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[10:18:35] Frogorg/rizon hi

[10:18:51] Frogorg/rizon ComputerTech ~

[11:00:57] Frogorg/rizon god I hate my job

[11:02:54] Frogorg/rizon apparently while I was absent there was a huge argument there

[11:03:25] Frogorg/rizon a hero of my colleague has said what I wanted to say for a long time

[11:05:45] Frogorg/rizon Mikoolo: I'm dead serious now

[11:06:06] Frogorg/rizon my doctor, having heard of the situation at work, offered me the longest sick leave she can legally prescribe, saying "fuck them"

[11:06:12] Frogorg/rizon I refused

[11:07:40] Frogorg/rizon Mikoolo: if I weren't a contractor, she could have prescribed 3 months, then it falls over to ZUS and they can extend it

[11:08:07] Frogorg/rizon but I would have refused even if I wasn't a contractor

[11:08:11] Frogorg/rizon hi deadly

[11:08:40] Frogorg/rizon I'm glad you don't have lasting neurological damage

[11:09:37] Frogorg/rizon I'm aware but that hopefully won't happen

[11:10:17] Frogorg/rizon oh fun fact

[11:10:38] Frogorg/rizon she can prescribe for 3 months, but she can then extend by 3 more months, unless I'm pregnant or having tuberculosis

[11:10:52] Frogorg/rizon I know

[11:11:05] Frogorg/rizon I just didn't know that and I knew you wouldn't care but I wanted to share anyway

[11:11:55] Frogorg/rizon yeah I know, with that face...

[11:13:07] Frogorg/rizon I'm happy with spotify

[11:13:58] Frogorg/rizon I have both

[11:14:11] Frogorg/rizon but I mainly use spotify for music as it scrobbles to last.fm

[11:14:23] Frogorg/rizon Herr h4

[11:14:41] Frogorg/rizon congrats on the run, now get to work

[11:14:45] Frogorg/rizon pankakes: I do

[11:14:57] Frogorg/rizon h4: are you on sick leave again?

[11:15:12] Frogorg/rizon deadly: with fish I hope?

[11:16:06] Frogorg/rizon dude get to work!

[11:17:45] Frogorg/rizon h4: let me tell you a story. when we were in our company HQ, there was this blackboard with "You are awesome" written in various language. Unbeknownst to everyone, unknown perpetrator has written in Polish "DUDE GET TO WORK" and everyone thought it's Polish for "You are awesome", until we've told them

[11:17:53] Frogorg/rizon the morale of the story is, DUDE GET TO WORK

[11:18:19] Frogorg/rizon h4: how come?

[11:18:30] Frogorg/rizon pankakes: they look really good

[11:18:40] Frogorg/rizon hospital?

[11:18:46] Frogorg/rizon oh!

[11:18:49] Frogorg/rizon Congratulations!

[11:19:48] Frogorg/rizon there's nothing worth celebrating more than a healthy baby, as one Seagrams' advertisement put it

[11:21:23] Frogorg/rizon there's also one more thing worth celebrating

[11:21:30] Frogorg/rizon my apartment will be fully furnished on March 7th!

[11:40:41] Frogorg/rizon what do you mean a laptop

[11:40:43] Frogorg/rizon he's got a tablet

[11:40:52] Frogorg/rizon ComputerTech: good

[11:41:06] Frogorg/rizon just kidding

[11:41:14] Frogorg/rizon also you didn't lose it

[11:41:23] Frogorg/rizon you got it stolen while you were drunk

[11:42:52] Frogorg/rizon \o/

[11:42:54] Frogorg/rizon it's confirmed

[11:43:03] Frogorg/rizon all furniture for my appartment shall come by March 7th

[11:44:34] Frogorg/rizon what if there's an earthquake and the server won't be stable?

[11:45:00] Frogorg/rizon ComputerTech: then what if someone trips over and makes the server unstable?

[11:45:19] Frogorg/rizon good night wez

[11:45:23] Frogorg/rizon wait

[11:45:27] Frogorg/rizon ComputerTech: aren't you using Docker or something?

[11:45:38] Frogorg/rizon huh

[11:46:09] Frogorg/rizon i see

[11:46:49] Frogorg/rizon at work sometimes, yes

[11:46:56] Frogorg/rizon for home project, I don't, because they don't exist

[11:48:52] Frogorg/rizon who wants to come for a housewarming party?

[11:50:36] Frogorg/rizon your code should handle wobbly connections

[11:50:51] Frogorg/rizon I see

[11:51:39] Frogorg/rizon the problem usually is between chair and keyboard

[11:51:54] Frogorg/rizon lol

[11:52:16] Frogorg/rizon and soon, in my case, there will be a problem between a prohibitvely expensive office chair and a mechanical keyboard!

[11:52:44] Frogorg/rizon that was quick

[11:53:11] Frogorg/rizon so I guess nobody wants to come to my housewarming party, that's ok

[11:53:27] Frogorg/rizon Mikoolo: not with that attitude

[11:53:40] Frogorg/rizon ComputerTech: yes

[11:54:05] Frogorg/rizon ???

