, they see my name and lose their shit
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Jax/rizon
Litery had 6 people trying to drag me down at the same time earlier, unsuccessfully lol
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Jax/rizon
They see the name Jax and lose their minds
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Internets/rizon
:: YouTube Album: Chrono Trigger - Chrono Symphonic - [OverClocked Remix Album] :: (01:26:20) :: Views 860,460 :: Rating [+] 6,574 likes [+] 6,574 likes [-] 0 dislikes [-] 0 dislikes ::
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Jax/rizon
you know what he wasn't on my ass, no
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wez/rizon
GrungeBarbie: Berg has told Chanserv to ban and kick people out of that channel, he wants you to join the ## one instead
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
ski i wanted to badly to go to this zelda symphony thing but it was really hard to get tickets
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Jax/rizon
truth, the server shithole
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wez/rizon
Jax: Wht's wrong with Jax? Is it racially offensive?
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Jax/rizon
No, they just hate that I am confident
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wez/rizon
Jax: oh truth is terrible, don't go there
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ski/rizon
GrungeBarbie : yea .. sucks :/
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Jax/rizon
I tried to explain that's what life experience does for you
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Jax/rizon
But they think I am trying to be better than them
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wez/rizon
Jax: As I mentioned earlier in this channel, truth is libera, with all of the toxic people in charge
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Jax/rizon
I told them if they feel that I am better than them it must be true because that's ehy they're salty
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
ive at least been able to get along with libera staff which is nice but i miss the old freenode staffers from ... before days
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Jax/rizon
wez I only go there because it feels like there no two-faced people there
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wez/rizon
GrungeBarbie: I was k-lined for warning the staffers that their attitudes on bullying is against Swedish law and could get them shutdown. I was k-lined for warning them on their own toxic behavour will be their undoing. I am just waiting for the network to get shutdown.
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
i only frequent channels on libera that moved from freenode so at least it's all the same people (the ones that are left, sadly)
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Jax/rizon
I have gone to many channels
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Jax/rizon
And it's only the ones where I make friends that disappointed me
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Jax/rizon
Because then they reject me eventually
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Jax/rizon
Part of why I stay kinda scarce sometimes
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ski/rizon
was recently blown away by "Green Beret" <https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v8UBY8Yj9c0>,"Wizball" <https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PTSUR3RHh9M>,"Transmission64 concert" <https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BxgpBcXpbpk>, by Reyn Ouwehand
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wez/rizon
11:38 -!- You are banned from this server- Legal threats are not acceptable on Libera Chat. Please email bans@libera.chat for further information. (2023/3/24 15.44)
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wez/rizon
11:38 -!- ERROR Closing Link: (*** Banned )
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Jax/rizon
Is Alive the owner of that server?
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
honestly tomaw, kloeri, christel were always pleasant with me, i cant say as much for the rest but also jess and el have been reasonable with me (though i've heard differing opinions)
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wez/rizon
prussian: a Snitch? No such thing
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wez/rizon
prussian: DOing your civic duty is nothing being a snitch
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wez/rizon
prussian: plus, I only warned them, I didn't go behind their backs and contact the authorities
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Angel/rizon
wez meant to say: prussian: DOing your civic duty is not being a snitch
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
i had an interesting conversation with andrew lee in which i explained to him that he can't just assume supreme executive power just because some watery tart (christel) threw a sword at him
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wez/rizon
GrungeBarbie: Snitching isn't a thing. It's invented by people doing the wrong thing wanting to get away with it, it entirely their actions that have put themselves in that position, not the person trying to make others aware of the issue
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
there's a certain degree to that, but i agree with you fundamentally
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wez/rizon
GrungeBarbie: Snitched on me? I was talking directly to the IRC staffers
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
there's snitching just to try to find shit on someone because you want them to fail, and then there's snitching because of something serious like you know murder and shit
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
oh wez ok then i guess i didnt have the context and thought it was something else
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wez/rizon
If someone breaks into my house and I know them I would contact them first. If they refused to return my items I would goto police. Is that being a snitch?
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
frankly if someone breaks into my house theyre going to jail anyway :D
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wez/rizon
GrungeBarbie: If a person constantly does burn outs in my street (where my kids play near), and I have asked them not to, and they either threaten me or do more burn outs, and I then contact police, am I being a snitch?
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
probably not. i wish we had a better social system in which that shit is not publicly looked away from, but pressured into being more decent people!
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
but that in itself is a slippery slope that i'm not gonna traverse today :P
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wez/rizon
GrungeBarbie: What if I posted the burn outs on social media including their full address and phone number (if I had it)? ANd not contact police? Is that still snitching?
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
probably goes against doxing rules on the social media platform most likely.
