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[01:02:34] mrinfinity/rizon howdy!

[01:03:07] mrinfinity/rizon yeah i was going to say he goes "DUCK! DUCK! DUCK!" as if he's giving us a warning

[01:03:11] mrinfinity/rizon then presses his button

[01:03:18] mrinfinity/rizon i made mine a double click for the screen

[01:03:51] mrinfinity/rizon i only have like 20 ducks

[01:03:57] mrinfinity/rizon !duckstats

[01:04:03] mrinfinity/rizon !reload

[01:04:35] mrinfinity/rizon calculate it yourself

[01:12:36] mrinfinity/rizon no, as in, go to bed, I fucking mean it!

[01:18:56] mrinfinity/rizon a cougar

[01:19:27] mrinfinity/rizon i believe love is patience, but if I get married again that's #3

[01:19:53] mrinfinity/rizon good, don't rush good things

[01:20:22] mrinfinity/rizon wonderful. congratulations

[01:20:55] mrinfinity/rizon i'd love to wake up next to somebody and take on life's mystical journey with somebody as 'real me' and not 'i need a drink' me

[01:22:44] mrinfinity/rizon that's because you're doing it wrong

[01:22:50] mrinfinity/rizon the correct way is 'yes, babe'

[01:22:51] mrinfinity/rizon 'i see, dear'

[01:23:29] mrinfinity/rizon she who controls the spice, controls the

[01:26:15] mrinfinity/rizon she who controls the spice, controls the universe

[01:26:16] mrinfinity/rizon is the saying

[01:31:53] mrinfinity/rizon O_o

[03:23:14] mrinfinity/rizon don't use google use bing you get bing rewards for bingin' stuff

[03:25:16] mrinfinity/rizon hello yes as a halfoperator I'd like to raise awareness on the excessive amounts of spam and am escalating this issue to a competent full-time operator.

[03:25:27] mrinfinity/rizon i expect matters on this subject to be handled adequately and timely.

[03:26:23] mrinfinity/rizon .w

[03:27:22] mrinfinity/rizon the great duck war of 2023, was fought by dicks.

[03:28:23] mrinfinity/rizon unrealircd i would say, is the better competent ircd, fully ircv3 compliant and has better modules for managing networks

[03:30:23] mrinfinity/rizon Valware: no, I haven't been operating/sysadminning any networks

[03:30:46] mrinfinity/rizon although if I do it'll be with an ircx custom made one

[03:30:52] mrinfinity/rizon but i don't forsee that happening anytime soon

[03:31:35] mrinfinity/rizon End3r if you keep patting your chest and attempt to bite your ear 10+ times it'll trick your brain so you won't have hiccups anymore

[03:31:36] mrinfinity/rizon try it

[03:31:40] mrinfinity/rizon see for yourself

[03:32:21] mrinfinity/rizon failalalalalail, la lail, fail, lail

[03:33:02] mrinfinity/rizon I identify as an apache helicopter and would like to make it clear; I don't shoot blanks

[03:34:03] mrinfinity/rizon i've made an oath to remain completely sober for the remainder of this year and all following years, but am aiming for just 1

[03:38:54] mrinfinity/rizon only you can prevent forest fires. this is a no smoking zone

[03:41:38] mrinfinity/rizon i've been sober enough that 1 puff of something high-strain would put me out for the night

[03:41:45] mrinfinity/rizon i wonder what a dab would do to me

[03:42:16] mrinfinity/rizon you can never measure edibles accurately

[03:45:07] mrinfinity/rizon tubular

[03:45:37] mrinfinity/rizon crikey

[03:46:02] mrinfinity/rizon !bang

[03:46:07] mrinfinity/rizon 1.666

[03:46:11] mrinfinity/rizon devil confirmed

[03:46:22] mrinfinity/rizon demon-b-gone

[03:47:16] mrinfinity/rizon i told you dude, i see that shit everywhere

[03:47:25] mrinfinity/rizon gas pump: 66.6 / 16.66

[03:47:32] mrinfinity/rizon buy stuff from store, 26.66

[03:47:39] mrinfinity/rizon shit needs to stop 4real

[03:48:11] mrinfinity/rizon look down at speedometer, 66mph go oh no, slowdown

[03:48:18] mrinfinity/rizon look over at the radio and it's station "6"

[03:48:44] mrinfinity/rizon i don't like evil peek-a-booing in my synchronicity

[03:50:37] mrinfinity/rizon KurtGodel: I got baptized, i go to church, all that stuff

[03:51:04] mrinfinity/rizon although lately I just see 11:11, 3:33 and 4:44 so i should be good