[11:54:10] Frogorg/rizon ofc it's a town

[11:54:54] Frogorg/rizon Mikoolo: oh you have Fast Train (sort of) between Warsaw and Krakow

[11:55:08] Frogorg/rizon it's not high speed rail, but it's a higher speed rail

[11:55:23] Frogorg/rizon it goes vroom vroom at 220 km/h

[11:55:52] Frogorg/rizon I'd take a train, but if you want to take a motorcycle, I think S7 is nearly done

[11:58:25] Frogorg/rizon be careful with the wiggles, you'll make the server unstable

[11:59:04] Frogorg/rizon that reminds me of https://i.imgur.com/6NRAemQ.png

[12:10:11] Frogorg/rizon I'm still tired

[12:10:24] Frogorg/rizon Ahsoka: banana

[12:12:07] Frogorg/rizon ok 3 more hours of Cities Skylines 2 then I'll get around to changing my e-mail and doing groceries

[12:12:28] Frogorg/rizon I'm so happy I'm done with the furniture

[12:12:30] Frogorg/rizon well almost

[12:12:50] Frogorg/rizon waiting on the ash wood desktop

[12:13:03] Frogorg/rizon but that should be earlier than the office chair

[12:16:08] Frogorg/rizon meh, I have to rebuild my favourite junction

[12:16:23] Frogorg/rizon hold on

[12:16:40] Frogorg/rizon https://i.imgur.com/OrPPxA8.png

[12:16:47] Frogorg/rizon see the overpass above the trumpets?

[12:16:54] Frogorg/rizon it sadly needs to be included in the junction

[13:10:24] Frogorg/rizon I am still tired

[13:10:29] Frogorg/rizon what do I do not to be tired

[13:10:44] Frogorg/rizon Mikoolo: no

[13:10:49] Frogorg/rizon wildting2: that's a good idea

[13:11:23] Frogorg/rizon Mikoolo: I'm below FDA recommended limit

[13:12:33] Frogorg/rizon Mikoolo: my doctor highly recommends against me doing amphetamines

[13:12:56] Frogorg/rizon Mikoolo: I'm already sleeping an awful lot

[13:13:31] Frogorg/rizon 10

[13:13:33] Frogorg/rizon lol

[13:13:45] Frogorg/rizon Mikoolo: not an option

[13:13:55] Frogorg/rizon wildting2: I'm on sick leave right now so I get 10

[13:14:29] Frogorg/rizon thanks doctor Mikoolo I'm cured

[13:14:35] Frogorg/rizon Ahsoka: as in ill

[13:15:18] Frogorg/rizon I guess if I asked Mikoolo if he's taking everything literally he'd respond with "no, that's what thieves do"

[13:22:57] Frogorg/rizon my doctor told me not to take any stimulants other than caffeine

[13:23:03] Frogorg/rizon which is uh... bothersome

[13:23:15] Frogorg/rizon because we suspect ADHD and even if I have it, there's not much we can do

[13:23:23] Frogorg/rizon I for sure ain't getting Ritalin

[13:23:43] Frogorg/rizon I don't have a drug abuse history

[13:23:52] Frogorg/rizon pankakes: unfortunately weed isn't an option either

[13:24:44] Frogorg/rizon Mikoolo: it's not a matter of quality of health service, I'm getting the best care I could

[13:24:57] Frogorg/rizon I even have my doctor's phone, "if shit hits the fan, call anytime"

[13:26:12] Frogorg/rizon it's quite obvious why I'm tired, just because I didn't tell that in the channel doesn't mean I don't know

[13:26:37] Frogorg/rizon I'm exhausted and frustrated because of work to the point my doctor offered 3 months of sick leave

[13:27:01] Frogorg/rizon I'm having big problems sustaining attention span, which prevents me from learning to ace the job interviews

[13:27:29] Frogorg/rizon that also complicates resting, because it's hard to rest if you're pacing between books, Internet, video, games and spending a total of 10 minutes on each over 4 housr

[13:27:43] Frogorg/rizon this, in turn, makes things worse and makes my mood trash

[13:27:50] Frogorg/rizon foxy: I tried. It wasn't good enough

[13:29:43] Frogorg/rizon so the doctor's plan is: get back to therapy, resolve conflict with your therapist like an adult. Take a week off all intellectual abilities, get rest, if you're gonna spend this time masturbating 24/7 that's fine. Neuropsychological exam to rule out my disease fucking me over, medication side effects, and ADHD. Anxiolytics to relieve some of the stress, take as needed. Call the

[13:29:45] Frogorg/rizon doctor if things get worse, or if neuroexam yields something

[13:30:48] Frogorg/rizon I'm also spending this time rehydrating myself, going back to gym, and cleaning up

[13:32:53] Frogorg/rizon the good news is, my doctor and my friend doctor did some research

[13:33:41] Frogorg/rizon five options are on the table: chronic burnout, not recovering from psychotic episode fully, ADHD, medications side effects, anxiety and all associated psychological reasons