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mrinfinity/rizon
irc not hard. director -> operations -> regular staff -> community leaders as staff -> uphold policy and individual community values -> don't piss off operations staff, operations get final say
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wez/rizon
GrungeBarbie: ah, so you can't name and shame on social media anymore?
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wez/rizon
mrinfinity: what ya cookin'?
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mrinfinity/rizon
maybe just fried sammiches, too lethargic for anything else
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
i can't say i do much social media these days. things have gotten to abhorrent levels.
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Internets/rizon
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
i have some facebook friends who have some excellent quality memery though :P
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therock247uk
slaps ComputerTech around a bit with a large trout
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therock247uk/rizon
hugs the pankakes
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mrinfinity/rizon
no butter when frying, mayo on outside to toast bread
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GrungeBarbie/rizon
if i want to have that turkey roast for dinner i better put it in the oven soon
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ComputerTech/rizon
sips his beer in the corner
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DuckHunt/rizon
Frightened by so much noise, the duck fled. ·°'`'°-.,¸¸.·°'`
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mrinfinity/rizon
rolls in gatling gun
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Jax/rizon
If someone breaks into my house they better hope I don't find out
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Jax/rizon
I'm better at it than them
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Jax/rizon
And I am good at hunting people too
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Jax/rizon
I didn't say I eat them lol
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Jax/rizon
Took me less than 2 hours to find one guy in a city of 20,000
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Jax/rizon
Unfortunately the cops PULLED IN TO GET HIM as I got there
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Jax/rizon
Fucking piece of shit robbed my dying friend
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Jax/rizon
I was furious and he was scared for good reason
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Jax/rizon
The dogs in the house aren't built to hurt people, and that's a great thing
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Jax/rizon
I can do it just fine tho
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Jax/rizon
My house got broken into a few times in my day
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Jax/rizon
The last time it happened there were 6 people present and I said I was prepared to go to prison right now if they didn't give me what I wanted
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Jax/rizon
They gave me what I wanted
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wez/rizon
phonekait: All people are welcome here, even sheepfuckers
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wez/rizon
SOrry, I meant alledge sheepfuckers in reference to ComputerTech
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wez/rizon
It hasn't been confirmed
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Jax/rizon
Just some things that had sentimental value
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wez/rizon
but even if it was, phonekait, ComputerTech can stay
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Jax/rizon
you see that same dying friend had left me to squat in that place
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Quotes/rizon
[Quote] The search returned a lot of results, output will be sent by notice.
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wez/rizon
Jax: How many automatic weapons did the robbers have?
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wez/rizon
Is that because if they get caught they will get a harsher charge?
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wez/rizon
Or are they ill-prepared to rob your house/
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Jax/rizon
They were drunk and I was trained how to fight,. muscular, and fucking pissed
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Jax/rizon
They knew they didn't want to try
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wez/rizon
Jax: I mean they didn't have any?
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Jax/rizon
they did it when I was out of town
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Quotes/rizon
[Quote] #302 added by foxy 1 year 1 week 5 days 23 hours 37 minutes 60 seconds ago.
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Quotes/rizon
[Quote] <sheep> bahhh, bahhhhhhhhh, ComputerTech fucked me <sheep> bahhhhhh
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mrinfinity/rizon
sorry, had to say my own nickname because when I talk to foxy the lady ignores me
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wez/rizon
right, I am off now! cyas!
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ComputerTech/rizon
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Angel/rizon
ComputerTech: I'll pass that on when foxy is around.
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mrinfinity/rizon
it's almost as if i can hear foxy now... so distant..... so challenging
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ComputerTech/rizon
hands therock247uk a budweiser
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therock247uk
sips :D
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ComputerTech/rizon
hands End3r some beers in pm
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ComputerTech/rizon
hands End3r a magners
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wez/rizon
ComputerTech: Does your bro have an Irish bar? Or is it not a themed bar?
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eskimo/rizon
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eskimo/rizon
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ComputerTech/rizon
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eskimo/rizon
slaps ComputerTech around a bit with a large trout
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eskimo/rizon
slaps End3r around a bit with a large trout
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bao33/rizon
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ComputerTech/rizon
uses eskimo like a ragdoll armed with a stuffed animal
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ComputerTech/rizon
thumps eskimo furiously with a plastic bat
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ComputerTech/rizon
swats eskimo with all their might using a rolled-up newspaper
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ComputerTech/rizon
beats eskimo gently brandishing a rubber chicken
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ComputerTech/rizon
bops eskimo something else here clutching a wet noodle
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ComputerTech/rizon
slaps eskimo in jest flaunting a balloon animal
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ComputerTech/rizon
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ComputerTech/rizon
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ComputerTech/rizon
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ComputerTech/rizon
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phonekait/rizon
End3r: you're in Florida. How the fuck can you be cold?
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eskimo/rizon
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