[03:51:17] mrinfinity/rizon keyword: should

[03:51:22] mrinfinity/rizon "should"

[03:51:56] mrinfinity/rizon i lean more towards buddhism but believe the bible has a lot of stuff that makes sense to me

[03:52:11] mrinfinity/rizon there's giants in the bible and giants on the ancient egyptian monuments etc so

[03:52:38] mrinfinity/rizon they don't, I take a bit of everything though

[03:52:51] mrinfinity/rizon except for witchcraft and people praying to crystals, i don't mess with that

[03:53:21] mrinfinity/rizon i'd say i'm more non-denominational

[03:53:52] mrinfinity/rizon not too informed on the catholic church outside of the ..youknow

[03:54:02] mrinfinity/rizon i don't subscribe to any of that bullshit

[03:57:50] mrinfinity/rizon well, what made me turn towards christianity, when I was just spiritual/believe all is energy/consciousness/awareness/THE LIGHT

[03:58:12] mrinfinity/rizon is witchcraft, if that shit exists, then God does too and suddenly all the bible stuff started making sense

[03:58:30] mrinfinity/rizon whether or not the devil is a 12 foot tall Draco lizard person from another galaxy; beats me

[03:59:19] mrinfinity/rizon i have hope too, i've seen... some miraculous theres-no-fucking-way things happen

[03:59:26] mrinfinity/rizon indeed there is

[03:59:50] mrinfinity/rizon you're highly intuitive, i see

[04:00:07] mrinfinity/rizon 'empaths' having good-qi, law of attraction; yeah I've looked in to all of it

[04:00:30] mrinfinity/rizon if you're about it, it'll come to you; wise succession brings good results

[04:00:52] mrinfinity/rizon aliens vs angels theory, well... angels would be 'alien' to us as humans, so 'beings from elsewhere' is true no matter how you look at it

[04:01:02] mrinfinity/rizon i usually avoid these conversations

[04:01:08] mrinfinity/rizon but I feel you, *wink*

[04:02:18] mrinfinity/rizon same; it's all frequency and sound; but if that's the case why do people love so passionately even though onlyfans and tinder were the nail in the coffin seemingly with it

[04:02:47] mrinfinity/rizon i'm trying to be very, very mindful of my ego and it sucks because accepting who I am as a person means accepting my flaws, like my temper etc

[04:03:02] mrinfinity/rizon gnight buttercup

[04:03:34] mrinfinity/rizon UNTIL NEXT TIME, MISFIT

[04:04:39] mrinfinity/rizon i've had the reality where everything, non stop, back to back to back to back was just perfect alignment for everything in mine and everybody's around me's favor.. like being in a movie where it's so cliche on the awards

[04:04:40] mrinfinity/rizon i

[04:04:48] mrinfinity/rizon ve been trying to get back to that reality ever since

[04:04:58] mrinfinity/rizon this one's the bad one

[04:05:30] mrinfinity/rizon perfect for who?

[04:05:42] mrinfinity/rizon imperfect = IM perfect

[04:05:46] mrinfinity/rizon dun dun dunnnnn

[04:06:10] mrinfinity/rizon i could deck somebody in the face and they never forgive me - reap what i sow

[04:06:42] mrinfinity/rizon or i could deck somebody in the face and after a month they forgive me. bad qi -> good qi

[04:06:56] mrinfinity/rizon but if karma truely exists then why did it take so long to get to epstein

[04:07:26] mrinfinity/rizon yeah who knew

[04:07:53] mrinfinity/rizon jam the karmic wheel with a stack of 100s

[04:08:04] mrinfinity/rizon then use another stack of 100s to dry the tears from your cheek from all the laughter

[04:09:02] mrinfinity/rizon i think there's spiritual stuff going on thats what 'being awakened' or 'spiritually enlightened' is, just the awareness of it; and if you fuck around

[04:09:15] mrinfinity/rizon some spirit magic stuff happens and lines up a black eye or two for you

[04:09:30] mrinfinity/rizon karma or not, joojoo indeed

[04:10:29] mrinfinity/rizon do it up

[04:10:56] mrinfinity/rizon [7666] if we can predict the future with accuracy, then some things truely are set in stone IMO

[04:11:17] mrinfinity/rizon whatever's going on, it's a matrix and all I'm smelling is a whole lot of horse shit

[04:11:57] mrinfinity/rizon yeah there's the spiritscience of it, and the human side of it. i agree

[04:12:11] mrinfinity/rizon aware of spiritual things going on

[04:12:35] mrinfinity/rizon no, just awareness, not the actual enlightenment of nirvana which is complete and total bliss, with zero suffering

[04:12:57] mrinfinity/rizon i just want the bliss

[04:13:13] mrinfinity/rizon but i hear i must first conquer desire

[04:13:20] mrinfinity/rizon i found some bliss, oh there it is

[04:13:26] mrinfinity/rizon oh no, where did it go? there it goes...