[13:33:54] Frogorg/rizon all of these options are fully curable/manageable, so that's good news

[13:34:00] Frogorg/rizon the bad news is: it'll take time

[13:36:26] Frogorg/rizon >have homemade software written in various languages

[13:36:34] Frogorg/rizon that's what I'm struggling with, my dude

[13:36:55] Frogorg/rizon pankakes: yeah I've determined that even if I've got ADHD it's not the end of the world

[13:37:04] Frogorg/rizon pankakes: oh I was telling the "dude" part to Mikoolo

[13:37:49] Frogorg/rizon ADHD + schizophrenia would explain pretty much my entire life, and could be a life changer as for how to handle it further

[13:38:07] Frogorg/rizon login: yep, had an MRI and CT two years ago, clear

[13:38:33] Frogorg/rizon CT in ER settings, but nothing major, MRI was done on the request of my psychiatrist and neurologist, clear too

[13:38:43] Frogorg/rizon three doctors have checked it out

[13:39:04] Frogorg/rizon foxy: yeah I was undiagnosed for like 8 years, getting on Vraylar was a lifechanging experience

[13:39:33] Frogorg/rizon Mikoolo: yeah, we're suspecting meds too, but risk of psychosis, even if slim in my case, is too large to do that without a confirmation of cognitive impairment

[13:40:08] Frogorg/rizon login: pretty much, I've been weird even as a kid, but I've been struggling with mental illness for like 10 years at this point

[13:40:31] Frogorg/rizon Ahsoka: neither

[13:41:27] Frogorg/rizon login: attention span issues were present throughout these 10 years, but we've had bigger problems on the table, such as me having delusions or being really down

[13:42:03] Frogorg/rizon login: yes, exactly

[13:42:13] Frogorg/rizon I'm not on depot because I'm medications compliant

[13:42:24] Frogorg/rizon Vraylar is long-acting anyway

[13:43:45] Frogorg/rizon yeah well the doctors have said that I'm very low risk now, I'm proud to be in full remission (which is apparently rare), and that we'll consider withdrawing meds after 5 years unless something major pops up

[13:44:06] Frogorg/rizon but if I have a psychotic episode now, I'll pretty much at the very least have my life ruined for the next year

[13:44:18] Frogorg/rizon there are research proving that psychosis causes brain damage

[13:44:43] Frogorg/rizon also if I had another one, recovery would be difficult

[13:45:42] Frogorg/rizon let me put it this way: the last time I had an episode I spent 6 weeks in a closed ward and 3 months in recovery daytime unit

[13:46:02] Frogorg/rizon I wanted to discharge myself after 3 weeks and return to work, doctor said "the hell you are"

[13:47:07] Frogorg/rizon so you mean that my dreams about teeth falling out aren't caused by masturbation?

[13:47:32] Frogorg/rizon Freud must have been lying

[13:47:54] Frogorg/rizon login: nah, it took 6 weeks for me to recover, I don't even remember what state I was in

[13:48:05] Frogorg/rizon I have very vague memories from the entire thing

[13:48:20] Frogorg/rizon I've had 2

[13:48:25] Frogorg/rizon so we don't want to risk 3rd

[13:49:23] Frogorg/rizon yeah thanks for that, I'd rather not spend another 3 months shitting bricks that everyone around me wants to kill me

[13:49:40] Frogorg/rizon I agree, that's why we're doing studies on what happened and what caused that

[13:49:48] Frogorg/rizon and the diagnostics is treated as urgent

[13:51:01] Frogorg/rizon you're aware that when I go bananas I won't be able to realize until it's too late?

[13:51:12] Frogorg/rizon the last time everyone knew something's off, I didn't

[13:51:41] Frogorg/rizon nope

[13:52:28] Frogorg/rizon it's not even about me, this has a huge impact on people around me

[13:53:01] Frogorg/rizon login: nah

[13:53:09] Frogorg/rizon Mikoolo: I was thinking about support groups

[13:53:15] Frogorg/rizon but there's not many of them

[13:53:56] Frogorg/rizon one outpatient clinic have proposed us a support group, but most of the patients with my diagnosis refused because y'know, people with it aren't really too social

[13:54:06] Frogorg/rizon login: it could be, it could be not

[13:54:14] Frogorg/rizon the risk is too big to tinker with these blindly

[13:54:30] Frogorg/rizon and these 2 months could render me dead

[13:54:34] Frogorg/rizon the risk is too high

[13:55:17] Frogorg/rizon Mikoolo: I'm on a subreddit for schizophrenia

[13:55:33] Frogorg/rizon login: I live alone and by the time people realize "Frogorg is acting off lately", it'll be too late

[13:56:23] Frogorg/rizon phonekait: congratulations!

[13:56:33] Frogorg/rizon Mikoolo: oh I can't be trusted with these, I forget to water my plants

[13:56:56] Frogorg/rizon phonekait: I was considering it, but nah

[13:58:13] Frogorg/rizon login: to conclude - my doctor has said we will risk changing medications/dose tapering if the results come back suggesting that it needs to be done

[13:58:33] Frogorg/rizon oh cats are awesome

[14:07:05] Frogorg/rizon Mikoolo: you don't have Magners?

[14:07:37] Frogorg/rizon ok time to see if I have anything nice to eat in the fridge

[14:12:21] Frogorg/rizon hmm

[14:12:25] Frogorg/rizon speaking of beer

[14:12:27] Frogorg/rizon maybe I should have some

[14:13:03] Frogorg/rizon I can't have cannabis

[14:13:42] Frogorg/rizon irish666: rarely and in very moderate amounts, but yes

[14:13:58] Frogorg/rizon yeah I've seen this sign on a wall "Smoking marijuana leads to fridge"

[14:14:42] Frogorg/rizon aw, I'm sure wine misses you too

[14:15:23] Frogorg/rizon geze: since I already went all out 15 minutes ago - I have schizophrenia, smoking weed would worsen my prognosis

[14:16:04] Frogorg/rizon that is something I'm not going to find out

[14:16:37] Frogorg/rizon I'm already a tool lol

[14:17:34] Frogorg/rizon Ahsoka: maybe they get it but they don't express it

[14:18:03] Frogorg/rizon I've got this thing where people look at me and say "you look miserable" and I'm like "oh no I'm actually having an awesome time here, thanks for inviting me over"

[14:18:30] Frogorg/rizon and I'm serious, it's called I think blunt affectivity

[14:18:39] Frogorg/rizon though it got much better with Vraylar, I even laugh sometimes

[14:18:48] Frogorg/rizon zof: lol thanks

[14:18:58] Frogorg/rizon Ahsoka: sort of

[14:19:04] Frogorg/rizon irish666: look up hypnagogic hallucinations

[14:19:09] Frogorg/rizon they might be normal

[14:19:48] Frogorg/rizon that sucks

[14:20:02] Frogorg/rizon I've luckily never had benzos addiction, which is a miracle

[14:20:15] Frogorg/rizon had mild withdrawal once, but that was very mild and I was just cranky for a few days

[14:21:32] Frogorg/rizon unfortunately we're not avoiding benzos for now, I'm having a pretty stressful life and until I learn how to manage it through therapy, I get benzos for these situations

[14:22:04] Frogorg/rizon Fensta: oh I have that sometimes but I like repetitive music, my most played artist is The Field

[14:22:17] Frogorg/rizon https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YVNqWZPqxDE

[14:23:13] Frogorg/rizon that fucking sucks

[14:23:17] Frogorg/rizon I can't imagine this

[14:23:23] Frogorg/rizon Ahsoka: are you in a hospital?

[14:23:43] Frogorg/rizon oh dear, what happened?

[14:24:05] Frogorg/rizon Fensta: no wonder, it's got programmers inside

[14:25:01] Frogorg/rizon it's surprising how IT attracts people with mental health problems

[14:25:18] Frogorg/rizon though usually not as severe as mine

[14:25:41] Frogorg/rizon meosimulator: about mental health, or about people with mental health?

[14:25:49] Frogorg/rizon oh

[14:25:51] Frogorg/rizon well

[14:26:01] Frogorg/rizon just someone not being too social doesn't mean they have mental health problems

[14:27:23] Frogorg/rizon Ahsoka: oh dear, I'm so sorry to hear this, are you doing better now?

[14:29:35] Frogorg/rizon kinky

[14:30:01] Frogorg/rizon Ahsoka: get well soon

[16:35:59] Frogorg/rizon whew

[16:36:04] Frogorg/rizon cable management partially done

[16:52:35] Frogorg/rizon jesus now I'm exhausted after putting my cables together

[16:52:37] Frogorg/rizon they look better

[16:52:41] Frogorg/rizon they don't look good though

[16:52:50] Frogorg/rizon but at least there's a visible improvement

[16:57:31] Frogorg/rizon <3

[17:05:30] Frogorg/rizon zof: oh I'll give you a call, I'm shit at cable management

[17:06:51] Frogorg/rizon though it looks now okay-ish, the floor is a mess but at least I no longer have 10 hanging wires

[17:07:05] Frogorg/rizon this should get a bit better when I get display mounts

[17:07:12] Frogorg/rizon but that needs to wait for the desktop

[18:43:25] Frogorg/rizon well that was a good phone conversation

[18:46:17] Frogorg/rizon AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[18:46:26] Frogorg/rizon thanks it helped

[18:52:36] Frogorg/rizon yay my friend was kind to tell me I'm fucked

[18:52:52] Frogorg/rizon h4: no he's right

[18:53:11] Frogorg/rizon he absolutely is

[18:53:45] Frogorg/rizon h4: he was kind to try and find a solution out of this and tell me I'm not fucked

[18:53:47] Frogorg/rizon I am

[18:53:49] Frogorg/rizon big time

[18:56:23] Frogorg/rizon zof: situation at work is pretty bad and things aren't bound to change, and meanwhile I'm sick and getting healthy will take at least two months, which I don't have