[04:19:45] mrinfinity/rizon [7666]: i didnt have my childhood memories until a certain event triggered it and it was pure hell opening those gates

[04:19:49] mrinfinity/rizon so blocking stuff out, def is sux

[04:21:01] mrinfinity/rizon it triggered right before my father died and not only did i get all of the unwanted memories, i got the residual lasting effects of every bad thing i've ever done constantly flashing in front of my face

[04:21:20] mrinfinity/rizon some stuff calls it 'dark knight of the soul' but they can suck my dick. fuck that shit

[04:23:17] mrinfinity/rizon it's completely fucked me up though to where i want to trust things again; sad thing is therapists all just say what i already know/internalize/try to practice; but Knowing, yeah I'd agree.. I prefer to know

[04:24:06] mrinfinity/rizon you're fucked in the cocanut, SIR!

[04:28:55] mrinfinity/rizon i'd rather keep it to myself; im learning to let all that go

[04:29:04] mrinfinity/rizon holding on to it = big sack of bricks

[04:40:29] mrinfinity/rizon eh, i just want permanent ego death and to never feel like a victim again. victim mentality earns you nothing in this world

[04:40:32] mrinfinity/rizon gotta keep it truckin'

[04:41:32] mrinfinity/rizon worst part is it doesn't justify past behaviors even though then, you don't see it. shadow self, the shit everybody else sees but we don't see about ourselves/who we were, but have to, to identify who we want to be and 'sync' with it

[04:41:43] mrinfinity/rizon if that's even possible. i just want ego death.

[04:42:04] mrinfinity/rizon yeah fuck that thing

[04:42:23] mrinfinity/rizon hahahah

[04:42:29] mrinfinity/rizon true true

[04:44:38] mrinfinity/rizon i can feel it when i meditate now

[04:45:33] mrinfinity/rizon not sure if you know the feeling of 'putting the light' between your eyes, but that feeling, and releasing it and then feeling it as an aura filling within

[04:45:36] mrinfinity/rizon oneness, then bliss

[04:46:25] mrinfinity/rizon maybe not bliss, but something like it. i've gotten the actual bliss maybe twice

[04:46:42] mrinfinity/rizon where it was total "ahh.... everything is going to be okay" and 10000% happiness

[04:47:34] mrinfinity/rizon i don't know i stopped reading in to all that stuff. i just feel it as 'letting go' and then it flows; has a stimulating effect

[04:47:53] mrinfinity/rizon there's the offchance that I'm compeletely batshit crazy too, so; to each their own on enlightenment

[04:48:57] mrinfinity/rizon I do not wish to know, I do not wish anything; I know, as I know, as it comes. OnEnEsss, then I get up and stub my toe on the way to the bathroom

[04:49:34] mrinfinity/rizon i learned a pro-tip with reading reviews, read only the negative reviews; because the positive ones are 100% shills

[04:52:19] mrinfinity/rizon the journey is a personal one, you'll take bits and pieces of it from stuff as you go. I started with law of one, which is a lot of truth mixed with 77258957% horse shit

[04:52:22] mrinfinity/rizon alan watts is good

[04:52:45] mrinfinity/rizon the esoteric wisdom is within anyways, the experiences are what matter

[04:53:38] mrinfinity/rizon constructs, just identifiable energy

[04:53:55] mrinfinity/rizon consciousness is not a construct because we don't know who or what constructed it; well I don't, anyways

[04:54:05] mrinfinity/rizon i lean more towards god, though

[04:54:34] mrinfinity/rizon thats why im fearful of AI; especially in the influencer and cyber security fields

[04:54:47] mrinfinity/rizon we do not know what we are, and we are creating a replica

[04:54:58] mrinfinity/rizon ...as a tool

[05:33:20] mrinfinity/rizon i have to throw away a nice pair of shoes because i wore them, for whatever reason, without socks

[05:33:43] mrinfinity/rizon washed them ~5 times, baking soda, foot funk sprays, extra soap

[05:34:05] mrinfinity/rizon still smell like a bull vomited in them

[18:06:30] mrinfinity/rizon Have a good weekend, all. Be safe for the holiday.

[22:51:03] mrinfinity/rizon !bang

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