[18:57:13] Frogorg/rizon zof: I can pull it through, but I won't be able to learn and prepare for job interviews, apparently at this point I can do my work while braindead

[18:57:20] Frogorg/rizon GypsyBarbie: would be unpaid

[18:58:03] Frogorg/rizon zof: IT

[18:58:19] Frogorg/rizon EU, but I'm a contractor so I don't have paid sick leave

[18:58:54] Frogorg/rizon my doctor has already proposed me 3 months of paid sick leave

[18:59:08] Frogorg/rizon (which I would have if I weren't a contractor)

[18:59:34] Frogorg/rizon nah I gotta find a way

[18:59:38] Frogorg/rizon I always do

[18:59:53] Frogorg/rizon <3

[19:00:02] Frogorg/rizon first obstacle is: I can't have the tests in 3 weeks

[19:00:08] Frogorg/rizon I need them done ASAP

[19:00:58] Frogorg/rizon zof: neuropsychiatric exam to rule out uh, a lot of causes that might cause my inability to focus on tasks and learn

[19:01:10] Frogorg/rizon I've already had all other tests done, so that's the last question

[19:01:56] Frogorg/rizon zof: cloudy mind for a long time, and yes I take meds for schizophrenia, which might be the cause but the doctor won't risk tinkering with them without tests done

[19:02:21] Frogorg/rizon I've been like this for some time now, but I need to change jobs and I had proof that what I know now is not enough, and that I'm not able to learn

[19:02:35] Frogorg/rizon yeah hopefully but this will take time

[19:03:07] Frogorg/rizon at least the test administerer has said she was told by my doctor to treat this urgently and she is, so she might call to reschedule it sooner

[19:04:23] Frogorg/rizon they do, but it doesn't pay shit

[19:04:35] Frogorg/rizon I would be better off being at work 3 days a month than going on disability

[19:05:09] Frogorg/rizon yeah, they're supportive and waiting for the development

[19:05:27] Frogorg/rizon GypsyBarbie: I could reduce my work time overall, but it won't help the situation

[20:30:17] Frogorg/rizon yoooo it's your favorite crying bitch

[20:30:28] Frogorg/rizon Herr h4

[20:30:32] Frogorg/rizon hi pankakes

[20:30:38] Frogorg/rizon Fensta: good luck

[20:30:49] Frogorg/rizon pankakes: no thanks

[20:31:34] Frogorg/rizon h4: be polite

[20:31:49] Frogorg/rizon and?

[20:32:12] Frogorg/rizon if he wants to lose weight that's almost always a good choice and should be respected because it's a hard decision to make

[20:39:03] Frogorg/rizon h4: I skipped the gym today

[20:39:35] Frogorg/rizon good night h4

[20:39:53] Frogorg/rizon Mikoolo: not yet

[20:40:12] Frogorg/rizon Fensta: yeah true every cancer patient has slept at least once

[20:40:32] Frogorg/rizon <I was supposed to make a joke about sleeping with someone's mom but I don't want to>

[20:42:22] Frogorg/rizon huh

[20:42:47] Frogorg/rizon yournameherererererererererererererererere

[20:44:18] Frogorg/rizon I've seen h4's ID

[20:44:24] Frogorg/rizon it says "h4 Müller"

[20:44:37] Frogorg/rizon born: 9/11/1984

[20:44:45] Frogorg/rizon sex: sometimes

[20:46:02] Frogorg/rizon I bet yournamehere's ID says "sex: always"

[20:46:49] Frogorg/rizon good night h4

[20:49:11] Frogorg/rizon h4: don't you want to increase vitality and attractiveness of the bedroom space?

[20:50:15] Frogorg/rizon good for you

[20:50:54] Frogorg/rizon I might fall asleep any time now

[20:51:01] Frogorg/rizon somewhere between 5 minutes and 7 hours

[20:51:07] Frogorg/rizon but I won't know

[22:04:25] Frogorg/rizon what the fuck is going on here

[22:04:55] Frogorg/rizon >as usual

[22:05:07] Frogorg/rizon Kirra_Qween: why

[22:05:21] Frogorg/rizon makes perfect sense

[22:07:15] Frogorg/rizon irish666: leave, lol

[22:07:50] Frogorg/rizon des oofs

[22:08:09] Frogorg/rizon you need a small pan

[22:08:29] Frogorg/rizon try these: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R35BG02CG2A

[22:09:10] Frogorg/rizon Fensta: in many languages it is gendered

[22:09:56] Frogorg/rizon even funnier, Polish distinguishes animate and inanimate objects and "a corpse" is animate

[22:10:17] Frogorg/rizon Fensta: neither does 12 tenses in English but you don't see me complaining

[22:10:37] Frogorg/rizon so is mine

[22:11:07] Frogorg/rizon found an answer on your omlette question

[22:11:09] Frogorg/rizon https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D1t-HKitR24

[22:11:38] Frogorg/rizon Fensta: spoiler: it's not quail eggs

[22:13:15] Frogorg/rizon Fensta: :( sorry about that

[22:14:46] Frogorg/rizon HelderHeid: not sure, my teacher said that it is because it's a human

[22:20:32] Frogorg/rizon GypsyBarbie: that reminds me of Milwaukee protocol

[22:20:55] Frogorg/rizon there is one well-documented case of not dying from rabies

[22:21:08] Frogorg/rizon after the symptoms have started

[22:21:30] Frogorg/rizon that's called Milwaukee protocol and it hasn't been successfully reproduced unfortunately

[22:21:45] Frogorg/rizon that's what I'm saying

[22:22:13] Frogorg/rizon that's what my code says when I struggle with another "unhandled exception"

[22:22:22] Frogorg/rizon sushi-chan: afaik no, she made a full recovery

[22:23:28] Frogorg/rizon Kirra_Qween: more less, there was more to a coctail such as ketamine or antivirals

[22:24:13] Frogorg/rizon no that wasn't the point, there was induced hypothermia but it wasn't to kill the virus

[22:24:20] Frogorg/rizon it was to give the immune system time to react

[22:24:37] Frogorg/rizon because humans can develop antibodies against rabies, except by the time it happens you're already dead

[22:25:10] Frogorg/rizon have a good one wof

[22:25:27] Frogorg/rizon sushi-chan: yeah rabies sucks

[22:25:56] Frogorg/rizon that reminds me of a conversation with a friend's friend who was bitten by a wild monkey in Thailand

[22:26:13] Frogorg/rizon "Dude but you got post-exposure vaccine against rabies?" "No, why would I?"

[22:26:26] Frogorg/rizon sushi-chan: oh there are more that suck a lot, for example Huntington's disease

[22:27:44] Frogorg/rizon the biggest part why I put it on the list is that by the time you develop symptoms you've probably got kids already, and it's autosomal dominant

[22:27:55] Frogorg/rizon sushi-chan: it causes basically a form of encephalitis

[22:28:19] Frogorg/rizon nope

[22:29:37] Frogorg/rizon yeah there are some peculiarities such as hydrophobia, but I'm not a doctor

[22:31:45] Frogorg/rizon as far for top 10 causes of disability and death goes, there are some surprises there

[22:32:43] Frogorg/rizon HelderHeid: checking but it's hard because I'm uh...

[22:32:46] Frogorg/rizon incapacitated

[22:33:22] Frogorg/rizon top 10 causes of death - top 3 are not a surprise, heart attack, stroke, COPD

[22:33:29] Frogorg/rizon Alzheimers is 7th

[22:33:43] Frogorg/rizon surprisingly, diarrhoeal diseases are 8th with a big decline

[22:33:54] Frogorg/rizon makes sense since we're improving sanitation

[22:35:29] Frogorg/rizon sushi-chan: key areas of the brain shut down

[22:35:44] Frogorg/rizon also, aspiration pneumonia most frequently

[22:36:14] Frogorg/rizon sometimes malnutrition, dehydration due to problems with swallowing

[22:36:17] Frogorg/rizon I wouldn't know

[22:36:49] Frogorg/rizon dunno

[22:37:31] Frogorg/rizon as for DALY, the interesting ones are road injury (6th), back pain (11th) and depressive disorders (12th)

[22:37:39] Frogorg/rizon well definitely taking good care of yourself would help

[22:38:01] Frogorg/rizon those are DALYs

[22:38:10] Frogorg/rizon disability adjusted life years

[22:38:37] Frogorg/rizon which is an indicator that combines years of life lost (premature death) and years of life with disability

[22:40:00] Frogorg/rizon you've got a lifetime to prevent this

[22:40:25] Frogorg/rizon still probably at laest 50 years to go

[22:40:47] Frogorg/rizon interestingly, drug use disorders are 9th on the list in the region of Americas

[22:41:00] Frogorg/rizon and interpersonal violence is 3rd

[22:41:23] Frogorg/rizon sushi-chan: wouldn't your illness have to do with that?

[22:43:50] Frogorg/rizon congratulations!

[22:44:19] Frogorg/rizon sushi-chan: those are manageable, usually with therapy and/or medications

[22:44:57] Frogorg/rizon well, have you discussed this with your doctor?

[22:44:59] Frogorg/rizon gn Mikoolo

[22:45:42] Frogorg/rizon that might be the case depending on what you're on, these things usually take time

[22:46:46] Frogorg/rizon well luckily we have fuckloads of antidepressants, antipsychotics, mood stabilizers, we also have stuff such as cognitive behavioral therapy

[22:47:11] Frogorg/rizon so maybe you'll find a way to manage your illness

[22:47:49] Frogorg/rizon sushi-chan: it sort of was in my case

[22:49:03] Frogorg/rizon sushi-chan: it took some time, but my doctor had a bright thought and decided to do an experiment, it was super effective

[22:49:05] Frogorg/rizon Kirra_Qween: yeah this

[22:49:27] Frogorg/rizon you don't need organic food

[22:49:56] Frogorg/rizon I'm not sure I should go to sleep tonight

[22:50:39] Frogorg/rizon sushi-chan: everything, but mainly at this point I'm going to oversleep for an appointment at 11 am

[22:50:57] Frogorg/rizon sushi-chan: vegetables are your friend

[22:51:26] Frogorg/rizon ComputerTech: do you count in all the Magners?

[22:51:47] Frogorg/rizon irish666: you're like reverse Sam Sulek

[22:52:00] Frogorg/rizon ComputerTech: one bottle of beer has like 250 kcal

[22:52:24] Frogorg/rizon ComputerTech: lol

[22:52:33] Frogorg/rizon I'm not judging, I'm intoxicated myself

[22:52:37] Frogorg/rizon I don't know how I'm coherent

[22:53:09] Frogorg/rizon sushi-chan: I was told sometimes I should be a doctor

[22:53:12] Frogorg/rizon irish666: ^5

[22:53:19] Frogorg/rizon greet the walrus from me can you?

[22:53:33] Frogorg/rizon irish666: I miss the walrus

[22:54:14] Frogorg/rizon should I go to the doctor and say "can you prescribe me the smallest box of Ambien so I can just say hi to the walrus?"

[22:54:36] Frogorg/rizon Ambien and twitter

[22:54:38] Frogorg/rizon that goes well

[22:55:33] Frogorg/rizon irish666: just go to sleep

[22:55:54] Frogorg/rizon ok

[22:56:13] Frogorg/rizon not judging, I'm on benzodiazepines because of the shitty situation I'm in

[22:56:26] Frogorg/rizon my life sucks and I don't want to deal with this

[22:56:34] Frogorg/rizon at least now

[22:56:46] Frogorg/rizon ComputerTech: <3

[22:57:03] Frogorg/rizon irish

[22:57:33] Frogorg/rizon irish666: your pea?

[22:57:49] Frogorg/rizon oh

[22:57:54] Frogorg/rizon I'm dazed

[22:57:57] Frogorg/rizon no worries

[22:58:22] Frogorg/rizon btw did I mention?

[22:58:32] Frogorg/rizon house fully furnished on March 7th and I'm celebrating that!

[22:58:49] Frogorg/rizon HelderHeid: thanks

[22:58:57] Frogorg/rizon it wasn't much work honestly

[22:59:03] Frogorg/rizon but it was a lot of money

[22:59:37] Frogorg/rizon I'll have everything: posting station, crying corner, interrogation room

[22:59:56] Frogorg/rizon well everything causes death

[23:00:26] Frogorg/rizon Hell is full bitches

[23:00:38] Frogorg/rizon so remember the number for national suicide prevention hotline

[23:01:00] Frogorg/rizon good

[23:01:05] Frogorg/rizon please don't kill yourself

[23:01:40] Frogorg/rizon irish666: ah that's not a problem

[23:01:50] Frogorg/rizon sushi-chan: it usually doesn't work that way

[23:02:30] Frogorg/rizon CrystalMath: I'm happy

[23:02:39] Frogorg/rizon irish666: yeah I think I was the reason for that line

[23:03:24] Frogorg/rizon he would also tell me "Get professional help"

[23:03:37] Frogorg/rizon to which I would reply "I am and it's not working"

[23:04:01] Frogorg/rizon irish666: oh, so I'm not the reason for that

[23:04:03] Frogorg/rizon I'm relieved

[23:04:49] Frogorg/rizon irish666: it should also mention shoelaces, long cables, razors and stuff like that

[23:04:55] Frogorg/rizon don't ask how I know

[23:05:34] Frogorg/rizon HelderHeid: he had a farm I think

[23:05:54] Frogorg/rizon HelderHeid: oh they would allow McDonalds, at least where I stayed

[23:06:07] Frogorg/rizon the hospital even had this small restaurant where they would deliver to the patients

[23:06:41] Frogorg/rizon all the profit would go to charity that helps people with mental illnesses get back on their feet

[23:07:13] Frogorg/rizon sushi-chan: yeah that wouldn't be healthy

[23:07:27] Frogorg/rizon true

[23:08:04] Frogorg/rizon never been to America

[23:08:08] Frogorg/rizon so I won't tell

[23:08:27] Frogorg/rizon irish666: third world country amirite?

[23:08:40] Frogorg/rizon oh I don't watch movies

[23:09:07] Frogorg/rizon sushi-chan: oh you'd be surprised

[23:09:17] Frogorg/rizon irish666: oh no, what a nightmare

[23:09:36] Frogorg/rizon Kirra_Qween: and a botched version of pierogi with cheddar cheese

[23:09:42] Frogorg/rizon how can you put cheddar cheese in pierogi

[23:09:45] Frogorg/rizon that's an atrocity

[23:10:00] Frogorg/rizon irish666: sounds like a nightmare

[23:10:10] Frogorg/rizon Kirra_Qween: :(

[23:10:22] Frogorg/rizon irish666: I wish I could change carreer now

[23:10:49] Frogorg/rizon be careful of the trolley problem

[23:11:47] Frogorg/rizon trains are cool

[23:12:00] Frogorg/rizon I masturbate to the pictures of Centralna Magistrala Kolejowa

[23:12:27] Frogorg/rizon https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Grodzisk_Mazowiecki%E2%80%93Zawiercie_railway just look at that

[23:12:30] Frogorg/rizon it's beautiful

[23:13:11] Frogorg/rizon irish666: it goes vroom vroom at 220 km/h

[23:13:22] Frogorg/rizon cancelled?!

[23:13:24] Frogorg/rizon how come?

[23:14:15] Frogorg/rizon irish666: so no more nightmail crossing the border?

[23:14:47] Frogorg/rizon Kirra_Qween: well cheddar instead of twaróg sounds just wrong to me

[23:15:11] Frogorg/rizon irish666: you might like this one: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SWzqTQgNYyw

[23:15:54] Frogorg/rizon ok, IRC, I need to make a decision urgently

[23:16:14] Frogorg/rizon sleep now and risk missing an important appointment tomorrow or sleep after the appointment because I'm on sick leave anyway

[23:16:55] Frogorg/rizon Kirra_Qween: that might be the case

[23:17:10] Frogorg/rizon https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=afBKjqAkNSw me right now

[23:18:01] Frogorg/rizon still in the closet eh?

[23:18:27] Frogorg/rizon rip

[23:18:36] Frogorg/rizon that reminds me of that time when a tree fell on my teacher's car

[23:18:39] Frogorg/rizon she deserved it

[23:20:37] Frogorg/rizon good night HelderHeid

[23:20:55] Frogorg/rizon HelderHeid: yes, I will sleep through all the alarm

[23:25:44] Frogorg/rizon maybe if I pull The Screenshot Maneouvre I will wake up by 11 am tomorrow

[23:28:08] Frogorg/rizon we had that happen one time in our family

[23:28:22] Frogorg/rizon luckily there was a guy with spare keys that was driving from another town

[23:33:46] Frogorg/rizon kinky

[23:34:15] Frogorg/rizon found ComputerTech https://i.warosu.org/data/ck/img/0102/32/1520130145636.jpg

[23:35:12] Frogorg/rizon well stop having sexual congress with animals

[23:35:37] Frogorg/rizon :( stay with me

[23:35:41] Frogorg/rizon I don't want to be alone

[23:36:07] Frogorg/rizon I just told my friend I'm sexually harrassed by my boss at my workplace

[23:36:12] Frogorg/rizon I'm self employed though

[23:36:56] Frogorg/rizon irish666: take some more!

[23:37:25] Frogorg/rizon come with me on an adventure you'll never remember

[23:37:51] Frogorg/rizon fifel!

[23:39:23] Frogorg/rizon ok I've got 10 hours to waste

[23:39:25] Frogorg/rizon what should I do

[23:39:47] Frogorg/rizon ComputerTech: no

[23:39:53] Frogorg/rizon I don't want to have anything to do with programming

[23:40:00] Frogorg/rizon I shouldn't have anything to do with programming

[23:40:56] Frogorg/rizon I'm 30% fat and 100% sadness

[23:41:47] Frogorg/rizon didn't know ComputerTech is a twink

[23:41:49] Frogorg/rizon or ripped

[23:42:15] Frogorg/rizon not necessarily

[23:42:42] Frogorg/rizon the doctor said I'm morbidly a beast

[23:42:47] Frogorg/rizon or something like that

[23:44:19] Frogorg/rizon I wish I was ripped but that ain't gonna happen

[23:44:46] Frogorg/rizon ComputerTech: so says my PT

[23:44:54] Frogorg/rizon but I'm not feeling like it

[23:45:26] Frogorg/rizon irish666: that's just a 17 gym

[23:45:55] Frogorg/rizon I wish I wasn't as weak

[23:46:01] Frogorg/rizon and I'm working on it

[23:46:06] Frogorg/rizon but maybe someday

[23:46:23] Frogorg/rizon ComputerTech: I actually don't

[23:46:34] Frogorg/rizon ye

[23:46:49] Frogorg/rizon pushups are a shitty measure of strength

[23:47:07] Frogorg/rizon core?

[23:47:20] Frogorg/rizon I think more chest and tricep, if anything

[23:48:03] Frogorg/rizon irish666: get a spotter

[23:48:40] Frogorg/rizon oh

[23:48:42] Frogorg/rizon that sucks

[23:49:35] Frogorg/rizon I bet irish666 will outgrow me in my lifts pretty soon

[23:49:40] Frogorg/rizon and that will be a sad day for me

[23:50:32] Frogorg/rizon good!

[23:50:36] Frogorg/rizon try it

[23:50:48] Frogorg/rizon lol

[23:52:33] Frogorg/rizon yea, street workout parks

[23:52:51] Frogorg/rizon ok I'm gonna do it like this

[23:53:02] Frogorg/rizon I'll chug the monster, go to bed, watch some video, see where it takes me

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